My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Wednesday, May 7, 2025

The Apology the FBI Now Owes My Family

The following is a transcript of a text conversation with my older son this afternoon, May 7, 2025.  It is significant because the FBI has knowingly lied about my sons' orientation and conduct in an attempt to absolve itself of human trafficking crimes against my children and against America's youth as a whole.

The FBI has prevented me from providing recent texts to the OIG Hotline, although I will endeavor to send original screenshots of this material again this evening.

Proper names are here redacted.

Even so, the FBI appears to currently be extending threats to my son of staged suicide, kidnapping, ketamine overdose during law enforcement encounter, forced trafficking, brain damage through various means, including the conveyance of brain damaging diseases, and ongoing sovereignty violations, among other astonishing threats.

How can we persuade the FBI and its affiliates to stop trafficking America's youth?  The handlers need to be criminally charged, and that includes Axxxxx, one of my son's primary handlers.

Those individuals prejudicially targeting the sons of an FBI whistleblower, and Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx are chief among them, should be indicted as well.  They have caused quite enough harm with their predatory crimes against the innocent.  It's time that they stop.

These men owe us all a profound and ongoing apology.

I have yet to hear it.

Lane MacWilliams

(Please be apprised that I successfully sent original text documentation to the OIG Hotline's email this evening, May 7, 2025 at 7:07 PM Pacific time.)

LM:  Xxxxxx, I believe you can recover.  But you need powerful advocacy, access to your own sense of righteous indignation and an ever-present awareness of the manner in which your sovereignty has been violated.  And these are necessary,

LM's Son:  I don't think an aggrieved mentality is the right approach at this time.

LM:  Xxxxxx, no one wants to be victimized by an FBI which has being controlled by our foreign adversaries, and I agree with you that a victim mentality is often unhealthy.

However.

When real harm has occurred in a case such as this one, in which the family members of a highly honorable whistleblower have been unjustly targeted, the facts must be acknowledged in order for recovery to be rendered possible.

Absent this, the FBI will kill witnesses to its worst abuses every time.

So it is necessary to understand the realities.

One must not hope for humanity from FBI predators.

One must insist that one's own standards for recovery, justice, security and safety are met.  

And that's where we are.

LM's Son:  The FBI has not targeted me for any reason.  I expect nothing bad to happen to me because you were a whistleblower.

LM:  FBI affiliates.

And Xxxxxx, as I explained above, you have already suffered unjustified harm.  This is not in question.

If these individuals wish to change their policy and their approach toward my family and myself, I had better be hearing about that in a credible, lawful, and honorable manner,

And that has not happened yet.

What if everyone who gave you an ultimatum was banished from your life?  How many of these personnel would be gone?

Xxxxxx, every single one of your h's would be gone.

And they should be fired, certainly, to have caused such appalling damage through the extension of ultimatums to you that were utterly unacceptable.

LM's Son:  I don't have a handler.

LM:  Xxxxxx, your safety depends on your denial of the obvious truth of this matter.

It would not serve you for me to prove otherwise at this moment.

But I do possess that proof and I can exercise my right to disclose it at my discretion.

Just so we're clear.

LM's Son:  There is no proof because I don't have a handler.

LM:  Tautological reasoning?

Let's try the more logical explanation.

I possess the proof, therefore you are lying under duress.

LM's Son:  I am telling you the truth.

LM:  Xxxxxx, you are not.

If you were telling me the truth, you would be willing to have a fecal occult blood test today to prove it.

Yet your h will not allow it.

So let's be clear about what's happening here.

LM's Son:  I will not submit to a stool test, that is not appropriate for you to make this request!

LM:  My point is thereby 100% confirmed.

You're lying.  Your h is lying.

And no one has the courage to say so except for me.

Your credibility is worth a simple non-invasive test.  That's obvious.

Yet the truth of this matter -- that your h is guilty of facilitating egregious harm against you yesterday -- prevents that necessary step.

Now if you wish to tell me that you are gay, which would be a perfectly acceptable revelation, then we would be having a different discussion.

But you have repeatedly said you know that I would be very accepting of diverse orientation were my children to manifest this identity.

And at the same time, you have repeatedly denied that you are gay AND you have repeatedly denied any willing participation in human trafficking.

Do you stand by these previous assertions?

LM's Son:  I am not a homosexual nor have I been a part of human trafficking.

LM:  Do you identify as nonbinary?

LM's Son:  No.

LM:  And you have not willingly trafficked yourself?

Please answer truthfully, Xxxxxx, as your honest disclosure on this point is extremely important.

LM's Son:  No I have not.

LM:  Do you realize that the FBI has claimed you have willingly trafficked yourself to men and that you identify as nonbinary?

(Please note the over-reaction to my question which follows here, dictated by Xxxxxx's handler, in response to my disclosing the FBI's exact crimes of both forced trafficking and subsequent defamation against my son.)

LM's Son: Fxxx you.  You made that up.  I never did that and am not a homosexual.  Your insistence on asserting that these acts have occurred is monstrously offensive.  Where is your shame?  How dare you?

LM:  Sweetheart, I am asserting no such thing.  The FBI has asserted these allegations.  Not me.

I hear your vigorous denial of the FBI's lies in this matter.

And I think it's wonderful that you're making yourself clear.

When the FBI forces America's youth into human trafficking, the agency wrongfully describes them as both prostitutes and homosexual/nonbinary.  This allows them to prey upon their victims with false justification.  This is a well-established system within the FBI.  But it is devastating to our country, and, given the involvement of Russian-affiliated organized crime, it implicates the FBI of treasonous activity.

When you tell me that you have never willingly trafficked yourself, I believe you, Xxxxxx.

And when you tell me that you happen to identify as straight, I believe you, Xxxxxx.

I honor and uphold your true self, and I want you to know my commitment to respect you and cherish you as you genuinely are.

LM's Son:  Sounds good!

LM:  I love you, Xxxxxx.  You have been tremendously courageous, and I want you to know that I recognize that.

The truth of your genuine identity is stronger than any and every lie.

You are cherished and beloved.

Please hear me on this, sweetheart.

LM's Son:  I love you too!

(Heart response.)

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