My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Sunday, May 12, 2024

FBI Threat of "Spiders" Deployment

 1.  You have recently received multiple FBI threats of the FBI's deployment of some type of "spiders" which are intended, and in fact engineered, as deadly disease vectors of some kind.  Is that right?

Answer:  You are correct, yes.  The FBI appears to be referencing actual biological spiders of some kind, which convey a deadly "designer disease" when they bite a human being.  The spiders are alleged to be rapidly reproducing and predatory in their biting behaviors, which appear to be primarily engaged in during nighttime hours, when people are sleeping and relatively quiescent.

2. Have you seen one of these spiders?

Answer:  I did apparently see one this morning, May 12, 2024.  It's activity in creating its web underneath my kitchen counter was so frenetic, I sat and watched it for ten minutes in order to try to understand what it was doing.  It appeared to be laying an egg sac at the same time that it was constructing its web.  And I had never seen a spider laying an egg sac in the open air before, while simultaneously constructing a web.

3.  What did the spider look like?

Answer:  It had an almond-shaped body.  After having looked at several hundred photos of venomous spiders, it seemed related to Sicariidae spiders, sometimes called "assassin spiders,"  which possess a necrosing venom that is, at least in this case, allegedly designed to be deadly.

4.  Does the spider allegedly serve as a disease vector or does it kill people through venom alone?

Answer:  I truly don't know.

5.  Did you preserve the spider you watched this morning?  

Answer:  No, without understanding at the time how unusual was the activity I was seeing, I put it outside, together with three pieces of its egg sac.  Hopefully, it will be eaten fairly rapidly by a lizard or a bird.

6.  Are Sicariidae spiders native to North America?

Answer:  The Brown Recluse spider is a mild cousin to what I saw, evidently.  My reading indicates that, unlike poisonous spiders which utilize a neurotoxin, Sicariidae spiders do not have a known anti-venom.  The poison they carry leads to tissue death through rupturing red blood cells, and, in certain cases, a powerful enough dose of venom leads to organ failure.

7.  Did anything about the spider you saw this morning seem artifically engineered or bred?

Answer:  Its activity seemed frenetic, as I said.  It was building a web and laying an egg sac at many, many times the expected speed.  

8.  How many times the normal speed?

Answer:  Fifty times faster than normal.  It was truly an astonishing sight.  It did not appear to me, in retrospect, to be a naturally occurring phenomenon.

9.  Have you ever seen a spider with these characteristics before?

Answer:  Never.

10.  How do you think it could have been released into your house?

Answer:  Through the ventilation system, possibly.  Through the chimney flue, potentially.

11.  If the FBI's threats about a deadly spider infestation are credible, would the FBI have had dispensation to deploy such a biological weapon on its own?  Or would it have required high-level authorization?

Answer:  I'm not able to comment or speculate on this point.  I can say that the FBI claims it is working with authorization, but I cannot extend further commentary on this subject.

12.  What would be the possible motivation for your assassination on the part of the FBI and others?

Answer:  The motivation appears to be financial.  My stalker, a Russian-affiliated organized crime boss, alleged that an unnamed beneficiary purchased a 40-million-dollar yacht last week drawn from settlement funds awarded in my name.

13.  A portion of settlement funds have been invaded, but there are those who wish to abscond with them all?

Answer:  It would seem so, yes.

14.  And a number of those people have been in responsible for harming you unjustly for years under the auspices of the FBI?

Answer: Allegedly so, yes.

15.  Now these same people are attempting to take your life given the prospect of a larger payday?

Answer:  So I am told.

16.  Hence the deployment of the disease-causing "spiders"?

Answer:  This is the message I received.

17.  Have you been offered safe and restorative medical care, given the FBI's egregious harms to your health and that of your family members?

Answer:  No, that offer has not yet been extended to me.

18.  What would happen to you if you were bitten by one of these "Sicariidae" spiders?

Answer:  Terrible things, no doubt.

19.  Would you prefer a courteous phone call from Washington D.C. informing you about the investigation and settlements negotiated in your name?

Answer:  Yes, I would.

20.  Will that be forthcoming now?

Answer:  At this point, I think all plausible deniability is absent if any further harm should befall anyone in my family.  A phone call with courteous outreach represents the desired course for everyone, in my opinion.

21.  Is the deployment of venomous spiders by the FBI considered "secret information"?

Answer:  I have no idea.  No one has told me what the FBI considers to be "secret information."  I will simply observe that law-abiding American citizens have the right not to be assassinated by the FBI or its affiliates.  And if discussing the FBI's use of spiders as a biological deployment will assist in the preservation of my life or my family members' lives, then this is a discussion that should occur.

22.  How can the FBI be allowed to continue to assail your health and well-being with impunity under these circumstances?  Why aren't they being reined in?

Answer:  Why indeed?  I can only say that there are those who are standing up for my family within Washington, and I am exceptionally grateful to them.

23.  Some people are advocating that this situation be rendered public as quickly as possible.

Answer:  That is my understanding.

24. Those people are attempting to preserve your lives?

Answer:  Yes, they are.  I can only hope they will prevail.

25.  Do you hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct to the best of your knowledge and belief?

Answer:  I do.

Lane MacWilliams


Planned Mail Retrieval -- May 12, 2024 - Update

OIG Hotline, our mail retrieval this evening, May 13, 2024, was securely and successfully accomplished.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams 

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OIG Hotline, our mail retrieval has been postponed due to scheduling, and will now take place on May 13, 2024.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, my husband will retrieve our mail today, May 12, 2024.

He will use a body cam, as he did during his last retrieval of mail, to film the entire process of his handling each piece of mail that we accept.  The ownership of this camera and its micro SD card have already been conveyed to the OIG Hotline Investigations Division.

He will not retrieve or open the letters from Jim Mellano of AFE nor from SC Fund Recovery, but rather, will leave them in place.  To confirm, ownership of the Jim Mellano/AFE letter and the SC Fund Recovery letter have been transferred to the OIG Hotline Investigations Division and will be provided to them as soon as they request them.

My husband will affix a new security seal to the lock on the box when he has completed his retrieval of accepted mail.

For clarity, neither my husband nor I have opened the mailbox since his last documented retrieval of acceptable mail.

We hope that the security measures we have taken -- that of the security seal, and the presence of lights and an alarm, will have been sufficient to prevent tampering with our mailbox in the interim.

Again, we hope that Jim Mellano has been honest in his characterization of the contents of the AFE letter as a simple, unaltered 1099 form.  

However, because Jim Mellano has lied in writing in the past, we are taking all precautions to ensure our family's security, as well as to preserve any material that could possibly assist OIG Hotline investigators in their inquiry into falsified law enforcement reporting for anti-democratic objectives.

Whether Jim Mellano's actions in sending a letter against my express directives were intended to alarm me -- and discredit me in that process -- or whether they were intended to further a plan of falsified law enforcement reporting against my family or myself -- it seems wise to me to exercise great caution and care in this circumstance.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.




Lane MacWilliams

Tuesday, May 7, 2024

Members of Congress, Will You Please Assist Me in Supporting My Family's Safe Access to Restorative Medical Care at This Time?

Members of Congress, will you please assist me in asking President Biden and Vice President Harris to extend restorative medical care to my family members, Mxxx Gxxxxxxx and myself at this time?

We need to know that we can be safely hospitalized, and come to no further harm in that setting, while we seek to recover fully from the health harms caused to us by the FBI and its affiliates.

Because of the severity of a number of the harms perpetrated by the FBI in this case, time is short;  we seek in all cases to prevent permanent damage or demise.

So, I would deeply appreciate your vigorous engagement in asking that the President and Vice President step forward to assist us without further delay.

Because the far right is still seeking to profiteer from my family's suffering in this matter, we do need your heartfelt and determined insistence that safe, private and restorative hospital care be extended to us as soon as possible.

It is likely that the the White House's assignment of an advocate for my family could assist greatly in working out the details of our medical treatment.

Alongside this, it would be extremely reassuring to receive a phone call from someone in Washington, DC who is now taking on the task of ensuring my family's safe and complete recovery, with all the attention to detail this may require.

I have been privileged to support President Biden in myriad ways from afar.

I hope that he will be as determined to support our family's health in our needed recovery from this ordeal relating to my whistleblowing of FBI malfeasance.

Thank you for your ethical and insistent engagement with this request.

With abiding appreciation,

Lane MacWilliams


President Biden, Will You Please Assist Us?

