My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, March 2, 2023

Long Walk to Freedom

OIG Hotline, please be informed that I have resumed reading Nelson Mandela's autobiography,  Long Walk to Freedom, aloud to my son each day.

Obviously, Mr. Mandela's experience, language, opinions, choices, and affiliations were his own and no one else's.

My stalker has suggested that certain language within this narrative continues to be co-opted by far right FBI personnel as evidence of "radicalism," "Communism," "socialism," criminality or an approval of violence.

I harbor none of these views.

I am simply reading a book about an extraordinary man who believed in civil liberties and human rights for all South Africans.

My own beliefs support civil discourse and peaceful engagement as necessary principles in the nurturing and sustenance of our democracy.

Free speech, the open exchange of ideas, the right to peaceful assembly, the freedom to access literature such as Long Walk to Freedom without being mischaracterized -- these are freedoms I hope that we, as Americans, will reclaim.

During Nelson Mandela's decades of imprisonment on Robben Island, he read extensively -- a freedom of the mind which no doubt fostered his ongoing intellectual and spiritual evolution, and spared him from the bitterness which might otherwise have consumed him.

Here is a loving photograph of his books from that time period:


Hopefully, when we, as Americans, read books, we do so in the same spirit that Nelson Mandela read so extensively:  in a search for insight, perspective, growth, and wisdom.

He was no doubt edified by that process.  Perhaps we might find ourselves ennobled as well.




Lane MacWilliams

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