My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Tuesday, February 3, 2026

Post in Progress

 1.  Your children are apparently not being allowed to provide you with documentation guaranteeing their retirement from all government programs -- this by order of the President, allegedly.  What is your response to this decision?

Answer:  It is unacceptable.

2.  The President seems to be fearful of the truth your children might disclose regarding their torture and harm at the hands of their agencies under this administration.  Is that correct?

Answer:  That does seem to be the case.

3.  Does the President still have your children and daughter-in-law on an assassination list?

Answer:  The FBI appears to allege that this is the case, yes.

4.  Do you believe that they are at substantive risk of being further harmed because their agencies and this administration are so afraid that they might talk openly about the astonishing harms they have suffered?

Answer:  Oh, yes.  The FBI hates loose ends.  In general, the agency tries quite consistently to murder its detractors.  

5.  It is reported that the FBI and its affiliate agencies provided your children and daughter-in-law with settlements today, but have not involved you in ensuring that those funds will be protected from incursions by the very predators who have harmed them in the first place.

Answer:  Yes, that's correct.  I have no involvement in any payouts to my children at this point.  My own conditions for provisions to be made to my children were not met.  

Their handlers are instructing them not to sign guarantees of no further involvement in government programs.  And this signals clearly that they are not retired and the government will not let them go.

6.  Do you view your sons and daughter-in-law as hostages to the Trump administration at this point?

Answer:  One hundred percent.  Their communications devices are still in place.  They can be raped, trafficked, or tortured at will, and they have no recourse.

7.  What are the chances that the FBI will honor commitments to the DOJ not to further harm your children and daughter-in-law?

Answer:  Zero.

8.  You have no trust in the FBI and its affiliate agencies to prioritize the safety of your children.

Answer:  My children have been tortured by the FBI.  The men responsible, whose names I know, have not been held to account.  So, no, trust is long gone.

9.  How safe is it for you to be together with your children at this point?

Answer:  Demonstrably unsafe.

10.  

Monday, February 2, 2026

Request for Support with Documentation

 OIG Hotline, I can only proceed with provisions to my sons, daughter-in-law and brother if each of them individually confirms that they will no longer participate in any government programs whatsoever.

To do otherwise would be to allow conflict of interest in my case, which I expressly prohibit.

Having said that, it is considered a felony for my sons, daughter-in-law, or brother to acknowledge that they have been involved in government programs heretofore.

As a result, I suggest the following language in their documentation to be provided to me:

I, (named individual), hereby formally and legally decline any and all current and/or future participation in any government programs and government contractor programs whatsoever, thereby permanently excusing me from receiving, acknowledging, or agreeing to any assignments or commands from any individual who is affiliated with government agencies, initiatives, training programs, transportation programs, elected officials, appointed officials, law enforcement personnel, national security personnel or the military of the United States of any other nation whatsoever.

This legal commitment is to be considered permanent, binding, and effective immediately.


Signature: (named individual)

Date:


Today, my older son's handler appeared desperate when he directed my son to utter declarations like "If you loved me, you would not be asking me to sign anything!"

These sound like the protestations of a young child, and they are certainly not originating from my older son himself.

The FBI and its affiliates created unconscionable conflict of interest when they forcibly recruited my relatives and loved ones in the first place, intending all the while to coerce false witness statements from them.

Now, my task is to undo a portion of that astonishing and ongoing harm toward my family.

I will appreciate your Office's support in this regard.

It is obvious that only a person with extensive conflict of interest would decline to sign a binding agreement preventing future conflict of interest.

Yet, my relatives cannot free themselves from this tautological trap that prevents them from acknowledging their plight.

Is your Office able to instruct the FBI and its affiliates to cease and desist in their obstruction of my sons', daughter-in-law's and brother's binding refusal to participate in government programs and government contractor programs now and in the future?

I will be able to contribute in a much more focused way to the nation if I am not worrying about the rape, trafficking and torture of my loved ones.

Accordingly, I respectfully request your urgent assistance in permitting my loved ones' resignations to proceed, thus allowing their recoveries to commence.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

Emails to the OIG Hotline, February 2, 2026

 OIG Hotline, please see the following emails sent to your attention from lanemacwilliams@gmail.com on February 2, 2026.  Please note that this list will be updated throughout the day.


  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: The Truth, sent at 10:04 AM (an email originally sent to my older son and forwarded to the OIG Hotline with commentary)

Sunday, February 1, 2026

Preserving America's Jewel in the Crown

 The National Parks are America's jewel in the crown.  They are a national treasure owned by the American people, and one we ought not to relinquish, abandon, or forsake.  Their preservation and independence from the incursion of destructive land management retains for future generations the incalculable gifts of America's wilderness, a safeguarded frontier that we choose never to fully tame.  

Our National Parks lay claim to our sovereignty, both as a nation and as a people, in asserting that the fierce beauty of the country's landscape, like the fierce insistence of the American spirit, will not be readily undone.

Yet at the current time, there are pressures to defund America's National Parks, to remand their management to the states, which can ill afford their administrative requirements for conservation and sustenance, and, ultimately, to sell their mineral, oil, and grazing rights to the private interests of mining companies, energy conglomerates, and ranching interests, whose concerns are private profit, not environmental conservation.

Are America's National Parks a balance sheet, or are they an irreplaceable legacy consisting of a promise to the public, one without which our national character would be indisputably diminished?

I believe they are a promise -- a promise that we as Americans have made to one another.

And I like to keep my promises.

Accordingly, I extend to the Congress of the United States this challenge.

I hereby direct that a non-profit foundation dedicated to the preservation of the National Parks of the United States be created, and I further ask that it be utilized to ensure the preservation and expansion of our National Parks in perpetuity.

