Xxx, there is so much I would wish to say to you, and now that you have been forced to serve as a witness informant against our family members, it seems that so little can actually be said.
Yet, I can write to you, and this is something tangible and true and lasting and good. So, the endeavor must be made.
If I could speak to you frankly, I would say this to you: now you know.
After all of these years of skepticism and doubt, equivocation and uncertainty, -- now you know that I spoke the truth about the FBI's programs of knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting. And now you know how severe and appalling they are, because you yourself have been forced to sign a false statement, alleging that I was somehow "fanciful" and "impertinent" in my interactions with you over the course of our thirty-five years of marriage. Even if you did later recant that false testimony, every small lie is infinitely dangerous. So, you must now comprehend the agonizing circumstances in which you find yourself.
And then you must extend your compassion, and understand how horrifying it has been for our sons and Xxxx to be in that position repeatedly.
Xxx, I am going to speak to you in spiritual terms about this, because these are the most important ones.
Our sons and Xxxx have suffered human trafficking and torture because of the FBI's programs of coercion and harm as a means to force the signing of false witness statements from America's youth. Xxxxxx has suffered electric shock torture repeatedly. Xxxxxx has suffered near drowning repeatedly. Both of them have suffered concussions, rapes, beatings, forced food and water deprivation, forced harm toward others, sovereignty violations, withheld medical care, and myriad other harms as a means of forcing them to falsely attest that I have broken the law somehow, or that you yourself have.
Not to leave anyone out, the FBI has also forced them to falsely report on one another.
If you ask them about any of these events, they will deny them outright. It is a felony violation for them to disclose any of these events to anyone, just as it is now a felony for you yourself to disclose that you have a handler. And the boys' handlers remain in continuous communication with them, day and night, as does Xxxx's.
But I need to say this to you at this juncture: when a loved one conveys to a family member that they have knowledge that another family member is being victimized routinely, with no ability to ask for help, it is incumbent upon the listener to take action, to stand in solidarity with the family as a whole, and to do everything possible to prevent further harm from occurring.
For whatever reason, this compassionate and insistent intervention did not occur when I told you repeatedly about the suffering of our sons.
So now I ask this of you: extend to our sons and Xxxx your spiritual apology. Explain to them that you did not listen when I repeatedly asked for your help in protecting them. Explain that it was easier to pretend that everything was alright than to acknowledge that the FBI was causing our beloved children unconscionable harm. Express that you love them, and that, despite this love, you failed them. And ask for their spiritual forgiveness.
This is the most important conversation you will ever have with our sons, and it should not be neglected, abandoned, interrupted, or denied to you.
Because you know that the boys will be unable to acknowledge the truth of their circumstances, tell them in advance that it is best if they do not immediately reply. Just express that you would appreciate the opportunity to speak without interruption or rebuttal. And then speak from your heart as you have never done before.
They need to hear these words from you, and you need to speak them, in the recognition of our family's unconditional love for one another, of my tireless efforts to convey the truth to you despite your disbelief, and of our genuine benevolence, integrity, honesty and virtue.
I believe in your fortitude in seeking these conversations with our sons individually, and, separately, with Xxxx, at the earliest possible time.
Please understand that Alma Place is not a safe circumstance for Xxxxxx at this time, and until you come to a new understanding of his experiences and his suffering at the hands of an FBI-affiliate agency, he is better protected at home with frequent check-ins from you and all Ring cameras operating in peak condition.
I love you, I believe in your ability to express your deepest remorse to Xxxxxx, Xxxxxx, and Xxxx, and I hope you will find a way to tell me about these conversations, given their deep and lasting importance for the trust within our family.
Be strong, be courageous, and be humble before these beloved young men who now need you on their side, as does Xxxx.
I hope we will be allowed to speak to one another again without demands for false witness statements being imposed upon you, as has been the case previously.
And I hope you're well,
Lane
