My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, May 14, 2026

Emails to the OIG Hotline on May 14, 2026

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to your Office today, May 14, 2026.  Please note that this list will be updated:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 2:03 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Kxx Texts, May 14, 2026, sent at 1:55 PM and 1:56 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd:  Boys, please respond as soon as you can, sent at 1:03 PM Pacific time.

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

 OIG Hotline, the FBI has alleged that the agency, with collusion from others, has stolen all funds awarded in my case to date.  I would like confirmation of total funds awarded in my case as of today, along with their location, please.

Thank you for your support in answering this important request on an immediate basis.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

In the Annals of American History: Documentation of a Kleptocracy

1.  What is your view regarding the allegation that all funds awarded to you due to FBI malfeasance were recently misappropriated by Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa, and President Donald Trump?

Answer:  I do not have verification of these allegations, and certainly, I would hope they are false.  Have Tom Lyons and Brandan Pesa committed extensive crimes against my loved ones and myself, in addition to perpetrating treasonous acts against the United States as a whole?  This appears to be the case, but again, due process is required to hold them accountable.

Funds awarded to me should not be misappropriated by anyone at this time, as I have claimed all of them lawfully and I have designated them for a foundation intended to defend the sovereignty of American citizens and the independence of the United States on which that sovereignty relies.

2.  What trust do you have that Tom Lyons and Brandan Pesa would use your own funds appropriately?

Answer:  Zero.  These men are murderers and profiteers, acting as parasites off of the National Treasury in this instance.  They appear to have powerful loyalties to Vladimir Putin, not to our own country.

3.  What is your response to allegations that your whole family has been framed of crimes unknown to you through the exercise of the very falsified law enforcement reporting you have been advocating against for the last eight years?

Answer:  The President appears to have treated my sons and daughter-in-law as hostages to false witness statements, torturing them at every opportunity to coerce their signature on false allegations intended to allow the misappropriations of awards in my name.

The FBI terms this phenomenon "crabs in a sack," a situation in which the agency tries to turn family members against one another in a struggle for their own survival.

4.  To what extent are you vulnerable at this time to false reports coerced from your children by the authorization of President Trump?

Answer:  Without any ethics from our Commander in Chief at this time, we are extremely vulnerable.

5.  What is the likelihood that human sovereignty can survive Donald Trump's theft of trillions of dollars from this case?

Answer:  Unfortunately, there is no chance.  Unless this President can be held accountable for this theft and unless his misappropriations can be stopped and reversed, the American people will have no opportunity to regain their freedoms in the future.

6.  The FBI appears to allege that your family is now suffering various non-conventional deployments intended to take your lives.  What is your assessment of those threats?

Answer:  I spoke with a Pxxxxxx Program member in my apartment building last night -- Triddell from apartment #262 -- and gained quite a bit of information from him in the process.  On that basis alone, I would assess the FBI's threats of lethal aggression toward my loved ones and myself at this time to be quite real.

And we need to document this aggression as attempts at first degree murder, authorized by the President, for the purposes of his individual enrichment and aggregation of totalitarian power.

7.  The President seems to have authorized false reporting suggesting that you suffer from psychological illness or instability.

Answer:  That, and promiscuity, according to the FBI.  When you understand the extent to which these individuals despise women through advancing these misogynistic tropes of false reporting, you realize how much we need more women in government at every level.

8.  Do you now or have you ever suffered from mental illness?

Answer:  No, I do not.  And no, I have not.

9.  Do you now or have you ever taken medication for a psychiatric condition?

Answer:  No, I do not.  And no, I have not.

10.  How many intimate partners have you had over your lifetime, please, if you don't mind my asking?

Answer:  One.  My husband of the last thirty-five years.

11.  So, if your friends or relatives are being forced to provide false witness statements alleging contrary information, are they under threat to their health, their careers, their children, and their lives?

Answer:  Decidedly so, yes.  The FBI generally coerces these falsehoods by placing people under extreme duress.  I know they have done so to my two sons and daughter-in-law, my uncle and aunt, my brother -- the list goes on.

