My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Monday, March 16, 2026

Emails Sent to the OIG Hotline on March 16, 2026

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to your attention on March 16, 2026.  Please note that this list will be updated throughout the day:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Uphold the Supreme Court's Ruling, Please, sent at 1:02 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: A Call for Legislative Support Following Revelations from the Pentagon, sent at 6:33 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Information, sent at 6:39 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Amazon Delivery, March 16, 2026, sent at 7:36 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update: Health Update, March 16, 2026, sent at 7:53 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update and Documentation of Lane MacWilliams' Wifi Access, March 16, 2026, sent at 7:59 PM Pacific time.

A Call for Legislative Support Following Revelations from the Pentagon

1.  60 Minutes aired an episode last night involving the CIA's report of DoD acquisition of a directed energy device from Russian contractors, one which is capable of causing severe cognitive disabilities, including significant depression, after even a single deployment.  May I please know your response?

Answer:  Kudos to the DoD for calling attention to this modality of attack against American citizens.

The CIA has known about these deployments for a long time, and, clearly, the DoD is disagreeing with their continued use.

So, our military deserves high praise for taking a stand, and we all need to acknowledge that this was likely exceptionally difficult.

2.  Why is that your assessment?

Answer:  The victims included State Department personnel and their families, CIA personnel and their families, security contractors and their families.  I would be shocked if Pentagon personnel were spared entirely.

There would have been significant internal struggles over how to handle this problem.

I think we need to recognize that Russia was supporting the deployment of these life-changing assaults as tools of political and personal grievance.  Some of our own intelligence personnel were being co-opted into perpetrating these deployments.  And we need to understand how dangerous such concealed tools of assault are to a sovereign nation.

What is to prevent our elected officials from being harmed by such devices?  Our military leaders?  Our judges?  Our cabinet members?  Our allies?

When these devices are proliferating within the boundaries of our own domestic territory, we are going to have major challenges in terms of concealed court proceedings that permit such deployments to be perpetrated.

Were there quotas connected to these deployments?  This is likely the case.

3.  Where are these devices being manufactured?  60 Minutes referenced Russian contractors, but are there any domestic manufacturers of these weapons?

Answer:  The FBI alleges that there are domestic manufacturers, yes.  Do they involve Raytheon or other security contractors as the FBI suggests?  I don't have independent confirmation of that allegation, so I cannot definitively say.

But I think the Pentagon is signaling that the military leadership would like to see these weapons retired, and I would heartily agree with them.

4.  Who would be supporting their continued use within the United States?

Answer:  Russia is obviously supporting these deplorable attacks, together with the contractors and personnel that have treated these weapons as a "new market" for domestic deployments within the United States.

5.  Does Raytheon, if in fact Raytheon is involved, have a responsibility to say, "We are not going to participate in the further harm of Americans by profiting from the manufacture of these devices?"

Do the FBI and CIA have a responsibility to destroy the devices currently in its possession?

Do FBI and CIA contractors who are calibrating these assaults have a responsibility to find other work?

Do American judges have a responsibility to prohibit the use of these devices as "punishment" for unknown "crimes"?

Answer:  Yes to all of the above.  And we might further ask whether Congress has a role to play in writing legislation to prevent the use of these devices against Americans in every circumstance.

6.  Do these weapons have the capability of causing dementia if they are repeatedly deployed on certain settings?

Answer:  The FBI alleges that they do, yes.  So, we can see how dangerous this capability is in a political context alone.  Anyone arguing for our national sovereignty could be immediately placed at risk by such concealed deployments.  

And again, I think our military leadership is saying no to this technology, and I think we need to support that decision.

7.  How quickly could a withdrawal of these weapons occur nationwide?

Answer:  If the Congress joins together in a bipartisan effort to pass legislation on this matter, the devices could be withdrawn very rapidly.  And the Congress could ask the intelligence agencies to halt all deployments while the legislation is being drafted.  So, the use of these weapons could stop virtually overnight, which is exactly what should happen at this juncture.

