Tuesday, February 6, 2018

The Slalom Rediscovered

The best way to descend the mountain?  Performing the slalom while listening to a favorite rock playlist.  In a word:  exhilarating.  While I haven't been skiing in years due to a shoulder injury, I find that I'm skiing this weekend as though I've had no hiatus at all.  In fact, I'm better than I ever was -- faster than I ever was, somehow -- unencumbered by fear and its detours.

It occurs to me that fear needlessly distorts our path, not only on the mountain, but in life.  It twists our journey into something strenuous, harrowed, dishonest.  Plato said that "courage is knowing what not to fear."

Somehow, while skiing fast, if I don't fear falling, I don't fall.  I move with gravity, in an elegant undulating line that creates its own unique rhythm -- a personal music that gravitates toward a thrilling plumbline.

Fearfulness only leads to unforced errors -- strategic oversights -- needless crashes.  Fear unmakes us -- when all we need in its place is trust that the white slope ahead of us is a perfect canvas on which to trace our slalom line -- effortlessly, elegantly, timelessly.

If we trust and respect our own path, so, too, are we capable of trusting and respecting the paths of those traveling beside us.  There's a perfect line from the top of the mountain to the base -- which is both true to ourselves and protective of others.  We can only find that fearless path by envisioning it -- by creating it -- on the clean slope on which we write the story of our lives.

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    1. Minimal on Super Bowl Sunday and non-existent on Monday.

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  2. Why do you think your fear has disappeared?

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    1. That's the question of the year. I'm still trying to answer it.

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  3. I've had a shoulder injury too. I really can't ski anymore as a result.

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    1. I'm sorry to hear that, Anon. I waited years for my surgical repair -- too long, really -- because my life is so restored to me at this point. I hope you can make some progress with your healing.

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  4. Are those leather ski pants? They look amazing!

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  5. Are you getting back to work on the novel now?

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  6. I was concerned that something might happen to you before your book is complete. Maybe don't ski quite so fast.

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