My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Tuesday, November 15, 2022

Updated November 16, 2022: FedEx to OIG Hotline Investigations Division with Supporting Documentation of Lying By Mr. Jay Gans

Updated:  FedEx tracking number 390690180619, with scheduled delivery to OIG Hotline on November 16, 2022.




OIG Hotline investigators, my husband is FedEx-ing 32 pages to you this afternoon, including seventeen pages of more detailed email documentation of lying by Mr. Jay Gans.  There is also a fifteen page document which constitutes my home insurance application to MPIUA for my family home at 40 Gansett Rd., Woods Hole, MA.

The manila envelope being sent to you is closed with four security seals of the numbers NO1977436, NO1977435, NO1977434, and NO1977433.

Photographs of these applied seals follow herewith:




I will include tracking information here as soon as it is made available to me.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.




Lane MacWilliams


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