My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Saturday, March 14, 2026

Listening to Lawful and Honorable Outreach

1.  Are the threats you are currently receiving from the FBI based on well-grounded information or on disinformation?

Answer:  This is always a judgement call, and the truth is that it's exceptionally difficult to tell the difference.  This is where judgment and insight are key in critical assessments.

2.  You are receiving apparent FBI threats of home invasion based on reported claims by Txx Lxxxx that there will be a large scale disaster if the FBI is held to account regarding your case.  Is that true?

Answer:  The FBI always threatens a large scale disaster when they are being held accountable.  In their view, the potential exposure of their culpability is an existential threat.  And this is part of the institutional culture which was defined most notably under J. Edgar Hoover, who was not a paragon of psychological stability.

I have not claimed that all aspects of investigative reports due to me are able to be shared publicly.  What I have said is that reports need to be disclosed to me in full at this time, at which point confidentiality needs of the FBI can be discussed.

3.  Will the Supreme Court's ruling that reports must be provided to you now be upheld, as should have occurred previously?

Answer:  I believe it will occur now, yes.

4.  There are those who seem to be panicked at that inevitability.

Answer:  Panic is not called for.  Communication is called for.  That means that those who would wish to address this case, including the history of this case, should reach out to me honorable and lawfully through an intermediary.

5.  There are those who seem to be concerned about questions of their legacies.  

Answer:  Again, people should not be panicking over their concerns.  They should be engaging in honorable and lawful outreach.

6.  Isn't the problem so often that certain positions of power within the United States carry with them the prerogative to commit first degree murder against highly honorable American citizens instead of engaging in honorable and lawful outreach?

Answer:  Well, I think the question is aptly put.

When a President of the United States asks the three letter agencies for the full range of options in addressing a particular problem, some of the preferred solutions are going to involve unjustified harm.

All kinds of challenges are opened up by bad decision-making early on.

Some individuals will go to any lengths not to have their mistakes disclosed, even in a limited setting.

Then we can potentially see astounding plans of aggression emerge, when wiser individuals would simply ask an intermediary to initiate a dialogue.

7.  To what extent are your political beliefs influenced or shaped by misjudgments by any given leader?

Answer:  People are individuals, and, particularly in the face of some of the challenges we are currently encountering in a global context, we need to evaluate people based on their own unique and specific choices -- including the way they choose to address any mistakes that may occur.

So, in answer to your question, I try not to be so fragile that any one individual could change my whole world view.

Rather, I try to be receptive to new information regarding individual leadership, initiatives, outreach and resolution.

 8.  But you want to receive the investigative reports in their entirety.

Answer:  I do.  It's only in receiving the reports in their entirety that I can perceive the best possible outcome regarding issues of the long term sovereignty of Americans, alongside the sovereignty of the nation as a whole.

People may have different ideas about the best possible outcomes, and I would like to hear from them.

9.  But none of the best possible outcomes involves the loss of your family members' lives or your own.

Answer:  That's resoundingly true.  

10.  What is the status of your car at this time, which has allegedly suffered tampering with the adaptive cruise control in a manner that could cause an accident entirely outside of your control?

Answer:  I have a Mercedes Benz EQS 450 4Matic, and the car receives automatic software updates from Mercedes Benz.  

Now the FBI appears to allege that the latest software update includes a hack of the operating system in a manner that is intended to cause a severe accident.

11.  Has Mercedes Benz been responsive to you regarding this allegation?

Answer:  Not at all, unfortunately.  I am waiting for Mercedes Benz to either give me a written guarantee that I will suffer no harm whatsoever from alterations to the vehicle or to re-acquire the car -- one or the other.

If I don't receive an answer promptly, I will begin placing all my correspondence with Mercedes Benz online.

12.  Could you simply sell the car to another buyer?

Answer:  Not given the allegations of harm to the safety of the vehicle, no.

13.  Was your husband's car also compromised in a similar manner?

Answer:  This is unknown to me.

14.  Your family members and your pets are still alright as of this moment?

Answer:  There are apparent FBI threats of a plane accident toward my younger son and daughter-in-law, along with alleged threats to kill my two dogs and/or cat.  But we're still here!

15.  Will you please keep in close contact with us to offer updates on a regular basis?

Answer:  Of course.  Yes.

16.  Thank you for speaking with us this afternoon.

Answer:  You are most welcome.

Lane MacWilliams

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