My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, March 2, 2023

Long Walk to Freedom

OIG Hotline, please be informed that I have resumed reading Nelson Mandela's autobiography,  Long Walk to Freedom, aloud to my son each day.

Obviously, Mr. Mandela's experience, language, opinions, choices, and affiliations were his own and no one else's.

My stalker has suggested that certain language within this narrative continues to be co-opted by far right FBI personnel as evidence of "radicalism," "Communism," "socialism," criminality or an approval of violence.

I harbor none of these views.

I am simply reading a book about an extraordinary man who believed in civil liberties and human rights for all South Africans.

My own beliefs support civil discourse and peaceful engagement as necessary principles in the nurturing and sustenance of our democracy.

Free speech, the open exchange of ideas, the right to peaceful assembly, the freedom to access literature such as Long Walk to Freedom without being mischaracterized -- these are freedoms I hope that we, as Americans, will reclaim.

During Nelson Mandela's decades of imprisonment on Robben Island, he read extensively -- a freedom of the mind which no doubt fostered his ongoing intellectual and spiritual evolution, and spared him from the bitterness which might otherwise have consumed him.

Here is a loving photograph of his books from that time period:


Hopefully, when we, as Americans, read books, we do so in the same spirit that Nelson Mandela read so extensively:  in a search for insight, perspective, growth, and wisdom.

He was no doubt edified by that process.  Perhaps we might find ourselves ennobled as well.




Lane MacWilliams

Wednesday, March 1, 2023

UPDATE: Correspondence with San Mateo County Planner Camille Leung

UPDATE:  Camille Leung's contact information is as follows:

Senior Planner, 455 County Center, Redwood City, CA. 94063.  Phone:  (650) 363-1826. Email:  cleung@smcgov.org.

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OIG Hotline, please assist Ms. Leung by contacting her prior to her decision point on San Mateo County project #PLN2022-00333, which she identifies as next week.

If Ms. Leung knows that an investigation into this matter is forthcoming, she is much more likely to withhold her approval of the project.

Thank you for all intervention you can extend regarding this matter.

In gratitude,




Lane MacWilliams

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Email sent from: cleung@smcgov.org. To: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com. Date: March 1, 2023 at 2:46 PM

The County has not approved this project yet.  I can wait till next week.  As I mentioned, I will provide you with the decision letter which is subject to appeal.

Camille Leung

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Email sent from: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com.  To: cleung@smcgov.org. Date: March 1, 2023 at 3:41 PM

Thank you for your response, Ms. Leung.

If I were in your position, I would have many questions concerning possible attempts by far right FBI personnel to interfere with municipal planning within San Mateo County.

The implications of County personnel accepting compensation from Infragard in return for following agency directives are far-reaching.

You should be aware that I do not believe it will be possible for me to file an appeal of PLN2022-00333 should you elect to approve it.

Rather, I am asking you to withhold approval of this project until the Office of the Inspector General Hotline of the U.S. Department of Justice is able to fully characterize FBI malfeasance in this matter.

The protection of lives and property within San Mateo County from the plans of corrupt federal law enforcement officials in this instance falls to you -- not the Board of Supervisors, the Governor, or policy makers at the national level.

Part of being a San Mateo County public servant is recognizing the important of your protective role for San Mateo County residents.

Far right factions of the FBI may not care if their affiliates destroy the property and home of an FBI whistleblower and her neighbors through the arson and wildfire that have been extensively threatened in connection with this project.  But the residents of San Mateo County do care.

I urge you to take the principled stance and withhold approval of PLN2022-00333.

Your full ethical engagement in this matter is appreciated.

Sincerely, 

Lane MacWilliams

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Email sent to: jballon@stanford.edu.  From:  lanemacwilliams@gmail.com. Date: March 1, 2023 at 2:24 PM

Re: Pituitary MRI

Dr. Ballon, it appears that the radiology report for Graham's February 18, 2023 MRI exam may have been compromised.  Certain aspects of the documentation appear to have been falsified, and it is not immediately possible to ascertain the extent of those falsifications.

I believe that this matter will be investigated thoroughly, but in the meantime, I am focused on obtaining an objective MRI for Graham -- one that will assist us in determining his diagnosis and in establishing an appropriate treatment plan.

Are you able to write an order for a pituitary MRI without contrast that we can extend to medical facilities outside of Stanford, please?

It will be important for us to have flexibility in determining the provider of this study.

I would appreciate your support in this matter.

Thank you,

Lane MacWilliams

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Tuesday, February 28, 2023

An Transcribed Conversation with Stanford Hospital's Lead Radiology Librarian

OIG Hotline investigators, following herewith are two excerpts from a conversation I had today, February 28, 2023, beginning at 10:45 AM, with Stanford Hospital's Lead Radiology Librarian, "Andrea."

Lane MacWilliams:  It is my understanding that when one is reading a radiology report under General Information -- this is from Stanford Medicine -- under General Information, there is "Ordered by" and then the physician.  And the next line says "Collected on" and gives a date and time that corresponds to the date and time of the test itself.  Is that your understanding?

Andrea:  That is my understanding.

(Later in the same conversation)

Lane MacWilliams:  The truth of this matter is that "Collected on" gives the date and time that corresponds to the actual date and time of the test.  

Andrea:  That is my understanding.

Lane MacWilliams:  That is my understanding, too.

Is Online Identity Impersonation Still Being Perpetrated From 21 and 35 Vista Verde Way?

1.  What information have you received regarding the question of whether your stalker and his cohort have vacated their possible residence at 21 and 35 Vista Verde Way?

Answer:  The information I received is as follows:  "Boys Decide to Stay."


2.  Do you have any other indication that he and his cohort are still nearby?

Answer:  A sophisticated drone still appears to be launched from 21 Vista Verde Way each evening, after which it appears to survey my property and home for several hours prior to returning to the same location. In addition, there are other observable signs that these homes are still occupied.

3.  As a result, do you believe that online identity impersonation through "Wifi piggybacking" is still being perpetrated from these properties?

Answer:  It appears to be entirely possible. 

4.  What can you do to protect yourself from false accusations?

Answer:  I am logging all of my online activities on my gmail account, lanemacwillilams@gmail.com.  And my husband has ordered the necessary router to allow us to connect to the internet through a Cat 5 connection, avoiding Wifi altogether.

5.  When will your Cat 5 system be up and running?

Answer:  My hope is that we will succeed in making this change within one week.  But I will update this blog with regard to the details of this timing.

6.  What are the other risks of having Special Forces personnel residing nearby when you may have been defined as a "high value target"?

Answer:  Plentiful, I would say, especially when that proximity is combined with surveillance capability.  I have received messages threatening home invasion planned for the period of time when I am in the shower.  I have received messages that my cellar door is unlocked, only to discover that it is.  I have received messages that a window has been left open somewhere in the house -- only to find that the claim is true.  

7.  The implication seems to be that you and your home are being constantly assessed for vulnerabilities to home invasion.

Answer:  Yes, it does.  And the effect of this level of predation is constant vigilance.

8.  What would it take for you to begin to feel comfortable and safe within your own home again?

Answer:  All surveillance devices and DEWs would need to be removed -- something we had hoped TSCM would accomplish.  

9.  TSCM not only did not remove devices.  The potential exists that "Ivan Vikin" added surveillance devices during his visit, in addition to the possibility that he removed at least one item of clothing from your master bedroom closet.

Answer:  That is possible, yes.

10.  Beyond the removal of all surveillance devices and DEWs, what is required to feel safe within your neighborhood?

Answer:  It would help to have an assurance that Special Forces personnel have vacated this area.  But when the secrecy of these groups has been systematized, it appears that their movements are difficult to verify.  They seem to be answering to themselves or to Russian-affiliated organized crime in the form of my stalker.  When the "boys decide to stay," it doesn't sound as though they are consulting a superior officer.

11.  You wonder about the extent to which some of these Special Forces deployments within the Pentagon's Signature Reduction Program are deconstructing chain-of-command.

Answer:  I do.  I think we need to ask about the extent to which some of these groups are answerable only to themselves.  Are they functioning as rogue groups, independent of any meaningful oversight?  Perhaps, other than being assigned an objective, they are left entirely to their own devices?  

12.  What would be the perils for American society if that were true?

Answer:  Extensive.  The implication would be that the military could deploy Special Forces personnel against the law-abiding American public and further, that it could do so secretly, without supervision, records of communications, or chain-of-command responsibility.  That's close to a recipe for totalitarian control over a society.

13.  If that has occurred through the Signature Reduction Program and/or the Phoenix Program, how can we reclaim the civil liberties and human rights of the law-abiding American public?

Answer:  President Biden is capable of returning civil liberties and human rights to the American people.  The endeavor is complex, but I have absolute faith that, as our gifted Commander in Chief, he can succeed in this.

14.  Do you hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct?

Answer:  I do.



Lane MacWilliams

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The FBI is a deeply divided agency.  There are many FBI employees who view their vows to the Constitution with the utmost seriousness and honor, and who strive to defend the fundamentals of our democracy with courage, fortitude and commitment.  The fact that some segments of the FBI appear to have embraced a lawless course is not a justification to assail the FBI in general.  The safety of FBI agents should be protected, just as the safety of the American citizenry should be protected.  As President Joseph R. Biden has so rightly expressed, violence is never justified in any circumstance.  The rule of law must always be honored and upheld.  It is our shared determination to preserve the civil liberties and human rights of ALL AMERICANS that renders the United States a democracy.  We must never abandon this promise.  All of our most cherished freedoms depend upon it.  

Monday, February 27, 2023

Is Bryan Apple a Real Person?

1.  Is Bryan Apple of MROSD a real person?

Answer:  I don't think so.  No.

2.  Why do you say that?

Answer:  "Bryan" appeared on the internet quite suddenly, and his digital footprint lacks breadth.  I think he represents a fake identity intended to shield MROSD from the malfeasance concerns its Board no doubt raised with the FBI personnel who approached them.  These are likely honest and genuine people who are loathe to play games with the public trust that has been extended to them.

3.  Will Camille Leung approve PLN2022-00333 tomorrow?

Answer:  I don't have that information, but I hope that she and MROSD and the Planning Commission will join together in their concern for San Mateo County residents in withholding approval for this project.

4.  Might they be concerned about the suggestion of corruption through Infragard compensation if they forge ahead?

Answer:  I cannot speculate, except to say that I think those concerns would be well-founded.

5.  What does it signify when far right FBI personnel are attempting to gain access to the property of an FBI whistleblower through a project such as this?

Answer:  To me, it signifies that there are likely systems of predation toward FBI whistleblowers that allow for significant funding and flexibility of approach.

6.  Does all of that strike you as unconstitutional?

Answer:  It does.

7.  Does it seem to you to be anti-democratic?

Answer:  It does.

8.  Does it appear to cast far right FBI personnel in the role of organized crime?

Answer:  It does.

9.  What questions does it lead you to ask?

Answer:  How can we protect our municipalities from bribes extended by corrupt FBI personnel?  How can individual citizens protect themselves from aggressive far right segments of the FBI who are repeatedly attempting to cause them harm?  How can the friends and family members of FBI whistleblowers be protected from unlawful coercion by their FBI handlers?

10.  You are receiving many threats at this time.  What are the most prevalent among them?

Answer:  Home invasion.  Unjustified law enforcement raid.  Kidnapping.  DEW assault.  HAARP.   Sniping.  Car bomb.  Letter or package bomb.  Carbon monoxide poisoning.  Physical harm of my family members and friends.  The list is fairly extensive.

11.  What does this tell you?

Answer:  That I may have stumbled across a system of federal law enforcement predation toward the law-abiding American public which has been previously hidden from view.

12.  A system that is profitable for many.

Answer:  By definition.  Yes.  Falsified law enforcement reporting as perpetrated by far right members of the FBI justifies billion-dollar programs of surveillance toward the law-abiding American public.  But our whole society needs to pause when harm toward innocents becomes profitable.

13.  And why is that?

Answer:  Because certain things are more important than profit.  Strength of character, integrity, courage, honesty and benevolence chief among them.

14.  Do you hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct?

Answer:  I do.  




Lane MacWilliams

Sunday, February 26, 2023

My Husband Retrieved Acceptable Mail from Our Locked Mailbox This Evening

February 26, 2023

OIG Hotline investigators, just prior to 7:00 PM this evening, my husband retrieved acceptable mail from our locked mailbox, ensured that the Jim Mellano/AFE letter remains in place and unopened beneath two heavy books within the enclosure, replaced the interior alarm, and replaced the exterior seal over the lock, while filming his progress the entire time with the body cam I have conveyed to your ownership.

This process was successful, and the Jim Mellano/AFE letter remains undisturbed.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.




Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline investigators, my husband will soon retrieve acceptable mail from our mailbox, leaving the Jim Mellano letter in place, unopened, as previously described.

I will update this post as soon as that process is complete.




Lane MacWilliams