 President Biden, will you please assist my family in accessing safe and restorative medical care at this time?

Thank you for taking the initiative to reach out in order to protect and heal my family members, MG, and myself.

I will deeply appreciate your outreach.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

Sunday, May 5, 2024

Regarding H5N1 Allegations from FBI Personnel

1.  You have been asked to speak about H5N1 in the context of the FBI.

Answer:  Yes, I have.

2.  Would you care to elaborate?

Answer:  FBI personnel and affiliates appear to have disclosed that the agency has repeatedly attempted to expose my family members and myself to H5N1, as I have previously documented.  And it has been stated that the dramatically elevated particulates on my first floor (9200 small particulates currently, and an equal count of large particulates) are related to the FBI's dissemination of H5N1 as well, along with other serious pathogens.

But it seems that H5N1 represents a more broad-based initiative for the FBI, involving a much wider segment of the population, and pertaining to international populations as well.

3.  What are the implications of this allegation, if true?

Answer:  The possible implications include the FBI's attempt to spark a new pandemic based on an H5N1 variant of which the agency has extensive knowledge and background.

4.  What would this mean?

Answer:  H5N1, depending on the variant, could represent a much higher death toll than that associated with Covid-19.  Depending on the incubation period and infectivity levels, H5N1 represents a pathogen that could pull society into disarray.

5.  Why?

Answer:  Again, depending on the variant, it could be much more severe than Covid-19, and the human costs to life, long-term health of survivors, and engagement in the workforce could be profound.

6.  Yet, you are expressing that the FBI likely has extensive knowledge of the variant involved.

Answer:  This has been alleged to me by FBI personnel, and in general, they are disclosing this information to me because they are alarmed about the implications.

7.  FBI personnel have alleged to you that the agency is attempting to initiate a human-caused H5N1 pandemic for political objectives.  Am I understanding you correctly?

Answer:  You are.

8.  What is the appropriate response at this time?

Answer:  It would seem necessary to evaluate recent FBI, CIA, and DoD communications, both internal and cross-agency, which pertain to H5N1, with a focus on these agencies' departments which address biological deployments.

But beyond this, I think it is necessary to shine a bright light on this allegation so that the public can grasp the emergent possibility.  The public as the capacity to demand that these agencies not cause them willful harm.

Is it true that coffee creamer in small containers has been targeted by the FBI as a "promising" vector for H5N1 dissemination?  This threat should be assessed by the FDA and others.

In a larger context, there are DoD disclosures to the public that are overdue in terms of climate concerns.  And these should not be postponed.  Together with those disclosures, the public must be asked to dramatically cut energy consumption, and to undertake this effort with a sense of urgency and immediacy.  The DoD can help in setting ambitious milestones that must be met, and, together with our elected leaders, in ensuring that they are met peaceably, with full community engagement and unity of purpose.

9.  What are the odds that the American public, as well as the publics of other nations, can be led to this understanding?

Answer:  We need our elected leaders to initiate extensive communication with the public about this issue, as well as DoD involvement in order to ensure that public understanding is realized.  Because this is not a matter of debate, political viewpoint, personal opinion, or individual choice.  This is a matter of preserving the earth's environment.  So, we all need to engage with a rather heroic effort to change.  The public is capable of rapid and heroic adaptation.  But first, they need to be asked.

10.  Are you being encouraged to post this conversation on your blog so that this subject might receive more public exposure than some of your other recent writings?

Answer:  Yes, I am.

11.  Thank you for raising the red flag on this issue.

Answer:  You're quite welcome.  I would like to extend thanks to those who have taken a courageous stance to bring this matter to my attention.

12.  We hope that H5N1 does not evolve toward pandemic proportions.

Answer:  We certainly do hold that hope.  Yes.

Lane MacWilliams

Saturday, May 4, 2024

Important Communication for the OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please see an important email communication sent to the attention of your Office within my gmail accounts lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com, bearing the subject heading of ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Documentation of Renewed Threats of Law Enforcement Raid from the FBI, sent today, May 4, 2024 at 8:52 PM, with a copy forward to the U.S. Attorney's Office of Northern California at 8:55 PM.

Please reference this documentation at your earliest possible opportunity.

Thank you very much for your attention to this emerging issue.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams