My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Monday, March 3, 2025

Why the True Story of the USA Gymnasts Was Never Told: How the FBI's Corrupt System of Background Checks Wrongfully Justified the Molestation of America's Children

 OIG Hotline, America as a whole was incensed over the FBI's conduct toward the USA gymnasts.  Two FBI agents, Jay Abbot and Michael Langeman, falsified the witness statements of many USA gymnasts who had been abused by Dr. Larry Nassar, mischaracterizing these young victims as unstable, unreliable, and "making no logical sense."

Why did they do that?  Why was the investigation into Larry Nassar suppressed for seventeen months?  What was the FBI perpetrating in this case and what was the agency's real intent?  Why weren't the FBI agents involved immediately fired and charged?  Why was justice so inadequate to the scope and seriousness of this crime by FBI personnel?

In a word, background checks.

Some of the critical elements that never reached the public view during Larry Nassar's trial involved the fact that Dr. Nassar was an FBI "informant" who was knowingly allowing his abuse of his victims to be filmed, and with the FBI's full awareness and participation, under the national "background checks" program.

Presumably, although this is difficult for honorable people to imagine, there is a market for films of innocent children and young women being molested by an abuser in the guise of a trusted physician.  The FBI understands this market and is ready and willing to exploit it, apparently, and at the cost of the innocence and good faith of America's most hopeful and talented youth.  The FBI was, in every sense of the term, trafficking the USA gymnasts in ways they could not imagine and still have not grasped.

Was the FBI selling films of the USA gymnasts' molestation on the dark web?  How was it distributing them?  Who received those films and who sent them?  These are questions to which we need answers, even today.

When the USA gymnasts sued the FBI for a partial list of the agency's crimes against them, the FBI quickly offered them one billion dollars never to mention the matter publicly again.

I would hope the lawyer for the USA gymnasts did not allow related but undiscovered crimes of the agency to be swept up into that agreement.  Because the FBI maintains separate and equally stunning liability for having filmed the molestation of these girls and young women with the false justification that they were "unstable" and "required surveillance."

Once again, our nation is confronting an agency which is raping and trafficking our most promising children, just as it has raped and trafficked my own.

So, I must ask, is there any circumstance under which this is acceptable to the American public?  Is there any condition under which the American people are prepared to accept such conduct from this failed institution?

I think not.

Has anyone ever wondered why Larry Nassar always wore such a sad sack expression when he was filmed in court?  He looked like he had been betrayed, didn't he?  He looked like he was the one who had been grievously wronged, didn't he?

Good people, the difficult truth is that the FBI aggregated the films of Larry Nassar's molestation of the USA gymnasts onto a hard drive, placed his name on the drive itself, and planted it within his curbside trash, where it was promptly picked up by an investigating authority with FBI guidance.

At that point, the FBI, fearing for its own reputation, had decided to disavow Larry Nassar, and so, agency personnel simply tossed the evidence curbside in order to neatly and conclusively seal his conviction.

That's why Larry Nassar looks like he has just swallowed a Basset Hound whenever we see him in photographs.

One minute he was working for his good friends within the FBI, child traffickers all.  And he was being paid for his membership in this concealed social club of predators, no less -- paid from the National Treasury for his work in conducting "background checks," if readers are not yet indignant enough by this point in the sordid tale.

The next minute, Larry Nassar was facing a lifetime of prison for his crimes against the innocent, all of which had been caught on film in a manner he was bound by his informant agreements not to disclose, except if asked in a court of law.

Good people, no one asked.

And what were the "background checks" focused on?  Friends and fellow Americans, the so-called "background checks" being conducted by child predator Larry Nassar for the FBI were focused on the destruction of the innocence of the USA gymnasts on film, which served the voyeuristic and sadistic interests of those within the FBI who believe that our  children's souls can be bought and sold, targeted, defamed, traded, molested, abused, raped, and trafficked at the contemptuous dictates of those FBI personnel who view the public with nothing but disdain, cynicism, and the mandate to exploit.

Is this conduct good enough for our worthy children, our worthy young people, our worthy nation, our worthy world?

Are we really satisfied with an FBI that insists on raping and trafficking the nation's future in the form of our most precious and meaningful gift -- our children?

Are we truly apathetic about the FBI's attempted concealment of its filming and exploitation of the rape and abuse of those who will inherit our nation's leadership in years to come?

Are we genuinely sanguine about the FBI's devouring for profit the innocence that sustains our hope, our faith, and our commitment to strive for the freedoms of generations to follow us?

No, no, no, and no.

Never in my lifetime, and never in yours.

The FBI should not be raping, abusing and trafficking America's youth.  Nor should it be filming that horror in a sadistic gratification of its prurient objectives.

Does anyone have the courage to suggest that Larry Nassar should be placed under oath and asked a long series of questions about his alleged hard drive and how it came to be discovered?  How about a long series of questions about his handler, the length of their acquaintanceship, and the distribution of those molestation films by FBI personnel and affiliates online?

Does anyone have the courage to contact the lawyer for the USA gymnasts and politely ask whether he knew any of these details during the trial of Larry Nassar, and if not, why the FBI felt it was the agency's right to conceal them?

Good people, I think the American people deserve to hear the full story with regard to the FBI's crimes toward the USA gymnasts, because this narrative represents the agency's intent to victimize all of our children in perpetuity.

Rise up, America.

It's time to let the FBI know what you think of its indefensible acts toward those we cherish most.  Without your judgement rendered loud and clear, the FBI does not intend to relent, to pause, or to apologize for these crimes.  Rather, it intends to expand upon them until no one is left unaffected.

I speak with righteous indignation, with justified anger, and with unyielding mettle when I say no more.

The FBI must now acknowledge its indefensible crimes toward all of us as Americans.

And the FBI must begin to apologize.

 Most sincerely,





Lane MacWilliams

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