Lane von Herzen: Content Restricted to OIG Hotline Investigations Division: Ken MacWilliams' Testament to Lane MacWilliams' Parenting

My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.

Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Content Restricted to OIG Hotline Investigations Division: Ken MacWilliams' Testament to Lane MacWilliams' Parenting

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Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline investigators, I mentioned to my husband Ken MacWilliams that FBI personnel may be extending pressure to others to lie about my parenting.

In response, he kindly wrote the following testament:

The following text is transcribed herewith for ease of reading:

May 8, 2022 Happy Mother's Day Woman of My Dreams

Is it any wonder that our miraculous Dogwood trees are blossoming on Mother's Day?.... and that our magical Cherry blossom trees blossomed on your birthday?! ..... The blossoming spirits of this card come directly from the life spirit and joy of our beginning Eden of creation -- an Eden for the beautiful, courageous animals of our world, and an Eden for our beautify, courageous family. Enjoy your Mother's Day Beautiful Woman of My Dreams -- I feel it a miracle we found each other, and our children are so lucky to have such a courageous, loving, adoring Mother. You are cherished, adored and loved.

Xxxxooooxxx - K

May 8, 2021

Happy Mother's Day Wonderful Woman of my Dreams!

Yes, "Always believe something wonderful is about to happen!" .... or, alternatively, "...several wonderful things are about to happen!" ... magical trees with the magical birds they attract, the magical fruit that they will create ... and the magical creative thoughts and writings that they inspire. The beginnings of an Eden -- of life, of healing spirit, and of creation.

Enjoy your day, Jarling Person -- I feel so lucky that we found each other, and our children are so lucky to have the most loving, adoring Mother. I love you, adore you, and cherish you madly.

Xxxxooooxxxx - K

May 2020

Jarling! -- Happy Mother's Day

Note the much nicer tricycle, complete with handle-bar streamers, that the girl has ... as opposed to the boy's hand-me-down vehicle.

The phrase "so nice we ran into each other" does not begin to capture how lucky I feel to have found you, that we found each other. You are the Most Amazing Woman -- woman of My Dreams(!) -- that I could ever have hoped for -- riding that tricycle so many years ago.

Our magical children have the most wondrous, loving, fiercely protective Mother anyone could wish for. Enjoy your day, Jarling Person -- you are loved and adored and lusted after and cherished more than you know.

*xoxxxx*xxoxox - K