My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, January 8, 2026

For the Record

 For the record, I support Senator Mark Kelly for his ethical stand in defense of the sovereignty of the United States.

If anyone needs to grasp how challenging some of the current assaults on United States sovereignty are, they can reference my recent post entitled Recommendations Regarding Fade Deployments.

Senator Kelly has endeavored to express to members of the U.S. military that they need to ensure they are acting in accordance with the Constitution and not against it.

In truth, everyone at this time needs to ensure that his or her actions stand in alignment with their highest values and principles, and not opposed to them.

All significant decision-making should include the questions Is this decision reflective of my highest ethics?  Am I proud of the way this decision reflects on my character?  Would I be supported by my family, my friends, and my community if this decision were widely known?

Yes, military decision-making is based on a strict chain of command.

But individuals within the military have never faced the challenges to individual and national sovereignty we are now encountering.

This territory is unprecedented within U.S. history, just as it is unprecedented within the full arc of human history.

So, our assessments must be more rigorous, our standards must be higher, and our safeguards must be more thorough.

Secretary Hegseth needs to withdraw his pursuit of Senator Kelly through the military's judicial system in recognition of Senator Kelly's profound and ongoing courage in expressing his concerns for our nation's wellbeing.

Senator Kelly, I stand with you.  So should we all.

Lane MacWilliams

Leadership of the Highest Honor and Integrity

OIG Hotline, it is alleged that my appointment with Superior Fence and Rail today between 10:30 AM and 11:00 AM this morning, January 8, 2026, is intended to result in a shooting injury due to a long-range "hunting season" accident, which is, in actuality, planned to be sniper assault.

It is alleged that my sons and daughter-in-law have suffered gratuitous harm by their handlers over recent days with the express intent of coercing false witness statements from them intended to justify this aggression.  

Once again, the witness statements of those who have suffered torture and sovereignty violations are inadmissible in any and every court of law in the nation.  This administration must stop harming my children with an intent to commit first degree murder of my family members and myself.

I deserve to walk in my backyard with a fencing contractor without being shot, and without being threatened that I may be shot, due to the willful and repeated dishonesty of the FBI regarding my case.

The truth of this matter is that Txx Lxxxx is reported to have staged one or more heinous crimes on one or more of my properties, and now, he appears to be sufficiently fearful for his own future that he is preying upon my family members in a desperate attempt to project the blame for his own malfeasance.

I'm very sorry that this individual, highly ranked in the FBI, made the choice to harm my family members and my property over what is alleged to be a long period of time, with the intent to profiteer from these acts through extortion, torture of my family, and first-degree murder.

What the FBI and the DOJ choose to do with him at this point is not my direct determination, although I highly recommend that he be relieved of all professional responsibility, and that his badge and title be taken from him on a permanent basis.  He should be barred from ever working for the government again, just as he should be prevented from working in any law enforcement capacity again.  Beyond this, his assets should be traced, and those gains connected to his wrongdoing in this case should be appropriated and returned to awards in my name from which they were originally misappropriated.

There is no excuse for the crimes this individual has reportedly committed against my loved ones and myself.

Anyone who knows the facts of this case would insist on his prosecution for criminal liability, in my opinion.  And they would have my full support in doing so.

In the meantime, our freedom is dependent upon the determination of the OIG Hotline and others that these abuses should never have occurred, and should now be halted in their entirety.

My children should not be forced by their handlers to violate the law so that they themselves can be harmed, extorted, coerced for false statements and defamed in the future.

This devastating cycle representing the worst of abuses of power must cease decisively and permanently, and we must begin the necessary path to full recovery.

That will take insistence on the part of the OIG Hotline at this juncture, and I hereby extend my gratitude for your commitment in this regard.

Our country will not recover its sovereignty through allowing the extremes of predatory abuse such as that allegedly perpetrated by FBI personnel and their affiliates in this case.

We need leadership of the highest honor and integrity to guide us through these shoals.

I now call on these qualities from all involved.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams


Wednesday, January 7, 2026

The Neighborhood We Call Home

OIG Hotline, because of apparent obstruction of my family members' access to security measures at this time, I am making the following letter available on this blog.

Certainly, the FBI's alleged crimes of causing damage to my neighborhood should be objectively evaluated and assessed in direct consultation with me.

In my opinion, it is to the FBI's advantage to support that dialogue as soon as possible.

