My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Tuesday, November 3, 2026

Emails to the OIG Hotline

 November 3, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Communication with Plaza Motors in O'Fallon, Missouri, sent at 5:08 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Delivery Status Notification (Failure), sent at 4:42 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Please Confirm Detail Re: EQS 450 Sale, sent at 4:34 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Lane MacWilliams has shared notarized documents with you, November 3, 2026,  sent at 4:07 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Apparent Obstruction of Justice by the FBI on Election Day, November 3, 2026, sent at 9:03 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 7:47 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Confirmation of Your Independent and Sovereign Rights, sent at 7:46 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG Hotline Re: Background Information, November 3, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 7:36 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG Hotline Re: Update Regarding November 2 and 3, 2026, sent at 7:22 AM and 7:50 AM Pacific Daylight Time.





Obstruction of Justice By the FBI on Election Day, November 3, 2026

OIG Hotline and Legal Counsel:

I am currently being prevented from notarizing an affidavit for your use through apparent interference with both my computer and cell phone. 

I respectfully request that my access to online notarization services be restored immediately, and prior to any further adjudication regarding my case, preventing any further misappropriations from the Foundation or related accounts. 

Thank you for your support regarding this critical matter. 

Most sincerely,




Lane MacWilliams, aka Carol Elaine Von Herzen

Monday, November 2, 2026

From a Found Poem

The one word I wish to say to you is Hold.  I who never believed in fighting, but now ask you to Hold the Line.  I who never believed in separation, but now ask you to Hold the Door closed against all who would give you wrongful orders.  I who never believed in turbulence, but now ask you to Hold onto your Knowledge of your goodness, your spirit, your own sovereign soul, against all winds.  I who never believed in staying in one place, but now ask you to Hold onto the strength of the four walls you call Home.  Now is not the time for travel, nor is it the time for strife.  Hold, beloved young man. Hold.


Important Information Provided Via Email for the OIG HOTLINE and My Legal Counsel

 LM to KPM: Kxx, it is critical that you not sign any more contracts or agreements with any government agency right now due to potential conflict of interest regarding United States sovereignty. 


LM to KPM:  As you know, not all government agencies stand in support of United States sovereignty,  and this has caused enormous internal strife for the nation. 

LM to KPM: It would also be helpful if you can confirm your earlier signed statements that you have the utmost confidence in my ability, integrity, courage, character, intelligence and wisdom in advocating for United States sovereignty. I am being blocked from accessing email at this time. But if you send me your signed statement via text, please, that would be a tremendous help. Thank you very much for your faith in me. 🙏

LM to KPM:  As you know, I cannot be a part of any settlement process without substantive legal discussions. So any agreement concerning our property or other types of settlements needs to wait until all concerns can be lawfully and honorably addressed. 

Emails to the OiG Hotline

 November 2, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: KPM Texts, sent at 5:14 and 5:15 PM Pacific Daylight Time. (Important to access immediately.)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update Regarding Billing, sent at 9:17 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Texts, November 1 and 2, 2026, Confidential, sent at 8:55 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Lane MacWilliams has shared notarized documents with you, November 2, 2026, sent at 8:41 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Confirmation of Your Independent and Sovereign Rights, sent at 8:14 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 8:11 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Background Information, November 2, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 8:04 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update Regarding November 1, 2026, sent at 7:39 AM Pacific Daylight Time.

Sunday, November 1, 2026

Are Honorable Americans Facing False Charges Directed By a Self-dealing President?

October 31, 2026 10:00 PM


 1.  The word is that the Attorney General has now gone so far as to name you as a participant in a conspiracy.

Answer:  Really?  What conspiracy?  I cannot provide the names of those who have represented me throughout my case.  I have had no communication from anyone.  No phone calls.  No emails.  No meetings.

And I have asked for communication repeatedly.

I traveled to Washington, D.C. for one week, asking to meet with the DOJ, and was ignored.

No dialogue whatsoever took place.

It's true that, since specifying the formation of a foundation in support of United States sovereignty, I have tried to be exceptionally careful about avoiding any possible conflict of interest.

And that means that when President Trump has allegedly texted me, I have refrained from answering.

2.  How could President Trump have reached out to you in an impartial manner?

Answer:  In a case such as this, the right step would be for the OIG Hotline to reach out to me with communication.

The challenge with outreach from President Trump is that there have been allegations of misappropriations on a massive scale, perhaps to the degree that the conduct is impeachable.

So, for me to respond would have been compromising.  

Now, if I had been meeting with people to arrange some behind-the-scenes agreement -- which has never happened -- maybe someone could have used the word conspiracy.

3.  You have no agreement with regard to your case?

Answer:  None at all, except that I have unilaterally asked that awards extended to me due to the malfeasance of the FBI and its affiliates be deposited into the foundation for United States sovereignty.

4.  Do you think there has been a conspiracy pertaining to your case?

Answer:  I think one would have to ask who facilitated recent misappropriations regarding my case and the Foundation meant to support Americans' freedoms.  I think the likelihood of a Executive Branch conspiracy of self-dealing regarding that conduct is exceptionally high.

5.  Would the President say that he is immune from prosecution regarding any misappropriations on his part?

Answer:  I don't think the Supreme Court approves of the President's alleged self-dealing and I don't think the Constitution provides for the self-dealing of a Commander in Chief to the extent of stealing trillions from the National Treasury.  He may be immune from prosecution during his years in office, but after that, I think the legal issues connected to self-dealing become highly problematic for him.

Prior to that, of course, there is the specter of impeachment to deal with.

6.  Have you benefited financially from your advocacy for the sovereignty of the United States?

Answer:  Quite the opposite.  I have been targeted financially and in every other imaginable way.

7.  It is alleged that you, as well as those to whom you're close, are currently under heightened threat to your lives because the President does not want you to testify to your experiences.

Answer:  I have definitely been under threat, that's true.

8.  What are the current threats to your life?

Answer:  Explosive device, "extraction," kidnapping, assault, flooding, fire, insurance cancellation, wrongful arrest, further financial harm, theft of a vehicle or other property, coerced job loss, public shooting or stabbing, wrongful law enforcement raid, wrongful imprisonment, wrongful death toward myself or those close to me.  This list goes on.

9.  Do you take the threats seriously?

Answer:  I found a bomb placed on the gas tank of my rental vehicle on August 28, 2026.  So, yes, I take them seriously.

10.  The President apparently does not want to be held accountable for his conduct regarding your case.

Answer:  Apparently not.  I don't think further aggression will absolve past aggression, however.

11.  What is the best way to respond to false accusations from the Attorney General of conspiracy?

Answer:  Honestly, I think the Attorney General is probably guilty of conspiring to misappropriate funds regarding this matter.  And he may be legally liable for his conduct in every regard.

But what is the best way to respond to Attorney General Todd Blanche's alleged false accusations?

Some combination of urgent appeals and requests for injunctive relief, both of which I am extending in this conversation.

12.  You don't believe the Supreme Court would approve of the Attorney General's conduct regarding the latest false accusations?

Answer:  I do not.  The Supreme Court has a thorough grasp of this case, and the Honorable Justices know that I have been accused of almost every crime in existence, all the while I have been requesting honorable outreach from the DOJ.

Beyond this, I believe the Supreme Court would have ruled in my favor when I cited federal rules of civil procedure requiring outreach.

And even so, I never received communication.

13.  What is at the heart of this case right now, because this adjudication has had many different chapters?

Answer:  There are several people who allegedly engaged in a plan of first degree murder toward me by arranging for sabotage of a major government initiative.  I think they may be worried about criminal and civil liability with regard to that issue, and as a result, they are extending yet further false accusations against me.  They likely want to establish a quid pro quo -- amounting to an agreement to drop all false charges against me if I agree to drop all genuine charges against them.

14.  What are your thoughts about that attempt?

Answer:  It's an awkward way to apologize, isn't it?

15.  Would Attorney General Todd Blanche have known about the conspiracy to commit first degree murder through the scheme of sabotage?

Answer:  I have no basis for speculation on that point.

However, most Attorneys General would be reluctant to extend knowingly false charges unless they had a direct personal motivation to do so.

16.  Do you have hope that you might receive impartial outreach of some kind following the election?

Answer:  Of course I hope so.  Yes.  That would be the best possible development.

17.  You happen to know the names of two men who have persecuted you over a period of years regarding this case.  How did that come about?

Answer:  I met them directly in public settings.  One of them was a medical care professional, and the other was giving a speech -- both highly dangerous individuals.

18.  And both of these men are now implicated in the plan of sabotage that was to have taken your life?

Answer:  I would be shocked if they weren't.  These two men have been involved in every plan of harm against my loved ones and myself since this case began.  Others have characterized them as "obsessed" with causing me harm.

19.  What are your impressions of that fact?

Answer:  There appears to be mental illness involved on the part of both of them. Honestly, you just hope people will find better psychiatrists and try a new medication.  I think sadistic disorders are dangerous to the entire society.

20.  Would you meet these individuals in a court of law?

Answer:  A court in which they were being tried for attempted murder?

21.  Yes.

Answer:  You know, as long as the setting could be rendered safe, I think it would be healthy to document for the record the profound effects that these individuals have had on the lives of the innocent.

22.  One of them is an FBI official who reportedly falsifies DNA evidence routinely.

Answer:  To work up these wrongful prosecutions of the innocent represents extraordinary malice on the part of corrupt law enforcement personnel.  Most of us are not driven from that impetus of malevolence or ill will, so it's highly difficult to understand.

But we need to understand that they take delight in causing despair to good people.

23.  Why is this important to grasp?

Answer:  Because if we cannot understand their malevolence, we cannot defeat it.

24.  Did they themselves come up with this latest accusation of conspiracy?

Answer:  Again, this is not known to me, but I would not be surprised if they were projecting their own criminal acts in this way.

25.  It would be understandable if you were deeply offended by yet more falsehoods coming from these two men.

Answer:  Well, I am.

To accuse me of conspiracy!

This is akin to accusing Elie Wiesel of conspiring with his concentration camp guards regarding his stay at Buchenwald.

The truth is that the guards were playing a game of death with Elie Wiesel, but he wasn't playing a game at all.

The remarkable gift was the manner in which he transformed his harrowing experience into wisdom for millions of others.

26.  But it would be insulting to suggest that Mr. Wiesel ever conspired with his captors, wouldn't it?

Answer:  Yes, it would.

27.  You still feel that there is a greater good that can emerge from this protracted stalking by the FBI.  Is that fair to say?

Answer:  No one can defend our freedoms as compellingly as the person whose freedoms have been wrongfully taken away.

So, yes, the potential for me to contribute directly to many is quite real.

28.  Will you please keep us informed about your safety and security on a regular basis?

Answer:  Of course, yes.

29.  Thank you for speaking with us this evening.

Answer:  You are most welcome.


Lane MacWilliams, aka Carol Elaine Von Herzen


Saturday, October 31, 2026

Formal Claim of All Awards Extended Through All Government Agencies and Affiliates Re: Knowingly Falsified Law Enforcement Reporting: October 31, 2026

 OIG Hotline, I am claiming the following awards as an individual, currently on leave of absence from the Foundation.

I am also electing of my own free will and accord to deposit these funds into the Foundation for the support of United States sovereignty.

I recognize that certain civil liabilities have not yet been assessed, and some of these may be owed to my hxxxxxd.  I also recognize that I have committed to avoid conflict of interest.  Therefore I would request direct outreach from an attorney in evaluating these more recent concerns

Because I have legal accountability for the funds awarded to me, I respectfully request that all funds awarded to me and to other cases related to knowingly falsified law enforcement records over time be included in the documentation of this case, to be provided to me at the appropriate time.

I ask that misappropriated funds be returned to the Foundation on an immediate basis.

I realize that the full documentation of this case involves thousands of pages of documents, aggregated over a period of years of effort in supporting American sovereignty.

If I am asked to curate that documentation, I will of course engage with that endeavor.

The sovereignty of the United States can be lost through acts of both commission and omission, which is to say that we must not only advocate for the preservation of American sovereignty, but we must oppose the efforts of adversaries of American sovereignty to misappropriate funds relating to this case and parallel cases.

Thank you for allowing me to extend this documentation to your Office.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams, aka Carol Elaine Von Herzen


To the OIG Hotline of the U.S. DOJ, this letter is to formally claim all awards that have been extended in adjudication of knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting by the FBI, by other governmental agencies in the United States and elsewhere, and by their affiliates over the entire course of my human rights advocacy and related case.

This is to include all awards extended in my name and/or associated with my identity and/or social security number as of this writing.  This is to include my maiden name, Carol Elaine Von Herzen, and misspellings of my maiden name, my author name, Lane von Herzen, and misspellings of my author name, and my married name, Lane MacWilliams, and misspellings of my married name.

This is also to include any and all funds extended through adjudication of other cases of knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting by the FBI, by other governmental agencies, in the United States and elsewhere, and by their affiliates, if the Supreme Court rules or has ruled that those funds may be legally and ethically claimed and deposited into the Foundation I have designated for the preservation of the sovereignty of the United States.

Due to apparent repeated attempts to misappropriate these funds, please place them in the Foundation at your earliest opportunity, thus protecting them from invasion by those who may seek to personally profiteer from this case.

If any government agencies or current or former government officials have facilitated the hacking or invasion of my accounts in order to misappropriate funds awarded to me, I ask that those funds be assertively re-appropriated and replaced.

Please allow me to make designations on behalf of specific causes for the support of Americans' long term sovereignty, and the sovereignty of the nation as a whole, from this umbrella Foundation.

I ask that any funds that have been wrongfully withdrawn and cannot be legally reclaimed be reimbursed to my account under the auspices of the Foundation at the earliest possible time.

Please ensure that my direct participation is required for designations of funds from the Foundation in every circumstance, unless I myself broaden that responsibility at a later time through notarized documentation which I would place on my blog and elsewhere for public review.  And please disallow impersonation of my identity through genetic manipulation, Wifi piracy, namesake or familial claims that are unknown to me and unconsented by me, and/or other unapproved assumptions of my identity.

At the appropriate time, please engage in direct outreach to me to ensure that I can be of the greatest support to the nation at this most critical point in the struggle for the human sovereignty of the American people, the territorial integrity of our national provenance over the United States and associated waters, and the future independence of our nation in its entirety.

Please accept all legal responsibility for the correct and complete filing of documents, paperwork, reporting, exact and comprehensive accounting, and follow up associated with the Foundation and the designations I have made and will make regarding the support for American sovereignty.

Thank you for your support in this most critical effort.

Most sincerely,


Lane MacWilliams, aka Carol Elaine Von Herzen