My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Sunday, February 1, 2026

Renewed Coercion of a Young Man by the FBI

OIG Hotline, I regret to inform you that my older son xxxxxx agreed to transfer multiple fxxxx into my Portola Valley residence yesterday, with this agreement being reached during what was intended to be his Settlers of Catan game through LxSxxxx.

In return for his cooperation, he was granted healthcare that had been withheld from him for a prolonged period of time by the FBI and its affiliates, even in the face of deadly illnesses the FBI caused him to contract.

Because of my son's choice in this regard, I have suffered renewed fxxx deployments.

As a direct result, several changes need to occur at this time:

1.  Please withhold from xxxxxx any and all access to funds gifted from my accounts until such time as all fxxxx are withdrawn from my family members, pets, my household, my family's vehicles and my own, and myself.

2.  Please withhold from both of my sons and my daughter-in-law any and all access to funds gifted from my accounts in the absence of their final resignations from all government programs, including the Pxxxxxx Program, to include my formal notification of these resignations.  My documentation should have made this requirement clear.

3.  Please note that I will inform my two sons and daughter-in-law that if they do not resign from all government programs on an immediate basis, with formal notification to me within 72 hours, my provision to them will be withdrawn.  The reason for this requirement is that the gap in time between my offer to assist them and their presumptive resignations has allowed their agencies ample opportunity to cause tremendous damage to my family.  This cannot be allowed.

Finally, I will observe that the clear intent with this deployment appears to have been an assault on my sovereignty, my cognitive health, and my cardiovascular health.

Given that I am advocating for the sovereignty of all Americans, the potential impact of this decision is substantial.

I request that all fxxx deployments be withdrawn from my family members, my pets, my household, my family's vehicles and my own, and myself as an urgent priority.

If all specified fxxxx are not withdrawn on an urgent basis, my concerns for the current decision-making for the nation as a whole will, quite understandably, deepen.

I will keep your Office informed of new developments regarding this circumstance.

Thank you for your support in this most important matter.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams