My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Tuesday, April 23, 2024

Documentation of Lane MacWilliams' Wifi Access, April 23, April 26, 2024, etc.

 8:21 AM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to make a donation.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 8:29 AM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

10:47 AM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Conducted online research and made two phone calls regarding FOIA.

Checked Amazon and email.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 1:19 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

1:41 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Purchased cables, locks, alarms, etc. on Amazon.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 5:47 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

6:13 AM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to update the OIG Hotline via email.

Sent an email to the OIG Hotline and Concerned Others at 7:06 AM.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 7:27 AM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

3:03 PM on April 26, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Worked all day to prepare for a trip to Stanford ER, which was accomplished only in the early evening.

Packed computer without completing this log or logging off of Wifi, as I was anticipating a longer hospital stay.

Opened MacBook Air at 9:47 AM on Sunday, April 28, 2024 to complete this log.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 9:52 AM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

1:58 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Sent an email to my older son regarding a short story he had written.

Copied my response to my younger son.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 3:24 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

12:39 AM on April 29, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 2:15 AM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

3:32 AM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to check email.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 6:16 AM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

1:01 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to check email regarding a Zoom call beginning at 1:00 PM.

Checked email and Amazon.

Composed a letter on GoogleDocs, but, given the hack of my computer, I was unable to print it.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 9:41 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

2:17 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air on April 30, 2024 in order to look up some home maintenance companies.

Called a septic tank cleaning service, (650) 679-2913, due to the fact that I was so uncomfortable about the behavior of Menlo Park Septic Tank Cleaning when they came out to the house a few months ago.  They did not sound particularly professional, however, so I told them I would check with my husband and call them back.

Texted my husband to suggest that we have a septic tank cleaning inspection, because there was so much uncertainty surrounding the thoroughness of the job done by Menlo Park Septic Tank Cleaning.

Documented that text within my email accounts and sent this to the attention of the OIG Hotline.

Called another septic tank cleaning company, Caccia Plumbing, at (650) 530-6100 only to discover that they do not perform this service.

Subsequently called Ryan's Pumping Service (408) 763-0914 and left a message with a request for a callback.

I will document this online log through my gmail accounts as well.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 3:50 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

May 1, 2024 12:10 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Evaluated Falmouth/Woods Hole bills due to day.

Checked Amazon and email.

Prepared communications for the OIG Hotline.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 6:17 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

9:31 AM on May 2, 2024, Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to hire a septic tank inspector.

Hired a company to come to my home for service on May 10, 2024.

Documented the call and my commentary afterwards for the OIG Hotline within my gmail accounts.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 10:59 AM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

12:07 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.  Checked email and Amazon.

Ordered two gas masks due to the fact that the particulate count within my first floor at my residence is still extremely hazardous.  I don't know how my husband's breathing may be affected, but I want him to have the option of protecting his lungs.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 12:28 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

2:28 PM  on May 2, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Researched testing for Chloropicrin and ordered some XAD-4 tubes, as per OSHA guidelines, forwarding all details to OIG Hotline.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 5:00 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

3:30 PM on May 3, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Checked Amazon and email.

Took notes.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 7:13 PM.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

10:37 PM on May 3, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Sent communications to the OIG Hotline through my gmail account.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 12:12 AM on May 4, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

1:13AM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Reviewed Spotify on laptop, without volume.  There appeared to be repeated references to a song entitled "Death of the First Born," leading me to fear for my eldest son with regard to the extensive forced overdose threats of which I am in receipt.  Yet, there appear to be threats to DM and MG as well.

(Please note that there were also, out of several hundred songs reviewed, perhaps three foreign language titles in a languate I did not recognize, screenshot, save, or attempt to translate.)

Because Spotify appears to be a conduit for FBI threats, and because I no longer have access to my cell phone, I am endeavoring to monitor active concerns as they arise.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 2:45 AM on May 4, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

May 4, 2024 at 6:41 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Checked Amazon and email.

Composed email to the attention of the OIG Hotline and forwarded it to the U.S. Attorney's Office.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 9:14 PM on May 4, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

Shortly after 12:30 AM on Sunday, May 5, 2024, I signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to document allegations about my youngest son within gmails to the OIG Hotline.  Communications to this Office were sent at 12:10 AM, 12:27 AM, 12:34 AM and 12:44 AM.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 12:50 AM on May 5, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams


1:22 AM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to document new cell phone information for the OIG Hotline.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 1:30 AM on May 5, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

8:46 AM on May 5, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Prepared documentation for the OIG Hotline through my gmail accounts.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 12:39 PM on May 5, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

2:35 PM on May 5, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Checked Amazon.

Checked Spotify without playing volume.  Did not notice any foreign language titles.

Documented recent FBI threats allegedly pertaining to H5N1, both through email and on my blog.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 4:23 PM on May 5, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

5:42 PM on May 6, 2024 Opened computer MacBook Air to discover that a third party had already connected the Wifi to this device without my participation or consent.

This is to document that I have not used my computer all day.

Prepared a number of communications sent to the attention of the OIG Hotline through lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 9:02 PM on May 6, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

1:09 AM on May 7, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Composed several emails sent to the attention of the OIG Hotline.

Checked Amazon.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 6:30 AM on May 7, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

11:12 AM on May 7, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Reviewed Amazon and email, preparing a number of communications for the OIG Hotline.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 4:25 PM on May 7, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

5:16 PM on May 7, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Prepared blog posts. Checked email and Amazon.  Sent multiple emails to the attention of the OIG Hotline.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 6:15 PM on May 7, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

6:43 PM on May 7, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Purchased locks and batteries on Amazon due to greater need to secure house in my absence.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 7:47 PM on May 7, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

10:04 AM on May 8, 2024 I opened my MacBook Air only to find that my Wifi GSQ3 had already been activated by a third party unknown to me.  This is the first time I have used my computer since 7:47 PM yesterday evening.

Prepared documentation for the OIG Hotline.

Purchased a few security items on Amazon, in addition to a food item.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 8:30 PM on May 8, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

8:35 PM May 9, 2024 Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Wrote two emails concerning FBI threats of law enforcement raid at my property.

Checked Amazon and Spotify (no volume).

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 9:30 PM on May 9, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

May 11, 2024 9:24 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air in order to document a health concern within my gmail account, sent to the attention of the OIG Hotline.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 10:00 PM on May 11, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

May 12, 2024 12:50 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Placed notification of plan to retrieve mail today on my blog.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 12:57 PM on May 12, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

8:47 PM Signed onto Wifi GSQ3 with MacBook Air.

Sent communications to the attention of the OIG Hotline.

Posted blog entry.

This is to confirm that all of my activities, communications, conduct, purchases, subscriptions, viewing, and intentions, online and everywhere else, have been and continue to be lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

I hereby contest the claims of any person who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully, and categorically false.

I am logging off of Wifi GSQ3 with my MacBook Air at 11:52 PM on May 12, 2024.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams



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