In the absence of that recognition of our fundamental human rights and the territorial integrity of our nation that underlies them, more input from my community will be required.

I look forward to updating your Office with regard to the progress of this matter.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

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Email to: Joe Kavanaugh at Coldwell Banker Realty on January 6, 2026 at 1:59 PM Pacific Time.

Joe, the information within this email represents potentially confidential material.  As such, I would ask all listed recipients here, including Brandon Stovall and the Hxxxxs, to treat the information as sensitive for the time being.  I do not have confirmation of these allegations, and, certainly, it represents a high priority to obtain this documentation.

After some initial facts are obtained, we will certainly need to consider our ethical responsibilities in communicating with the neighborhood as a whole.

I wonder whether the Hxxxxs ever mentioned to you the fact that a government agency is alleged to have disseminated, through repeated and intentional applications, a number of hazardous chemicals in our neighborhood, possibly affecting the Hxxxxs' property.

These chemicals allegedly include, but are not limited to, PBB, hexavalent chromium, neonicotinoids, permethrin, Dioxin and a whole range of other unknown toxins.

Anectdotally, I can attest that I have seen some unusual wildlife deformations, like the antler deformity of the deer pictured in the photos attached.  In addition to this, some of our fruit trees no longer blossom or bear fruit each year, which is highly unusual.

I mention this because the Hxxxxs' formal disclosures regarding their property, associated with their listing the property for sale, were unlike any I had ever seen.

Has environmental testing been done at the property?

I would like to coordinate with the Hxxxxs so that we can undertake environmental testing of our properties in coordination with one another and share our results.  Please note that I have copied the Hxxxxs herewith to ensure that this information reaches them.

Would you please facilitate the testing process?  I know you and Ginny are representing other properties in the neighborhood, so this is a potential concern for all of those listings as well, obviously.

But it seems to me that the Hxxxxs and Mxxxxxxxxxx should join forces to address the intentional harm that may have been perpetrated over the last several years, and then confer on the best path forward.

As a related concern, it has come to my attention that the FBI may have recently initiated various "engineering" projects at a higher elevation on Vista Verde Way.  Because the agency is well aware of the potential for landslide in this area, there is a concern that the FBI's South Bay Chief of Station, who has acted as primary aggressor in this matter, may attempt to "erase" his malfeasance through further damage to the landscape in the form of landslide, or alternatively, wildfire.  Clearly the neighborhood will benefit from assessing the facts of this matter, and not speculating about them.

At the same time, we want to ensure that further damage is not perpetrated by a handful of bad actors within corrupt law enforcement ranks regarding the neighborhood we all cherish and call home.

Thank you for allowing me to formally document these concerns with you.

I will appreciate your prompt recommendations for next steps to verify the safety of our properties, which is certainly in the interests of Coldwell Banker Realty.

Sincerely yours,

Lane MacWilliams

Tuesday, January 6, 2026

Recommendations Regarding Fade Deployments

"Fades," as they are colloquially known within the FBI, may be best understood as a brain parasite.

Unlike "jellies," which represent a form of low-level plasma energy, and are somewhat slow to affect brain tissue and, correspondingly, executive decision-making, fades may be considered a more acute infestation.

Notable changes on first suffering from the deployment of a fade include acute, though intermittent, bouts of nausea for the first 1-2 days.  Following this, the sense of hunger is usually dramatically increased, with people (or animals) suddenly consuming twice or three times as many calories as previously.  Often, there is a commensurate increase in basal metabolic rate.  People simply feel more energetic.  As a result, those suffering from fade deployments may not gain weight.  Other changes include a slight increase in resting body temperature, usually between one half and one degree Fahrenheit.  Those suffering from fades may notice that they no longer feel cold in winter weather, for example.  Further symptoms of fade deployment can include disrupted sleep and sleeping for shorter periods at night, in addition to nightmares.  Emotions may become relatively muted.  Some victims of fade deployments may experience depression, though the rate of this symptom is unknown.

It is important to understand that fade deployments can be "stacked," which is to say that one victim can suffer from more than one fade infestation, with the upper limit unknown.

Over the course of six months to one year, the individual may manifest a loss of sovereignty in that they may begin to make decisions that do not represent their character, their identity, their conscience, or their boundaries.  They may be aware that they are acting in ways that they previously opposed, but they are not likely to be aware that they are experiencing a loss of independent decision-making.  In other words, they still feel that they are in charge. 

Others who are close to them may become concerned about increased dishonesty, duplicity or prevarication, paired with a lack of capacity for remorse.

Simultaneously, sequential MRI's will demonstrate atrophy of the prefrontal cortex, the area of the brain responsible for higher order thinking, executive decision making, prioritization, strategic analysis, and certain critical aspects of self-awareness.

Over time, the essential personality of the individual appears to become "hollowed out," which is to say the victim may appear comparatively "blank," emotionless, disconnected, unmotivated, lacking independent opinions and intellectually diminished.

In crisis situations, those suffering from fade deployments may act in ways that are completely unprecedented for them, demonstrating characteristics which do not represent their psychological status, their relative impulsivity, their reasoning, their personal bonds to others, their awareness of consequences, their protectiveness of the vulnerable, or their commitment to their communities.

Animals affected by fades are likely to manifest higher energy levels, significantly increased appetite, less obedience, and less affiliation with their owners when compared to their normal personality and behavior.

While the FBI alleges that human victims can recover from fade deployments, the timing of eradication of the fade or fades is critical to this process.

Fades can be countered with sauna treatments, due to the fact that fades are apparently drawn toward heat, but cannot long survive in ambient temperatures above 120 degrees.  (This appears to be a moth-toward-the-flame vulnerability for this parasite.). Those lacking access to a sauna can carefully expose the face to heated steam, as from boiling water, for a duration of approximately 30 minutes twice daily, with all appropriate safety precautions observed.

Other approaches include electric brain stimulation devices, such as the Fisher Wallace, infrared therapy treatment, vibration plates (20 minutes twice daily), and broad spectrum sound therapy with headphones.

For most animals suffering from fades, infrared therapy treatments, within veterinary guidelines, can be considered safe.

Relative effectiveness of these approaches, while known by the FBI, has not been rendered public as of this writing.

Because fade deployments are considered to be widespread in the United States at this time, and because their effects on the sovereignty of victims is so severe, it is important for our elected leaders, our military leaders, our appointed officials and the civilian public to be informed of a few of the basics described herewith.  Only with knowledge of these fundamentals can an appropriate defense be mounted in response to this profound violation of human rights over the long term.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

Saturday, January 3, 2026

No Transfer

 OIG Hotline, for your information, I have not transferred funds bearing my name, or a variation of my name, or associated with my identity in any way, shape or form, to anyone.

The FBI appears to allege that Txx Lxxxx and his associates have forged documents which transfer funds to one or both of my sons.

If so, these documents should be immediately disqualified and funds should be returned to accounts under my name and identity.

If, indeed, this attempt has been made by Txx Lxxxx and his associates, or by anyone else, it should be understood as an attempted theft from the effort to preserve Americans' human rights over the long term.

My family members have experienced torture as a direct result of my advocacy for the human rights of Americans over the long term, and their sovereignty and self-determination have been dramatically diminished as a result of these crimes.

Txx Lxxxx and his cohort should not be enabled to steal further from the good people of the United States in defense of whose long term rights I stand.  No one should wield the power to deprive the American public of its freedom in the long term.

If an attempt has been made to sequester funds through forged documentation, I would respectfully request that this be recorded in materials to be transferred to the Smithsonian Institution, so that the American public can have access in perpetuity to the facts of this case without limitation.

Thank you for your intervention in this matter.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams


Friday, January 2, 2026

FBI Obstruction of Legal Representation

 OIG Hotline, the following communications were extended by me to your Office and to Attorney Danielle Miller of Loeb and Loeb, an estate planning attorney in Los Angeles, with whom I had scheduled a consultation at 1:30 PM today, January 2, 2026.

Please be aware that my Will consists of a holographic document dated December 11, 2025.  There are no updates to this document or revisions of this document at this time.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

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Sent to Danielle Miller and Bekah Patton at 12:21 PM on January 2, 2026

From:  Lane MacWilliams

Danielle, I am looking forward to reaching out to you for our phone call this afternoon at 1:30 PM.  Please let me know via email if there are any adjustments to your schedule.

Before our conversation, I wish to mention to you that I am a human rights advocate.  Due to my role in this capacity, I need to preface our dialogue with a few minor requests.

I am a highly honorable and law-abiding person, and I presume that we are initiating this discussion in good faith, with attorney/client privilege in place and -- as Bekah's efforts have established in advance -- avoidance of all conflict of interest.  If you need to discuss this further, please let me know the best manner in which this can be arranged.

I am assuming that confidentiality needs in estate planning normally preclude any recording of phone calls or consultations between attorney and client.  Likewise, I am assuming that confidentiality provisions in estate planning prevent discussions with third parties regarding attorney/client dialogue, as well as preventing written attestations for third parties regarding attorney/client conversations.  Again, if you need to discuss this further, please let me know.

Of course, an ethical attorney would always need to report any unlawful confession or suspicious circumstance that arose during a conversation with a client.  Since I am entirely law-abiding, this is not going to be a concern.

To prevent any demands from third parties for false characterization of our conversations, I would simply ask that you email me within 15 minutes of the conclusion of any consultation we have to express any concerns to me in writing, allowing me to give you any needed clarification.  If you do reach out, I will endeavor to respond to you immediately.

Assuming this will not be necessary, I will send a follow up email to our conversation, thanking you for our talk.

In the absence of an email from you expressing concerns immediately following a consultation, you will be confirming that our conversation was a good faith dialogue between attorney and client, and one that was lawful and honorable in every respect.

Thank you for allowing me to extend this background, Danielle.  I hope it will serve to simplify our progress.

I look forward to speaking with you soon.

Kind regards,

Lane MacWilliams

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Sent to Danielle Miller and Bekah Patton at 1:21 PM on January 2, 2026

From:  Lane MacWilliams

Danielle, one other important note:

Because third parties may attempt to invalidate my pre-existing estate documents by requesting an attestation from an attorney that I am not cognizant of my assets, their location, or my family members, or by requesting an attestation that I do not possess legal capacity due to illness, injury, or otherwise, this email will serve as our mutual agreement that you will not endeavor for any reason or under any circumstances to assert that I do not possess legal capacity to make financial decisions, to engage in estate planning, or to make any other sort of legal and binding determinations regarding my estate.

Thank you for your agreement in this matter.

Kind regards,

Lane MacWilliams

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Sent to Danielle Miller and Bekah Patton at 2:16 PM on January 2, 2026

From:  Lane MacWilliams

Danielle, I appreciate our consultation today.

This email serves as our agreement that our conversation today was lawful in all respects, and that both you and I demonstrated legal capacity and cogency during the full duration of our talk.

To review what we discussed, I began our call by referencing two emails I sent to you and Bekah today, at 12:21 PM and 1:21 PM.  I asked whether you had received them, and you acknowledged that you had.

While initially, you stated that you had not had time to consider my emails in detail, you later specified that my confirmation that you would avoid all conflict of interest in representing me, described in my email sent at 12:21 PM, presented a problem for you.

You described your conflict of interest concerns regarding your representation of me as nuanced, and you felt that you would not be able to meet my expectations that my own interests would be prioritized over and above the interests of others.

Danielle, I am grateful for your insistence on calling attention to this concern.

As you know, conflict of interest matters are so fundamental to the realm of legal representation that they are front and center for every Bar association within the United States, and rightly so.

I regret that you did not have the freedom to engage in the ethical representation that I require.

That said, I extend best wishes to you in your future endeavors.

Regards,

Lane MacWilliams

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Email to the OIG Hotline at 2:48 PM on January 2, 2026

From: Lane MacWilliams

This material, along with any and all affiliated investigative findings, is to be rendered broadly public, including its placement in my documents made available to the public in perpetuity by a repository within the Smithsonian Institution.

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At this particular time, no assessments against accounts bearing my name or associated with my identity should be allowed through allegations of wrongdoing on the part of one or more of my family members or on the part of myself, or on the basis of documentation from me allowing withdrawals, given that such documentation would represent forgeries.  Please note that this should include misspellings of my name, including Lane Macwilliams (small W), Lane Mac Williams, Lane McWilliams, Carol Elaine Von Herzen, Lane von Herzen, and any variations on the above.  Settlements should not be extended to my sons or MX in any manner that represents withdrawals from my accounts, nor should settlements be extended in any form to my sons without my express knowledge and consent, given capacity concerns.  At this time, I grant the OIG Hotline my permission to address misconduct by the FBI and its affiliates.  Resulting penalties against the FBI or its affiliates may be funded to my accounts, but assessments may not be withdrawn for any reason at this time.  Accounts affiliated with my name, any variations of my name, and/or my identity should be treated as locked, with the exception that deposits may occur.

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OIG Hotline, please see my follow up email, included below, to Attorney Danielle Miller.