12.  What are the ongoing threats to the American public through the President's approval of knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting by the FBI?

Answer:  Enormous.  The threats are profound, and they pertain to Americans' fundamental safety and security, now and in perpetuity.

13.  How would you characterize the loyalties of Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa, and some within our own government to Russia over and above the concerns of our own nation?

Answer:  As treasonous.  There is no other way to characterize what these men have done to the country, and there is no other way to characterize what they intend to do.

Behind the intent to deconstruct the nation, the FBI claims, is the unacknowledged reality that we are facing a global climate crisis.  And this is certainly true. 

But these individuals are making our circumstances immeasurably worse, and this collusion will continue to the great detriment of the whole world, frankly, unless we find a way to start speaking the truth about our circumstances.

14.  Is President Trump still authorizing the obstruction of justice pertaining to your name change petition at the Coconino County Superior Court?

Answer:  The FBI alleges that this is the case, yes.  I don't have my name change Order in my possession, and there has been ample time for the application to be reviewed.

The inserted falsifications to my application seem to be yet further examples of the FBI's determination to lie at every turn.

15.  Are there other examples of this?

Answer:  Myriad.  I had my dogs vaccinated for rabies the other day, and the FBI directed that their ages be falsified, that their breed be falsified, and that their color be described as "Black and Tan," in an apparent terrorist reference.

This is how extreme these people are.  They cannot tell the truth about anything, apparently.  

16.  Brandan Pesa and Tom Lyons appear to boast that they are bribing judges at all levels of the judicial process pertaining to your case.  Do you have any comment on this claim?

Answer:  I think judges have come under extreme pressure from the FBI, unfortunately for all of us.  I would not say more for the simple reason that I don't think we help matters when the public pressures judges inappropriately.

Judges should not be under coercive influence of any kind.

And the FBI needs to be prohibited from speaking to judges, false reporting in hand, to control judicial outcomes.

17.  What are your thoughts about the most notable risks for the United States at this time?

Answer:  Other than the theft of trillions of dollars from my case by Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa, and Donald Trump?

We face risks of significant destabilization of the power grid in the United States, by multiple means.

18.  Destabilization planned by the enemies of the United States?

Answer:  Oh, yes.  Planned efforts to shut off the power.

19.  With the foreknowledge of the President?

Answer:  With the foreknowledge of the President.

20.  How do you view these plans?

Answer:  As historic cowardice, malfeasance, and treason.  I don't think there is any other way to view them.

21.  How will the FBI attempt to explain power disruptions to the American public through propaganda disseminated to the press?

Answer:  As the fault of malevolent foreign adversaries.

22.  How will history view Donald Trump's conduct toward the country?

Answer:  My documentation is being fully aggregated at this time, so I hope American history will view his conduct truthfully.

23.  What about President Trump's alleged directives to the DOJ to destroy your records?

Answer:  The truth is a stubborn taskmaster.  My documentation will, in fact, serve to hold the President to a full accounting of his conduct before the American people.

24.  To be clear, you have had no contact with anyone regarding your case to date, despite the Supreme Court's directive that outreach be extended to you?

Answer:  That is correct.  The Supreme Court appears to have been resolutely ignored by President Trump in this matter.

25.  Is that criminal conduct in and of itself?

Answer:  Most assuredly, it is.

26.  Will the American public be inclined to forgive President Trump for their gratuitous suffering under his leadership?

Answer:  The American public is very fair minded in their judgement of whether public officials are acting from the right motives.

The public trust, once lost, cannot be readily regained.

So, our public officials need to understand the public trust as a gift that can be withdrawn, and quite severely so, when its vestiture has been abused.

27.  You sound deeply disappointed by Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa and Donald Trump at this juncture.

Answer:  I think the nation would be right to be deeply disappointed in these men.  Worthy leadership requires great fortitude and character, and these qualities are nowhere to be found in these three individuals.

The nation is being poorly served by every initiative these three people take.

Our recourse is to speak the truth about their gratuitous and unjustifiable crimes, now and forever.

28.  Will you please keep in close contact with us, given these extraordinary events?

Answer:  Assuming my access to the internet is preserved, yes, of course.  I think the American public deserves a detailed explanation about this matter, and so do I.

29.  Will your health and that of your loved ones now be restored after the allegations of grievous harm perpetrated against you by those who are seeking to profiteer from this case?

Answer:  I think Brandan Pesa, Tom Lyons, and President Trump will need to answer that question, and most urgently.

30.  What qualifies an individual as a worthy leader?

Answer:  As Plato documented regarding Socrates' words, a worthy leader is defined by wisdom, courage, a love of justice, and temperance.

We need to elevate those who demonstrate those qualities, and we need to politely escort out of public influence all those who are lacking them.

31.  Thank you for speaking with us this afternoon.

Answer:  You are most welcome.

Lane MacWilliams

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Recent Emails Sent to OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to your attention.  Please note that this list will be updated and is not complete.

May 13, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: The Predators Behind Historical Events Affecting the United States, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 6:14 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update, May 12, 2026, sent at 12:07 AM Pacific time.


May 12, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Boys, please respond as soon as you can, sent at 8:20 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Notebook Left at My Vehicle While Inside Superior Court, sent at 4:19 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 2:50 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: My Birthright, sent at 1:18 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: GTM Texts, sent at 12:28 PM Pacific time.

Monday, May 11, 2026

The Path to Overcome Obstacles to Americans' Long Term Sovereignty

1.  You are not making political donations since you designated funds for a foundation which will support the sovereignty of Americans and our nation as a whole.  Is that correct?

Answer:  Yes, it is.

2.  Have you been asked recently to change political parties?

Answer:  There are those who are asking me to register as an independent, because guiding the foundation will require impartiality.

However, I feel that my advocacy for Americans' voting rights, freedom of speech, freedom of the press insofar as possible, right to privacy, right to private property, and more apply to all Americans, not merely a few.

In other words, I don't invest my work with bias.  I have made a promise to advocate for the long term human rights of all Americans, and I take that commitment with the utmost seriousness.

3.  So, you are not inclined to change political parties at this time?

Answer:  I think my commitment to serve all Americans is foremost in guiding my decision-making.  So, I don't think superficial changes in my affiliations are necessary.  I have very dear friends from across the political spectrum, and I view the full breadth of Americans' views with the same respect and interest.

4.  How do you respond to the FBI's allegations that there is a renewed investigation into ActBlue in the context of your case?

Answer:  I have not donated through ActBlue in a long while.  So, I do not believe any investigative review of ActBlue has merit with regard to my case.

A better question is whether we want to support the FBI in directing the decision-making pertaining to political fundraising activities in the United States, and I think the answer there is a resounding no.

5.  Who is supporting your efforts at this time?

Answer:  I think there are many on both sides of the aisle who are supporting my decision to establish a foundation to defend American sovereignty.  This is not a partisan issue.  

We as a nation are faced with some astonishingly complex challenges at this moment in our history, and many of those difficulties are going to require innovative and adaptive problem solving on a higher level of human capabilities.

That means we need to be able to address our most serious risks with great wisdom, courage, creativity, adaptability, community-building, leadership, insight and engagement.

6.  Should the foundation facilitate that engagement?

Answer:  In every way.  Yes.

7.  Will efforts to obstruct the foundation be overcome?

Answer:  There is such recognition of the need for the foundation from all parts of the political spectrum, I believe any and all objections to the foundation will be surmounted, yes.

8.  Does the matter of the FBI's knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting need to be addressed by the foundation at some point?

Answer:  Falsified law enforcement reporting represents a threat to Americans' long term sovereignty, so, yes, this is going to be a critical issue for our shared future.

9.  You have mentioned adaptability several times recently.  How can Americans view adaptability in the context of their own individual lives in a way that might assist them in the near term?

Answer:  The U.S. Marine Corps guides its troops with the recommendation to "Improvise. Adapt. Overcome"

Changing circumstances are never met with perfect preparation, so we need to ensure that our perspective allows us to be ready for unexpected challenges.

This is a mindset that we will all benefit from.

10. What is at stake for us with regard to Americans' sovereignty?

Answer:  Every word that ever changed us, every song that ever moved us, every class that ever grew us, every thought that ever advanced us, every epiphany that ever enlightened us, every discovery that ever broadened us, every expression of faith that ever elevated us, every vote that ever empowered us, every gift that ever uplifted us, and every love for another person that helped us to transcend ourselves.

If we want to ensure that our self-determination remains our own individual and dignified right, then we need to defend our sovereignty with our greatest insistence.

10.  Will you be extending further thoughts about the challenges ahead?

Answer: As much as possible, yes.

11.  Thank you for speaking with us this afternoon.

Answer:  You are most welcome.

Lane MacWilliams


 

Saturday, May 9, 2026

Emails on May 8, May 9, and May 10, 2026 for the OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails, sent to your attention.  Please note that this information will be updated.

May 10, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Immediate Transfer of Future Awards to the Foundation, Please, sent at 2:19 AM Pacific time.


May 9, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update, May 9, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 11:54 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Battling False Claims, sent at 1:23 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: No Political Contributions Through ActBlue, sent at 1:16 PM Pacific tie.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Feedback on my swan novel from October of 2013, sent at 1:01 PM Pacific time.


May 8, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Boys, please respond as soon as you can, sent at 11:59 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Respecting Foundation Requirements, sent at 11:58 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Apparent Threats of Defamation By the FBI, sent at 11:36 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Health Update, May 8, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 10:50 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 10:05 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: A Foundation for the Ages, sent at 9:42 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Noise Concern Reminder Regarding Dog Barking, sent at 4:15 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Formal Claim of All Awards Extended to Me, sent at 4:05 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Case #CVxxxxxxxxx, Background Statement, sent at 4:34 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: GTM Texts, May 5, 2026, sent at 4:30 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Face Value Only, sent at 2:38 AM Pacific time. (Please note that my designation of funds to be placed under the auspices of a foundation followed this communication.)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: GTM Texts, sent at 1:56 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: May 8, 2026, Current Apparent FBI Harms and Threats Toward the Mxxxxxxxxxx Family, sent at 1:30 AM Pacific time.

Friday, May 8, 2026

A Foundation for the Ages

 1.  What are the potential impediments to conserving funds awarded to you to date in a foundation as you have specified earlier today?

Answer:  The biggest impediment that I can perceive is that the FBI appears to be directing falsifications of my name change application at the Coconino County Superior Court.  When I checked on Wednesday of this week to ensure that all was in order, the Court Clerk, Diana Morales, discovered that my middle name and my first name at birth had been transposed.  So, instead of Carol Elaine, it was Elaine Carol.

2.  Would your name change application have been approved with that inserted error?

Answer:  No, it would not.  

And now the FBI alleges that intentional misspellings have been inserted into the application at agency directive.

3.  Can you see the application online?

Answer:  I can see that it exists, but I am not being allowed to access the file as it currently stands.  So, I cannot check for errors and omissions, a problem which I'm sure is intentional.  And, interestingly, the file comes up under the correct spelling and name on my birth certificate, so it is clear that errors are being inserted after the fact within the Court Clerk's Office at the directive of an outside authority.

4.  Are there other errors and omissions?

Answer:  It seems that my passport documentation is intentionally being withheld from the case information by the Court Clerks, despite my repeated requests that it be included.  But there could be an infinite number of other errors.  My mailing address could have been falsified .  My social security number could have been falsified.  On and on.

5.  What is the greatest risk with the FBI's corrupting your application in this manner?

Answer: The greatest risk is that the FBI will wrongfully claim that my application is fraudulent on the basis of uncorrected errors for which the FBI itself is entirely responsible.  A knowingly fraudulent filing with any court is no doubt a felony, which would allow the FBI to achieve its goal of misappropriating all awards in my name or associated with my identity.

6.  So the whole purpose of the FBI's falsifying your name change application is the misappropriation of financial awards extended to you because of the FBI's prior crimes against you?