The formation of this foundation is contingent upon Congress' yearly public commitment that our National Parks will not be remanded to the states, neglected, abandoned, sold in part or in full, or exploited for non-renewable natural resources.

Not more than five percent of the endowment of the foundation is to be spent in any calendar year on the historic goals of the National Parks, unless valuable acquisitions on which the Board agrees can be added to the National Park system in perpetuity.

Operating costs plus acquisitions should not exceed ten percent of the total value of the endowment in any calendar year.

The foundation is encouraged to invest in non-dollar assets at this time in recognition of inflationary pressures.

The DoD is to be prohibited from constructing any facilities on National Park land, whether above ground or underground, by agreement with Congress, given the risk that these facilities could be utilized by foreign interests, thus contradicting the intention of the National Parks.

The goals of the foundation are to keep the National Parks fully staffed and operational, safe, conserved, open to the public throughout the year, with protection for wildlife, endangered species, unique ecosystems, freedom of related land, air, water, flora and fauna from pollution or contamination, preservation of wildlife corridors, and prevention of widespread wildfire destruction of National Park territory, in addition to expansion of the National Park system through the acquisition of contiguous and non-contiguous lands.

Those charities which should have governing Board positions on the foundation include The Environmental Defense Fund, The Sierra Club, the Nature Conservancy,  the National Parks Conservation Association, the World Wildlife Fund and the Natural Resources Defense Council.

In addition, I would like to assume a seat on the governing Board as president, as I would wish to consider general Board positions in relation to other causes I have funded.

In order to ensure adequate funding for the preservation of the National Parks in perpetuity, as well as to allow their expansion over time, the foundation should be funded with 200 billion dollars from awards extended in my name or affiliated with my identity through my case under the auspices of the OIG Hotline of the U.S. Department of Justice.

Taxes should not apply to the establishment of this non-profit foundation, as they should not apply to the establishment of the non-profit foundation I have specified for the research and development of fusion energy applications for the United States.

Accordingly, I would ask that any attempt to tax the establishment of these foundations be challenged in court.  (Similarly, taxes relating to my gifts to the Smithsonian Institution and PBS should be minimized by all, with the understanding that assessments will be rendered public.)

However, necessary fees for the establishment of this foundation may be drawn conservatively from the foundation's initial assets, ensuring that any such fees are assessed and accounted for publicly in a yearly report and in documentation provided to the Smithsonian Institution pertaining to full records of my case before the Supreme Court.

With the establishment of this foundation intended to ensure the preservation and expansion of the National Parks of the United States, the Congress is assured that conservation efforts regarding America's wilderness and wildlife can endure in perpetuity as a promise to the American people that will never be abandoned.

I will be communicating with the organizations identified above in order to inform them of this allocation, and will forward this documentation to your Office.

I look forward to further communication from the DOJ concerning this commitment to the preservation of America's magnificent gifts to the American public as manifested by the National Parks.

Thank you for your support for the wellbeing of our nation in this critical matter.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams



Testament to An Honorable Kitchen Sink

 


Emails to the OIG Hotline on February 1, 2026

The following emails were sent to the OIG Hotline from lanemacwilliams@gmail.com on January 31, 2026.  Please note that this information will be actively updated throughout the day.  This list may not be complete.

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Preserving America's Jewel in the Crown, sent at 6:26 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Request on Your Behalf; Outreach, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 4:21 PM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re:  Five or More to Result in Coronary Infarction, sent at 9:54 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd:  Notice of Resignation, sent at 8:11 AM Pacific time. (an email  requesting notification of the resignations of particular family members involved in government initiatives)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd:  Request for Your Genuine Thoughts, sent at 7:58 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: ONE, sent at 7:50 AM Pacific time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Renewed Coercion of a Young Man by the FBI, sent at 7:39 AM Pacific time.

Renewed Coercion of a Young Man by the FBI

OIG Hotline, I regret to inform you that my older son xxxxxx agreed to transfer multiple fxxxx into my Portola Valley residence yesterday, with this agreement being reached during what was intended to be his Settlers of Catan game through LxSxxxx.

In return for his cooperation, he was granted healthcare that had been withheld from him for a prolonged period of time by the FBI and its affiliates, even in the face of deadly illnesses the FBI caused him to contract.

Because of my son's choice in this regard, I have suffered renewed fxxx deployments.

As a direct result, several changes need to occur at this time:

1.  Please withhold from xxxxxx any and all access to funds gifted from my accounts until such time as all fxxxx are withdrawn from my family members, pets, my household, my family's vehicles and my own, and myself.

2.  Please withhold from both of my sons and my daughter-in-law any and all access to funds gifted from my accounts in the absence of their final resignations from all government programs, including the Pxxxxxx Program, to include my formal notification of these resignations.  My documentation should have made this requirement clear.

3.  Please note that I will inform my two sons and daughter-in-law that if they do not resign from all government programs on an immediate basis, with formal notification to me within 72 hours, my provision to them will be withdrawn.  The reason for this requirement is that the gap in time between my offer to assist them and their presumptive resignations has allowed their agencies ample opportunity to cause tremendous damage to my family.  This cannot be allowed.

Finally, I will observe that the clear intent with this deployment appears to have been an assault on my sovereignty, my cognitive health, and my cardiovascular health.

Given that I am advocating for the sovereignty of all Americans, the potential impact of this decision is substantial.

I request that all fxxx deployments be withdrawn from my family members, my pets, my household, my family's vehicles and my own, and myself as an urgent priority.

If all specified fxxxx are not withdrawn on an urgent basis, my concerns for the current decision-making for the nation as a whole will, quite understandably, deepen.

I will keep your Office informed of new developments regarding this circumstance.

Thank you for your support in this most important matter.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams