My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, May 21, 2026

Recent Emails to the OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please see my recent emails sent to the attention of your Office.  Please note that this list is not complete.

May 22, 2026:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: KPM Texts, sent at 9:40 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Request for Immediate Intervention Re: Fwd:..., sent at 10:14 AM Pacific time.

May 21, 2026:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update, May 20, 2026, Confidential, sent a 1:26 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Photos for you of my patio, sent at 12:21 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Empowerment, sent at 12:22 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Please replace your vitamins promptly, sent at 12:24 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Upholding You at All Times, sent at 12:25 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 12:30 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Unexplained Plastic Bead on Floor of Apartment, sent at 12:41 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Request to Mxxx... sent at 1:09 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Boys, please respond as soon as you can, sent at 1:14 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Background Information for Your Office, sent at 2:35 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Please refund inappropriate charges relating to cancelled reservation at SpringHill Suites by Marriott. Bonvoy #xxxxxxxxx., sent at 2:46 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Requesting Update Regarding Name Change Request, Case #CVxxxxxxxxx, sent at 2:51 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Wxx, sent at 4:23 PM Pacific time.

May 20, 2026:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: A Degree of Sovereignty for My Husband; Confidential, sent at 10:24 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd:  The Gift of Listening, sent at 11:33 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Health Update, May 20, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 1:06 PM Pacific time.


Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Why Is Tom Lyons Engaged in "Succession Planning"?

 1.  The FBI appears to have accused you of sending out anonymous letters to public officials, including threats and other content that would constitute felonious conduct.  Have you engaged in any such activity?

Answer:  Absolutely not.  I am representing the long term human rights of hundreds of millions of Americans, and beyond our borders, all those we influence all over the world.  I maintain that responsibility with the utmost honor and integrity in every setting and at all times.

Beyond this, I will simply say that I am a person who has received over one million death threats from the FBI and its affiliates, and I am keenly aware of how upsetting, disruptive, disrespectful and criminal this conduct actually is.  I've been on the receiving end of this type of human rights violation, so I speak from experience when I say that threats are intended to diminish our potential, our reach, our fortitude, our resilience and our resolve.  

And we need to reject them in every circumstance.

2.  Yet threats that are a preview of actual tangible aggression have a profound impact on people's behavior.  Can you speak to this at greater length, please?

Answer:  Yes, this is a tragic reality.  A man who is being threatened with forced job loss unless he signs false witness statements about his wife for example will likely stop communicating with her altogether.

3.  Has that occurred to anyone you know?

Answer:  Yes, it has.  The FBI apparently directed my husband to attest that I had been disloyal at one or more points over the course of our thirty-five year marriage.  Yet, I have had only one intimate partner over my lifetime, a fact which my husband knows quite well.

You know, many marriages experience infidelities, and I will be the first to say that I do not stand in judgment of others' private lives.  That is the private territory of family life, not intended for public scrutiny in the context of responsible and accountable adults who must answer to their loved ones.

But that is simply not my history.

I have done the hard work of remaining loyal over thirty-five years of marriage, and I am claiming full credit for those choices.

4.  Do you feel that you deserve praise for that accomplishment?

Answer:  From my husband?  One hundred percent.  Yes.  I don't expect the world to praise me for my private life, but I do expect my husband to recognize that -- okay, here is a woman who turned away from many circumstances that could have compromised her virtue and instead chose to be entirely loyal to the promises she made on our wedding day thirty-five years ago.

5.  But what if the FBI is threatening your husband with job loss unless he impugns your virtue?

Answer:  Indeed.  That would be a harrowing situation that would render him almost entirely silent, despite our long years together in a trustful and loving relationship.

6.  Is your husband now almost entirely silent regarding his communications with you?

Answer:  He is.

7.  And is there any other explanation for the sudden change in his communication to you?

Answer:  None.

8.  Are you able to seek his formal attestation regarding your honor and integrity over the course of your marriage?

Answer:  Yes, and I will do so.  But because I cannot now count on the timing of his reply, I am disclosing this problem publicly at this juncture.

9.  To what extent is Tom Lyons controlling these events?

Answer:  Centrally, I would expect.

10.  Has Tom Lyons himself been in direct communication with your husband?

Answer:  Either he or his colleague, Iggy, or other FBI agents.  They would have selected someone who could convincingly convey all manner of threats. 

11.  What is the objective of this line of approach?

Answer:  Primarily, the objectives are defamation, concealed criminal allegations, concealed criminal convictions, and a concealed judge's order allowing first-degree murder by the FBI, in that order.

12.  Does this relate to Tom Lyons' crimes involving your family property on Cape Cod in any way?

Answer:  Tom Lyons may feel trapped by the proofs of his criminal conduct involving my family home on Cape Cod, yes.  So, his immediate strategem may be redoubled aggression and yet more extensive false accusations.

13.  Can Tom Lyons win in this situation?

Answer:  Not now.  I have the freedom to publicly discuss his crimes, while he is required to maintain his corrupt conduct in a concealed manner within the agency.  So, no, he can no longer win, per se.

That doesn't mean he isn't trying.

14.  The FBI has recently alleged that Tom Lyons has authorized your abduction and/or detention in order to silence you regarding the crimes he has committed against your family.

Has that manifested in any real-world threats to your safety?

Answer:  Many, I would say.  

15.  Are you able to specify?

Answer:  Yesterday, I had an Uber ride from a highly dangerous individual, not residing in Flagstaff and not familiar with Flagstaff, who just happened to be one minute away from my apartment building at the time of my ride request.

16.  How would you assess the Uber driver who appeared at your door?

Answer:  I wish to make clear that I notified my husband of the ride details before getting into the vehicle.  But I would assess the driver as a highly experienced contractor, working for the Pxxxxxx Program, someone with extensive training in physical combat, an immigrant with a heavy debt to immigration authorities within the United States, likely from Cuba or Venezuela, a profoundly dangerous individual.

17.  How were you able to assess all of this over the course of a short Uber ride?

Answer:  I have learned to sense when a person is seeking an opportunity to aggress.  There's a certain stillness that is artificial, a certain preternatural focus of attention.  After you've seen this a few times, you recognize it fairly rapidly.  But the driver also talked about himself, and this always reveals volumes.

18.  Why Cuba or Venezuela?

Answer:  Because the FBI has stated an attempt to mischaracterize me as a Communist.  So, the agency would endeavor to put me in a car with someone from a Communist or Socialist country, and then, almost certainly, to pair that event with AI-generated audio regarding the dialogue during the Uber ride.

19.  Would the FBI be pressuring your husband and sons to defame you as a Communist at the same time?

Answer: This is highly likely, yes.

20.  The FBI appears to have suggested that Tom Lyons is now not only engaged in the planning of your first-degree murder, but is also engaged in "succession planning" regarding your critical role in leading the long term defense of human rights within the United States.  Is that correct?

Answer:  My understanding is that Tom Lyons is involved in "succession planning" regarding my legal case, due to the fact that he and his colleagues want a puppet in this role, a pawn who can be easily controlled by the FBI, now and in the future.

21.  What does that "succession planning" involve as you understand it, please?

Answer:  Genetic impersonation, AI-generated communications and representations, including audio and video of my voice and likeness, a general plan of "replacement" in the public view to follow a kidnapping/torture/murder sequence by the FBI that is to be entirely concealed.

This has been tried before, as with the Chinese tennis player Peng Shuai after she disclosed sexual assault by a Chinese Vice Premier.  The videos that have been released since her disappearance do not appear genuine, and many people believe she is no longer alive.

22.  How does the public know that you yourself are participating in this interview, and not an AI-representation of you?

Answer:  Because I'm still kicking ass.

An AI-representation of me is not going to be making the FBI uncomfortable.

And believe me, these disclosures are making the FBI uncomfortable.

23.  Can the OIG Hotline hunt down the Uber driver to ascertain the details of his Pxxxxxx Program affiliation?

Answer:  Easily.

But I think equally germane is the judicial process which would have allowed this aggression.  We need to look at the manner in which the FBI is routinely taking false evidence to a judge and asking for a concealed judgment of capital punishment, with no opportunity for honorable Americans to defend themselves.

24.  The FBI appears to state that the current President is fearful about his legacy should revelations about your case be made public.

Answer:  If President Trump has in fact harmed honorable Americans for profit, then I would understand his concern regarding the public's view of that conduct.

First-degree murder of those already unjustly harmed, including an American human rights advocate, is not a viable stratagem to address those concerns, however.

25.  The FBI recently appeared to tell you to vote in a certain way in the current election in order to ensure your safety.  Is that the case?

Answer:  I evaluate candidates from an independent perspective, and I will not be separated from that objectivity for any reason.

And to answer your question further, I will simply say that there is no safety to be found in compliance with the FBI.  This is an agency that harms its own people routinely, because it simply views every person as eminently replaceable.

I disagree with that view in expressing my belief that each of us possesses unique and irreplaceable gifts.

So, no one is going to be telling me how to vote, and no one is going to be telling me to abandon my advocacy for the long term human rights of Americans and the independence on which our sovereignty relies.

Whether that advocacy is private or public is a different determination, and one that I will be making in the coming months.

26.  Will you be setting priorities for the foundation you have recently discussed in this forum?

Answer:  I would like to have confirmation of the foundation's assets, and I would like to have confirmation of assets that have been misappropriated.  But yes, I will be setting those priorities as a critical matter.

27.  Have you received any communication as of yet regarding your request for information from the state of Arizona?

Answer:  Not as of this time.

28.  Will you please keep us closely informed with regard to your safety and wellbeing under these extraordinary circumstances?

Answer:  Yes, I will.

29.  Thank you for speaking with us this afternoon.

Answer:  You are most welcome.

Lane MacWilliams

Monday, May 18, 2026

A Letter to My Husband: Now You Know

 Xxx, there is so much I would wish to say to you, and now that you have been forced to serve as a witness informant against our family members, it seems that so little can actually be said.

Yet, I can write to you, and this is something tangible and true and lasting and good.  So, the endeavor must be made.

If I could speak to you frankly, I would say this to you:  now you know.  

After all of these years of skepticism and doubt, equivocation and uncertainty,  -- now you know that I spoke the truth about the FBI's programs of knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting.  And now you know how severe and appalling they are, because you yourself have been forced to sign a false statement, alleging that I was somehow "fanciful" and "impertinent" in my interactions with you over the course of our thirty-five years of marriage.  Even if you did later recant that false testimony, every small lie is infinitely dangerous.  So, you must now comprehend the agonizing circumstances in which you find yourself.  

And then you must extend your compassion, and understand how horrifying it has been for our sons and Xxxx to be in that position repeatedly.

Xxx, I am going to speak to you in spiritual terms about this, because these are the most important ones.

Our sons and Xxxx have suffered human trafficking and torture because of the FBI's programs of coercion and harm as a means to force the signing of false witness statements from America's youth.  Xxxxxx has suffered electric shock torture repeatedly.  Xxxxxx has suffered near drowning repeatedly.  Both of them have suffered concussions, rapes, beatings, forced food and water deprivation, forced harm toward others, sovereignty violations, withheld medical care, and myriad other harms as a means of forcing them to falsely attest that I have broken the law somehow, or that you yourself have.  

Not to leave anyone out, the FBI has also forced them to falsely report on one another.

If you ask them about any of these events, they will deny them outright.  It is a felony violation for them to disclose any of these events to anyone, just as it is now a felony for you yourself to disclose that you have a handler.  And the boys' handlers remain in continuous communication with them, day and night, as does Xxxx's.

But I need to say this to you at this juncture:  when a loved one conveys to a family member that they have knowledge that another family member is being victimized routinely, with no ability to ask for help, it is incumbent upon the listener to take action, to stand in solidarity with the family as a whole, and to do everything possible to prevent further harm from occurring.

For whatever reason, this compassionate and insistent intervention did not occur when I told you repeatedly about the suffering of our sons.

So now I ask this of you:  extend to our sons and Xxxx your spiritual apology.  Explain to them that you did not listen when I repeatedly asked for your help in protecting them.  Explain that it was easier to pretend that everything was alright than to acknowledge that the FBI was causing our beloved children unconscionable harm.  Express that you love them, and that, despite this love, you failed them.  And ask for their spiritual forgiveness.

This is the most important conversation you will ever have with our sons, and it should not be neglected, abandoned, interrupted, or denied to you.

Because you know that the boys will be unable to acknowledge the truth of their circumstances, tell them in advance that it is best if they do not immediately reply.  Just express that you would appreciate the opportunity to speak without interruption or rebuttal.  And then speak from your heart as you have never done before.

They need to hear these words from you, and you need to speak them, in the recognition of our family's unconditional love for one another, of my tireless efforts to convey the truth to you despite your disbelief, and of our genuine benevolence, integrity, honesty and virtue.

I believe in your fortitude in seeking these conversations with our sons individually, and, separately, with Xxxx, at the earliest possible time.

Please understand that Alma Place is not a safe circumstance for Xxxxxx at this time, and until you come to a new understanding of his experiences and his suffering at the hands of an FBI-affiliate agency, he is better protected at home with frequent check-ins from you and all Ring cameras operating in peak condition.

I love you, I believe in your ability to express your deepest remorse to Xxxxxx, Xxxxxx, and Xxxx, and I hope you will find a way to tell me about these conversations, given their deep and lasting importance for the trust within our family.

Be strong, be courageous, and be humble before these beloved young men who now need you on their side, as does Xxxx.

I hope we will be allowed to speak to one another again without demands for false witness statements being imposed upon you, as has been the case previously.

And I hope you're well,
Lane

Sunday, May 17, 2026

Emails to the OIG Hotline on May 17, 2026

 OIG Hotline, please note that this list is not complete:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Now You Know, sent at 9:19 PM Pacific time.

Thursday, May 14, 2026

Emails to the OIG Hotline on May 14, 2026

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to your Office today, May 14, 2026.  Please note that this list will be updated:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 2:03 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Kxx Texts, May 14, 2026, sent at 1:55 PM and 1:56 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd:  Boys, please respond as soon as you can, sent at 1:03 PM Pacific time.

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

 OIG Hotline, the FBI has alleged that the agency, with collusion from others, has stolen all funds awarded in my case to date.  I would like confirmation of total funds awarded in my case as of today, along with their location, please.

Thank you for your support in answering this important request on an immediate basis.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Recent Emails Sent to OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to your attention.  Please note that this list will be updated and is not complete.

May 13, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: The Predators Behind Historical Events Affecting the United States, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 6:14 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update, May 12, 2026, sent at 12:07 AM Pacific time.


May 12, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Boys, please respond as soon as you can, sent at 8:20 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Notebook Left at My Vehicle While Inside Superior Court, sent at 4:19 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 2:50 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: My Birthright, sent at 1:18 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: GTM Texts, sent at 12:28 PM Pacific time.