My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Wednesday, September 23, 2026

Emails to the OIG Hotline

September 26, 2026

  • Re: ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Request for Injunctive Relief Regarding Five or More, September 26, 2026, 5:57 AM, Confidential, sent at 6:03 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update Regarding September 25, 2026 Until the Current Time, sent at 3:44 AM Pacific Daylight Time.


September 25, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: If Obstructed, Please Hire Foundation Staff to Stand Independent of the U.S. DOJ, sent at 5:38 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: The Answer Is No, sent at 2:18 PM and 2:54 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Amazon Clarification, sent at 1:42 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Formal Claim of All Awards Extended Through All Government Agencies and Affiliates Re: Knowingly Falsified Law Enforcement Reporting, September 25, 2026, sent at 11:13 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 9:02 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Background Information, September 25, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 9:00 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Two Newly Notarized Documents for Your Office, sent at 8:59 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Health Update, September 25, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 7:16 AM Pacific Daylight Time.

September 24, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re Update, September 24, 2026, 7:14 PM, sent at 7:20 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Verification of Signature, September 24, 2026, sent at 3:43 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Affidavit Documentation: "Lane MacWilliams, aka Carol Elaine Von Herzen" sent at 1:50 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Parker's Boat Yard..., sent at 11:30 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Formal Claim of All Awards Extended Through All Government Agencies and Affiliates Re: Knowingly Falsified Law Enforcement Reporting: September 24, 2026, sent at 11:20 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 11:11 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Background Information, September 24, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 11:07 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Two Newly Notarized Affidavits for Your Office, sent at 10:43 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update on September 24, 2026, sent at 9:23 AM Pacific Daylight Time.



 September 23, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Prevention of Gratuitous Suffering, Confidential, sent at 7:44 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Potential License Plates Pertaining to Unspecified Electrical Work at Tehachapi Hotel and Rental House, sent at 12:53 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Potential License Plates Pertaining to Unspecified Electrical Work at Tehachapi Hotel and Rental House, sent at 12:53 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Formal Claim of Awards Extended Through All Government Agencies and Affiliates, sent at 11:27 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Battling False Claims, sent at 11:14 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Background Information, September 23, 2026, Conditionally Confidential, sent at 11:12 aM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Update Regarding September 22, 2026, sent at 10:28 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Your City of Tehachapi public records request ... , sent at 10:21 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Two Newly Notarized Affidavits for Your Office, sent at 10:18 AM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re:Fwd: Notes to Myself Re: "Electro-Magnetic Sink," sent at 8:22 AM Pacific Daylight Time.


September 22, 2026

  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Resume, sent at 7:53 PM Pacific Daylight Time (This is regarding someone else's resume, not mine.)
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Fwd: Verifying Closure of APS Account... sent at 5:50 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: A Request for Injunction Re: The Complex Considerations Within Universal Jurisdiction, sent at 5:33 PM Pacific Daylight Time.
  • ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Respecting the Sentinel: Avoiding Another Fukushima Through a U.S. Leadership Initiative, sent at 1:14 PM Pacific Daylight Time.

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