8.  Would you include all devices that are capable of causing cognitive harm or organ damage?

Answer:  Yes, I would.  These are all concealed deployments based on knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting.  And we simply need to agree that the diminishment of Americans' health and cognitive capacity is not in the national interest.  Nor is the threat of this type of human rights violation if someone exercises free speech, human rights advocacy for the long term, or takes a courageous stance in defense of the sovereignty of the United States as a whole.

9.  Have these directed energy devices been deployed against your family members and yourself?

Answer:  Certainly, it would be helpful to see the records regarding this matter.  The FBI has alleged that there have been recurring wrongful deployments against my entire family.

10.  When you are provided with investigative reports regarding your case, will information about any and all such deployments be conveyed to you?

Answer:  I would certainly hope this will be the case, yes.

11.  When will you be provided with investigative reports regarding your case?

Answer:  Very soon, in accordance with the Supreme Court's ruling on this matter.

12.  Would legislation addressing the directed devices be disclosed to the public or would it be concealed?

Answer:  The Pentagon's revelations that their personnel have such a device in their possession would allow the Congress to create public legislation.  In fact, I think the legislation would benefit greatly from having Pentagon input at every stage.  The Pentagon knows not only what we need to worry about at this moment, but also what we need to worry about in the future.  We need to ensure that we're working together to harness that knowledge for the best possible outcome.  So guidance from our military leaders should be sought, in my opinion.  With that insight, the Congress can move forward rapidly.

13.  Is the public ever likely to receive full disclosure regarding this issue?

Answer:  The first priority is to halt additional harm to our friends, neighbors, and family members from occurring.  Of course, Americans as a whole will hope for disclosure at some point that will allow us to understand the full context of the harm we suffered as a nation due to these heartbreaking attacks.

14.  Will we ever know who we have to thank within the Pentagon for taking this stand?

Answer:  I hope we do.  The whole nation would wish to acknowledge the sound decision-making on the part of our military leadership regarding this critical matter.

15.  Thank you for speaking with us this evening.

Answer:  You are most welcome.

Lane MacWilliams


Uphold the Supreme Court's Ruling, Please

OIG Hotline, there appears to be an allegation from the FBI that Txx Lxxxx has overseen one or more recent forgeries of documentation pertaining to my case.

Specifically, there appears to be an intent to falsely implicate my relatives.

However, there also appears to be the possibility of forged documents pertaining to allocations on my part.

For your own reference, all financial allocations originating with me pertaining to my case will be placed on my blog for public access.

Please disregard any documentation pertaining to financial allocations that does not fulfill this requirement at this time.

I have placed my holographic Will online, and I have placed all other financial designations originating of my own free will and accord on my blog as well.

With regard to my immediate family, I must ask that President Trump cease his view of Txx Lxxxx as a "MAGA warrior," given that he has allegedly committed heinous crimes against my family and myself, and is reportedly planning yet more.

No one who is engaged in plans to harm my loved ones, including my pets, should be considered a "warrior" by anyone.

Rather, this man is a criminal, albeit one who has immunity from prosecution.

What he does not have is anonymity from exposure before the American public for his crimes in this case.

What he does not have is the moral right to continue to harm my loved ones and myself with an intent to wrongfully profiteer from our harm.

And what he does not have is protection from the steely gaze of history, which will judge him yet more harshly than I have done heretofore.

The quality of our executive leadership matters in this moment.

I call upon President Trump to re-task Txx Lxxxx to matters that have nothing to do with this case, my loved ones or myself in any context now or in the future, given the astounding conflicts of interest present in this matter.

I further ask that the Attorney General demonstrate the integrity to uphold the Supreme Court's ruling that I be provided with investigative reports concerning my case, and not bow to the FBI's preference to avoid that conveyance of critical information at this time through the agency's further crimes of false reporting against my family members and myself.

I should be able to sell my private property without having the FBI wrongfully claim some preposterous espionage scheme from which it intends to profiteer.

And I should be able to retain a real estate agent of my choice without having her experience "commands" to attest to fake communications in which I have never engaged.

Honor and worthiness in leadership in this moment regarding my case require a measure of good faith on which the President must insist, just as I do.

Thank you to all officials for ensuring my loved ones' safety and security, as well as my own, as the DOJ requires that a complete copy of investigative reports from the OIG Hotline now be provided to me, in accordance with the ruling of the Supreme Court.

I appreciate all intervention on our behalf, that of the U.S Congress, the DOJ and the OIG Hotline to ensure that these fundamentals of the rule of law are upheld and preserved.

No withdrawals from awards extended to me should be occurring at this time. 

Thank you for the ethical engagement of all involved in this critical matter.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

Sunday, March 15, 2026

Emails Sent to the OIG Hotline on March 15, 2026

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to your Office on March 15, 2026.  Please note that this list will be updated throughout the day.

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update Fwd: Please Review My Formal Statement, sent at 3:26 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Please Respond As Soon As Possible, March 14, 2026, sent at 4:49 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: No Notification of Establishment of Designated Foundations, sent at 7:00 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Information, sent at 7:40 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update: Fwd: Norm's Passing, sent at 8:10 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update: Fwd: Uncle Norm's Passing, sent at 8:12 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update: Fwd: Please Respond As Soon As Possible, March 14, 2026, sent at 8:17 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Invitation, sent at 8:41 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update and Documentation of Lane MacWilliams' Wifi Access, March 15, 2026, sent at 8:44 PM Pacific time.

Saturday, March 14, 2026

Emails Sent to the OIG Hotline on March 14, 2026

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to the attention of your Office on March 14, 2026.  Please note that this list will be updated throughout the day:

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Listening to Lawful and Honorable Outreach, sent at 5:49 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Information, sent at 5:52 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Updated Formal Statement of Lane MacWilliams, March 14, 2026, sent at 6:43 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Norm's Passing, sent at 6:48 PM Pacific time. (A letter to Mike and Margaret Herzen requesting a response within 24 hours.)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Uncle Norm's Passing, sent at 7:03 PM Pacific time. (A letter to Brian Von Herzen requesting a response within 24 hours.)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd:  Please Review My Formal Statement, sent at 7:09 PM Pacific time. (A letter to my hxxxxxd requesting additions or changes.)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Please Respond As Soon As Possible, March 14, 2026, sent at 7:18 PM Pacific time. (A letter to my children requesting a response within 24 hours.)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update: Health Update, March 14, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 7:34 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update and Documentation of Lane MacWilliams' Wifi Access, March 14, 2026, sent at 7:41 PM and 7:44 PM Pacific time.

Listening to Lawful and Honorable Outreach

1.  Are the threats you are currently receiving from the FBI based on well-grounded information or on disinformation?

Answer:  This is always a judgement call, and the truth is that it's exceptionally difficult to tell the difference.  This is where judgment and insight are key in critical assessments.

2.  You are receiving apparent FBI threats of home invasion based on reported claims by Txx Lxxxx that there will be a large scale disaster if the FBI is held to account regarding your case.  Is that true?

Answer:  The FBI always threatens a large scale disaster when they are being held accountable.  In their view, the potential exposure of their culpability is an existential threat.  And this is part of the institutional culture which was defined most notably under J. Edgar Hoover, who was not a paragon of psychological stability.

I have not claimed that all aspects of investigative reports due to me are able to be shared publicly.  What I have said is that reports need to be disclosed to me in full at this time, at which point confidentiality needs of the FBI can be discussed.

3.  Will the Supreme Court's ruling that reports must be provided to you now be upheld, as should have occurred previously?

Answer:  I believe it will occur now, yes.

