My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, October 17, 2024

Important Email Communication to the OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please be aware of a critical communication sent to your attention within lanemacwilliams@gmail.com at 12:19 PM Pacific time today, October 17, 2024, bearing the subject heading ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: URGENT....

I apologize for the late notice regarding this information;  it was just conveyed to me a half hour ago.

Thank you for accessing this communication at your earliest opportunity.

Most gratefully,

Lane MacWilliams

Apparent FBI References to "Forgery" of "A Second Letter"

OIG Hotline, please be apprised of an unusual set of titles on my Amazon "Recommended for You" feed.  There is a book entitled "All Rise," appearing to reference an appearance before a Court: 


Alongside this, there appear to be references to "a second letter" as well as titles referencing "forging" or "forgeries":


Please be apprised that I have no knowledge of "a second letter," or even a first.  I do not have a reference frame for this information in any context, except that the FBI appeared to refer to a document forged by the agency previously, wrongfully claiming my authorship.

In addition to the above, there are multiple titles referencing liars:


There appear also to be specific references to "funds" for young adults, leading me to wonder whether my sons and/or MX may have been bribed, alongside threats to their lives, to make false claims regarding our family. (The FBI or affiliates appear to have referenced a 5 million dollar value pertaining to my older son, as well as Bitcoin, but I have no verification of this information whatsoever.)

Topics of threat appearing alongside this information seem to include IRS audit (please note that I have been receiving a long series of unusual letters from the IRS, hinting of possible audit), knowingly false accusations of capital crimes through the unconstitutional Pxxxxxx Program, and flooding ("Torrents of Spring") pertaining to my family home, referenced as a "managed property." 




For the record, I do realize that this form of information does not constitute tangible "evidence" of threats, per se.  However, some of this material appears highly specific ("The Second Letter," and forgery references in particular).

Given that the FBI and its affiliates appear to be engaging in ever-more-aggressive schemes of knowingly falsified claims before the Court, it seemed important to share this information with your Office as promptly as possible.

Please allow me once again to extend the disclaimer that many threats received by me and extended by the FBI are unsubstantiated by me at this time.  I regret that I am unable to assess the credibility of every threat extended by this agency or its affiliates, and also that I am not in a position to judge the likelihood of manifestation.  Having said that, many of the FBI's threats toward my family in the past have manifested in real-world harms.  As a result, I believe that FBI threats extended to me must be viewed as potentially substantive.

I appreciate being able to extend this documentation to your Office.

This information has been forwarded to your Office's attention within an email in lanemacwilliams@gmail.com at 6:46 AM Pacific time today, October 17, 2024.

I hereby certify that the information included above reflects actual material appearing within my Amazon feed, and in the case of information pertaining to a potential bribe to my older son, within my email account.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully and categorically false.

Most respectfully,


Lane MacWilliams




Communications to the OIG Hotline, October 17, 2024 at 5:56 AM Pacific Time

 




















Wednesday, October 16, 2024

A Letter to My Sons: Hold the Line, My Beloved Young Men

Boys, I need to write to you this evening to tell you that I hope you have found a way to disclose the truth to OIG Hotline investigators.  If, beyond this, you can write down your experiences with names and dates and as much detail as you can possibly include -- and seal this writing in a manila envelope to convey in person to your father, who will in turn give it to me, I will keep it safe, only to be opened under the conditions you delineate.

I will in all ways respect your wishes in this regard.  

And you can add to your account over time, so that you are not required to place everything in a single installment.  If you remember important incidents or events later on, or if new information becomes important, just create a new envelope and convey it to your father and/or me as well.

This action gives you so much power over your own choices and your own lives going forward.

It allows you to recover your sovereignty, your force of will, your ability to say no to those who would co-opt your words and actions.  It allows you to decline any actions that contradict your own personal ethics and benevolence.  And it allows you to insist that your health be restored to you on an immediate basis, without any additional harms being conveyed.

You should not be suffering from psoriasis plaques, heart pain, hair loss, neuropathy, kidney pain, liver pain, upper GI pain, lower GI pain, lung pain, a burning throat, a raspy voice, joint deterioration, a painful thyroid, headaches or head pressure, dizziness, memory loss, cognitive decline, fever, vision or hearing loss or any other symptoms of illness, infection, or infirmity.  If you are suffering from any of these symptoms, insist that you be rendered fully well, please.  Beyond this, you should feel like yourselves, like your own true personalities, without unfamiliar flashes of temper, depression, addictive behavior or impulsivity.  You should be YOU!

You should always reject false choices presented to you in which others convey that you must harm someone in order to ensure your own well-being.  

This is never the case, as long as you have written down your experiences and conveyed them within sealed envelopes into my keeping.

You both are strong enough, and I believe that MX is strong enough as well, to take charge of this situation through your courage, your benevolence and your integrity.  

I am here for you, and I will not fail you.

Know that always, and count on it.

If people criticize you for having a parent who is helping you navigate these shoals, just answer them by saying that, facing totalitarian systems, everyone needs an advocate to support them.

I am yours, and I am proud to be so.

Hold the line, my beloved young men.

I stand with you.

I love you very dearly, which I believe you know,

Mom

Map-making with the Truth

 1.  The FBI appeared to inform you yesterday that your sons and MX had once more been threatened and harmed in the coercion of false reporting from them about your family.  Is that the case?

Answer:  This appeared to be the information conveyed, yes.  And I myself had been receiving extreme threats pertaining to both of them.

2.  May I ask what kind?

Answer:  Threats that if they did not comply with DoD demands for false witness statements, they would both be killed.

3.  What are your thoughts about this duress?

Answer:  It's heartbreaking.  I feel that, if the country cannot allow my sons to tell the truth about my honorable family without threatening their lives, the nation has completely forsaken all allegiance to its own virtue.  And I think that's a devastating loss, not only for my family, but for everyone.  We look to our leaders to represent just initiatives, thoughtful policy, honorable governance for the people that reflects a desire for their wellbeing.  In other words, it's important that we believe our government is benevolent -- that our leaders possess fundamental goodwill.  And if some are willing to relinquish that goodwill on behalf of the American people, I am not.

4.  After all the defamation you and your family have suffered, you are unwilling to suffer more.

Answer:  That is fair to say.  The lies have been so egregious and so extensive and so aggressive -- and I have believed the entire time that someone within government would say "This is deeply wrong," and bring it to a decisive halt.  So to have my sons repeatedly conscripted into these programs of false reporting, under threat to their lives through the ongoing coercion of the DoD no less, is devastating.

5.  You see this as a profound abuse of power.

Answer:  There is no other accurate way to see it.  It has been a profound abuse of power.

6.  When your sons are coerced under threat to their lives to lie about your husband and yourself, are your lives immediately placed under threat?

Answer:  This must be assumed, and it must be understood as the intent.

7.  What needs to happen now, in your opinion?

Answer:  The lies need to be retracted, every last one.  My sons need to be supported in speaking the whole truth to investigators, and as part of that, they need to have their health completely restored.  No one should be holding out life-saving medical care as a reward for lying about our honorable family.

8.  Weren't your sons also required to lie about one another?

Answer:  You know, I would be shocked if they weren't, because the intent was likely to justify grievous harm perpetrated against all of us.

9.  So in demanding egregious falsehoods from your sons and MX about all of you, the groundwork was being laid for the silencing of your entire family through the aggression of the FBI and its affiliates?

Answer:  Yes.  I believe so.

10.  And that's why you feel so insistent about the truth being expressed to investigators at this time.

Answer:  It's important for my sons to be safe in speaking the whole truth to investigators, and it's important for every other person who lied to investigators about my family members or me during this case.  All of those people, whoever they are, should be given the opportunity to now speak the truth in setting the record straight, and the government should be supporting that process without any obstruction, manipulation, coercion, threats or alterations whatsoever.

11.  Is there any need of the government that can justify the torture of young people for the purpose of lying about their parents?

Answer:  No.

12.  This sounds more like the choices of overseers in a totalitarian gulag than anything that could be happening within the United States.

Answer:  I wholeheartedly agree.  And yet we render ourselves terribly vulnerable to totalitarian wrongs if we believe that these acts can only happen elsewhere.  Clearly there are totalitarian drives within human society.  And when secrecy is created surrounding the the fate of innocents within any society, those drives can become manifest in predatory acts that society as a whole would immediately reject as inhuman.

13.  Would you go so far as to suggest that secrecy is a necessary ingredient for totalitarian initiatives?

Answer:  I would say that secrecy is a necessary component in the commission of human atrocities.  So whenever a society enables secret programs of surveillance and secret judicial processes that accompany that surveillance to authorize physical harms, we're in a great deal of trouble.  Totalitarian wrongs will inevitably arise from these societal structures.  It's simply a matter of time.

14.  The innocent are bound to be condemned through these corrupted structures of law enforcement.  Is this your point?

Answer:  They are, and in large numbers.

15.  Is there an opportunity for witnesses, including your sons and MX, to reach out to OIG Hotline investigators in this case to insist that the truth be known by them?

Answer:  There is both the opportunity and the necessity.

16.  Can the government re-align behind this insistence on the truth?

Answer:  We all need to hope so.

17.  Will you please keep us up-to-date on the health and welfare of your family in upcoming days?

Answer:  Of course I will.

18.  You believe that the truth of your case can still be incontrovertibly established.

Answer:  If everyone involved acknowledges how important truthful testimony is, with no witness tampering, to this case -- then yes, I do believe that the full truth can emerge for investigators.

19.  Why is that so important?

Answer:  OIG Hotline investigators are courageously drawing a map of territory others have not seen before.  They are characterizing the mountains, the chasms, the rivers and the expanse in a manner no one has attempted, and they are doing so on behalf of the democracy as a whole.  Witnesses are helping them in critical elements of that cartography.  But they cannot lie or else the whole map is ruined.

20.  Will our democracy survive without an accurate map emerging from the brave labors of OIG Hotline investigators?

Answer:  No.  No, it won't.  And that's why investigators need everyone's support in re-aligning with the truth of this matter.

21.  Their work matters that much.

Answer:  Yes, it does.

22.  What about new instances of false claims being brought before the Court at this time?

Answer:  The government needs to stop directing and supporting all new false claims, at the same time that prior false claims should be retracted.

23.  Is this possible?

Answer:  Strong and ethical leadership renders everything possible.  So, yes, of course it's possible.

24.  You appreciate those who have refused to abandon the truth of this case, including OIG Hotline investigators.

Answer:  Immensely.

25.  Thank you for your thoughts this morning.

Answer:  You're quite welcome.

Lane MacWilliams

Communications to the OIG Hotline, October 16, 2024

 




















Tuesday, October 15, 2024

Vice President Kamala Harris, I Don't Support Liars

Vice President Kamala Harris, why are you directing my sons to lie about my family in falsely stating that we are in some manner involved in wildlife trafficking and/or "espionage"?

Is it so that you can continue to invade funds awarded in my name by the OIG Hotline and the ODNI to fund your campaign and that of others?

Are the FBI's allegations about your conduct in these matters based in fact?

I'm sorry, but I don't support liars.  Not in my household, not in my neighborhood, and not in my nation.

If you have chosen to lie about my family, knowing what we have already wrongfully suffered at the hands of this administration, you have just lost my support.

I expect an apology and a retraction from everyone involved in this debacle, and I expect it now.

I will not tolerate further lies being told about my family members under any circumstances.

And if you are making that choice in order to defraud the United States government through misappropriation of funds, you will be held to full account.

My sons deserve restorative medical care regarding the diseases the FBI and its affiliates intentionally caused them without having to "pay" for that care by lying about their loving and honorable parents.

And any leader who would extract that exchange is manifestly unworthy to guide the nation.

I will not be supporting anyone who directs, advances, formalizes, submits before a court, or profits from lies told about my family.

I hope I make myself clear.

Lane MacWilliams