My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Saturday, November 11, 2023

Increasing Environmental Hazards at 45 Vista Verde Way, Portola Valley, CA

OIG Hotline, there are dramatically increasing environmental hazards at 45 Vista Verde Way, according to my gauge measures.  

We need assistance with immediate mitigation.

My older son feels so ill that he has not been able to eat today.

So, this is a time-limited circumstance.

My stalker appears to be attempting to give us a lethal exposure, based on messages such as "I'm Sending You Away to Oblivion."

Is the FBI accountable to your Office to report what its affiliates and contractors have done to cause this issue?

It is entirely unacceptable that the agency would be directing this type of harm to be perpetrated against a law-abiding whistleblower of FBI malfeasance against the law-abiding public.

I am taking sequential photographs of my gauge, which can be accessed within an email to your Office's attention, sent at 2:36 PM on November 11, 2023.

Please review this information at your earliest opportunity.

We would greatly appreciate your intervention on our behalf.

In gratitude,




Lane MacWilliams


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