Answer:  This would appear to be the case, yes.

7.  Who is responsible for this malfeasance?  Who is authorizing it?

Answer:  An authorization such as this would need to come from the Executive Branch.

8.  Yet, if this scheme were to be successfully perpetrated, this would amount to criminal malfeasance, would it not?  And it would, in and of itself, represent fraudulent FBI conduct, would it not?

Answer:  Yes, and yes.

9. Will you be able to thwart this plan of misconduct by the agency and its close affiliates?

Answer:  I would hope that this conversation would effectively thwart any such approach, yes.  Obviously, my application to legally change my name to my married name should be approved without delay, misrepresentation, or defamation of any kind.

I have communicated all information at my disposal to the Superior Court, and this documentation should be immediately incorporated and the file updated accordingly.

10.  How long should it take for the Coconino Superior Court to approve your name change?

Answer:  Four to ten working days, and we're already five working days into that schedule.

11.  Have you offered to speak to the presiding judge regarding your case?

Answer:  Yes, of course.

12.  So, the real problem is obstruction by the FBI, not any obstacles that are being independently introduced by Court personnel without FBI guidance.

Answer:  That is correct.

13.  What made you decide to dedicate all funds awarded to you to date, aside from those you have already designated to certain causes, to a foundation?

Answer:  You know, I was waiting and hoping for outreach of an honorable kind, which would have been best.  The crimes against my family and myself have been so egregious that I have very much wanted a formal acknowledgment of those wrongs, and, along with that, an extensive apology.

Finally, I realized that that necessary and overdue apology was never going to come.

And, I must say, I have been in a situation like this once before in my life -- where an apology was due to me right at the moment that extraordinary new demands were being made of me.  And then, as now, I realized that I was never going to hear the words I needed to hear.  And this, for those who are curious, related to an issue of alcoholism -- which is not an issue from which I have ever suffered, thankfully.

14.  How did you respond when you realized the apology would not be forthcoming?

Answer:  There was deep and indelible disappointment, I must say.  And it's important to allow yourself to acknowledge how difficult that territory is.  It's important to grieve the conversation that was not rendered possible.

Then, after that, you have to decide what you're going to do about it.

15.  May I ask you to be more specific?

Answer:  You need to ask yourself what is the greatest good that can possibly come from the situation and then you need to assess whether you are strong enough to manifest that greatest good.

16.  To what extent does the greatest good depend on the strength of one's character?

Answer:  One hundred percent.  If you have the highest character possible, you are capable of manifesting the greatest good.  You just have to comprehend that unassailable path forward.

17.  Is your choice to place funds awarded to you in this case to date a manifestation of that greatest good?

Answer:  Yes, because without the defense offered by a foundation's legal shield, the funds will be stolen fairly promptly.  And this much has become all too clear.  

The funds are intended for the preservation of Americans' sovereignty and the independence of the nation on which that sovereignty depends. If they are misappropriated by those who oppose human sovereignty, then we will have placed the American public in a terrible position going forward -- one in which their freedoms cannot be realistically defended because the vast wealth of a few individuals has rendered profiteers considerably more powerful than the United States itself.

The future of American sovereignty must be assiduously defended, and that's what the structure of a foundation will provide.

18.  Are you depending on the DOJ's OIG Hotline to establish this foundation at your request?

Answer:  Yes, I am.  And I hope it will be a foundation for the ages.

19.  And are you depending on them to ensure that all legal requirements of the foundation will be upheld in the future?

Answer:  Yes, I will need that legal due diligence through time.

20.  Are you hoping that outreach will follow this decision of the funds' allocation?

Answer:  I always believe that the greatest good can be achieved with optimal communication, so yes, of course, I hope for outreach.

21.  Will the OIG Hotline be able to move forward rapidly with this request on your behalf?

Answer:  I have every confidence that they will, yes.

22.  Will you please keep in close communication with us, given the current threats to your safety and that of your loved ones?

Answer:  Yes, of course.

23.  Thank you for speaking with us this evening.

Answer:  You are most welcome.

Lane MacWilliams