4.  There are those who seem to be panicked at that inevitability.

Answer:  Panic is not called for.  Communication is called for.  That means that those who would wish to address this case, including the history of this case, should reach out to me honorable and lawfully through an intermediary.

5.  There are those who seem to be concerned about questions of their legacies.  

Answer:  Again, people should not be panicking over their concerns.  They should be engaging in honorable and lawful outreach.

6.  Isn't the problem so often that certain positions of power within the United States carry with them the prerogative to commit first degree murder against highly honorable American citizens instead of engaging in honorable and lawful outreach?

Answer:  Well, I think the question is aptly put.

When a President of the United States asks the three letter agencies for the full range of options in addressing a particular problem, some of the preferred solutions are going to involve unjustified harm.

All kinds of challenges are opened up by bad decision-making early on.

Some individuals will go to any lengths not to have their mistakes disclosed, even in a limited setting.

Then we can potentially see astounding plans of aggression emerge, when wiser individuals would simply ask an intermediary to initiate a dialogue.

7.  To what extent are your political beliefs influenced or shaped by misjudgments by any given leader?

Answer:  People are individuals, and, particularly in the face of some of the challenges we are currently encountering in a global context, we need to evaluate people based on their own unique and specific choices -- including the way they choose to address any mistakes that may occur.

So, in answer to your question, I try not to be so fragile that any one individual could change my whole world view.

Rather, I try to be receptive to new information regarding individual leadership, initiatives, outreach and resolution.

 8.  But you want to receive the investigative reports in their entirety.

Answer:  I do.  It's only in receiving the reports in their entirety that I can perceive the best possible outcome regarding issues of the long term sovereignty of Americans, alongside the sovereignty of the nation as a whole.

People may have different ideas about the best possible outcomes, and I would like to hear from them.

9.  But none of the best possible outcomes involves the loss of your family members' lives or your own.

Answer:  That's resoundingly true.  

10.  What is the status of your car at this time, which has allegedly suffered tampering with the adaptive cruise control in a manner that could cause an accident entirely outside of your control?

Answer:  I have a Mercedes Benz EQS 450 4Matic, and the car receives automatic software updates from Mercedes Benz.  

Now the FBI appears to allege that the latest software update includes a hack of the operating system in a manner that is intended to cause a severe accident.

11.  Has Mercedes Benz been responsive to you regarding this allegation?

Answer:  Not at all, unfortunately.  I am waiting for Mercedes Benz to either give me a written guarantee that I will suffer no harm whatsoever from alterations to the vehicle or to re-acquire the car -- one or the other.

If I don't receive an answer promptly, I will begin placing all my correspondence with Mercedes Benz online.

12.  Could you simply sell the car to another buyer?

Answer:  Not given the allegations of harm to the safety of the vehicle, no.

13.  Was your husband's car also compromised in a similar manner?

Answer:  This is unknown to me.

14.  Your family members and your pets are still alright as of this moment?

Answer:  There are apparent FBI threats of a plane accident toward my younger son and daughter-in-law, along with alleged threats to kill my two dogs and/or cat.  But we're still here!

15.  Will you please keep in close contact with us to offer updates on a regular basis?

Answer:  Of course.  Yes.

16.  Thank you for speaking with us this afternoon.

Answer:  You are most welcome.

Lane MacWilliams

Friday, March 13, 2026

Upholding the Supreme Court's Ruling

 OIG Hotline, if the Supreme Court has ruled that investigative reports should be provided to me regarding my case, lower courts should not be empowered to overturn or "re-adjudicate" that determination.

I support all efforts to overturn any ruling by a lower court that blocks the release of full documentation to me at the earliest possible time.

Thank you for your assiduous efforts in this regard.

Certainly, we are seeing disrespect and disregard for Supreme Court rulings in a manner that is unprecedented in the history of the United States.

Yet, our long term human rights cannot and will not be preserved without our insistence on the Supreme Court's irreplaceable role in ruling that certain documents must be conveyed to those with lawful right of access.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams