My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, September 1, 2022

UPDATE: Documentation of Ken MacWilliams' Upcoming Dinner With Graduate School Friends

September 2, 2022

UPDATE:  I am informed that the FBI handler of Mark McCord directed that he cancel this dinner yesterday following the publishing of this post.  

That news is interesting, given that I didn't previously know Mark McCord was serving as an FBI informant, alongside others in this group.

This gathering was postponed by one week.

I will simply observe once again that the very notion that "friends" should be taking pay from Infragard to report on one another is highly dystopian.

This represents a serious ethical wrong that is designed to destroy the essence of trust within long-standing friendships and communities.

The FBI's ethos of "disrupt, discredit, and divide," undermines the very fabric of a healthy nation.

Is this the FBI's intent?  

Or is it Vladimir Putin's intent as manifested by those far right infiltrators within the agency?

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September 1, 2022

This evening, my husband Ken MacWilliams will meet for a restaurant dinner with his colleagues from graduate school -- Glenn and Paul Carey, Tom Newman, Mark McCord, and Gideon Yoffe.

What is unsettling for me about this event?

Paul Carey, Gideon Yofee, and possibly others, so I am told, have been "recruited" as FBI "informants" to supply the FBI with "reporting" on these dinners for the FBI.

Given the FBI's egregious falsehoods concerning my husband, alongside the agency's demonstrated capability of coercing falsified reporting from informants, it is frightening for me to have family members engaging in any exposure whatsoever to those who are taking pay in return for their signatures tendered to the FBI.

As an agency, the FBI is extremely poor at acknowledging malfeasance.

Instead, the agency tends to double down in an attempt to justify its wrongs toward the law-abiding public.

The FBI has, so I am informed, falsely accused my husband (who is the most honorable, loyal, and law-abiding American one could ever hope to meet) of everything from "espionage" to "terrorism."  Those falsehoods are of tremendous import to my family, and I am of the belief that their perpetrators should be held fully accountable.

Yet, my stalker constantly threatens to direct the FBI to lie about social gatherings like this evening's -- in falsely claiming that there was some "national security incident" while the friends were talking.  The aim seems to be one of falsely justifying a law enforcement raid on our residence, with, so I am told, an intended violent outcome.

So, this is distressing.

Friends should not be taking pay to report falsehoods about friends.  Family should not be taking pay to report falsehoods about family.  These types of denunciations have been found in totalitarian police states the world over, and they are highly indicative of extensive corruption within law enforcement.

I think it's necessary for us to recognize the patterns of FBI malfeasance through falsified reporting in the Nationwide Suspicious Activity Reporting Initiative and the FBI's affiliated "target of interest" program.

And I think it's necessary for us to say no to that malfeasance.

The FBI has an important role to play in America as a law enforcement agency that is strictly committed to truth-telling, not a secret police that is terrorizing the law-abiding American public with falsified law enforcement reporting in search of a payoff.

My husband will be recording his entire dinner tonight at my request in order to protect us against false claims.

Yet friends sharing dinner together in a functioning democracy should not have to conduct themselves with a fear and guardedness wrought by corrupt far-right agents within the FBI.

The FBI past prevarications have already served as quite an indictment of several of the agency's current programs.  

But the FBI's lies about my family should stop here and now while we come to terms with what FBI corruption by far-right interests means to the future of our democracy.


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