At this time, it is necessary for me to disclose that the FBI has appeared to allege that Txx Lxxxx has been in direct communication with Attorney Miller for weeks.

Beyond this, the FBI has appeared to allege that Danielle Miller has accepted substantive pay through her "witness informant" and secrecy agreements with the FBI or its affiliate agencies -- and that this pay has been possibly drawn from misappropriations of funds awarded in my own case within the U.S. DOJ.

As such, Attorney Miller's highly unusual objections to being held to ethical requirements regarding confidentiality and conflict of interest provisions established by the California Bar Association are particularly notable.

Given Txx Lxxxx' alleged convictions for crimes against my family members and myself regarding my case, please consider this communication to be a complaint against him and against the FBI and any of its affiliates for violating my right to legal representation in my attempt to engage in estate planning with formal representation.

I believe that Attorney Danielle Miller should be interviewed by OIG Hotline investigators on an immediate basis to determine the manner in which she was first contacted by Txx Lxxxx or his affiliates, and further, the manner in which my family members and I were defamed through those communications, thus preventing me from obtaining unbiased representation.

The amount of her compensation should be fully characterized by your Office, as should its source.

Beyond this, all of Txx Lxxxx' communications regarding Attorney Danielle Miller and her assistant Bekah Patton, or extended to Danielle Miller directly or to her assistant Bekah Patton, should be aggregated for the full documentation of my case.

Txx Lxxxx should suffer a substantive career penalty for his conduct regarding this matter, and he should be prohibited from engaging in any such obstruction in the future.

I am highly displeased about the conduct of the FBI in this instance, as in myriad others.

I do deserve highly ethical estate planning representation, and this right of access must be restored to me on an immediate basis.

Thank you for allowing me to register this serious concern.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams



Thursday, January 1, 2026

Happy New Year, As We Shape Our Worthy Future

 OIG Hotline, I recognize and acknowledge that there are a number of matters currently deemed confidential regarding my case.

This is the reason that my active participation in the selection of materials to be made available to the public through the Smithsonian Institution needs to be facilitated.

Obviously, additional crimes by the FBI and its affiliates against my family members, my loved ones, and myself should not be permitted in any way, shape or form.

The FBI has appeared to suggest recently that a woman cannot lead this effort, in the agency's alleged desire that I transfer funds to others.

I disagree.

Only someone who has held her dignity through repeated defamation, attack, predation, torture, mockery, insult, false allegations, wrongful convictions, and the rape, trafficking and torture of her children by the FBI can comprehend the threat to our long term human rights that the FBI and its affiliates now pose to our nation, and beyond our borders, to the world as a whole.

And, good people, I have held my dignity.

Righteous indignation is a necessary part of that dignity.  Without my knowledge of my God-given gifts, my talents, my capabilities, my worth, my character, my benevolence, and my integrity, I would never have survived the FBI's torrent of abuse.

Our love for our mothers, our sisters, our wives, our daughters and all the magnificent women who have nurtured, loved and sustained our nation, must be front and center if we are to define the United States as a country that upholds, defends, values and supports the rights of American citizens.

Barbarism defines societies that abandon the rights of women and children.  The freedoms of men are relinquished right alongside the betrayal of our mothers, our sisters, our wives and our daughters.  Rape becomes so common as to be institutionalized, systemic, and intractable.  Violence and murder become inevitable companions to policies that support trafficking as a "viable" income stream for the corrupt.

Good people, the United States cannot and will not be allowed to sink further toward the anarchy described here.

And make no mistake, women will prevent this fall.

To the FBI, on this first day of 2026, I say, stand back.  Stand back and watch what determined and gifted women can accomplish.

My dignity is not for sale, just as my love for our nation is not to be bartered, traded, corrupted, diminished or undone by those of lesser character.

Honorable outreach to me is now a pressing necessity, and while those conversations can transpire in confidence provided necessary safeguards are in place, my standards for the addressal and resolution of my concerns to date must be met in full.

Those standards require that the long term wellbeing of this nation be advanced by me through my direct handling of this matter at every possible decision point.

Happy New Year to the OIG Hotline, to the Congress of the United States, to the U.S. Supreme Court, and to all those within the Executive Branch who understand that the progress of this case is critical to the progress of our nation.

May 2026 mark our insistence that the long term human rights of Americans be preserved, cherished, and upheld as we shape our worthy future.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams