My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Saturday, October 7, 2023

Thoughts on the Contribution I Wish to Make

Someone recently asked me about the contribution I would like to make to others over the course of my lifetime, and so I've been giving that worthy question some profound thought.

I would like to contribute to the freedom of mankind.

Are there more pressing goals for those of us who support the sovereignty of the human spirit?

I don't think so.

Our identity as individuals is predicated on the gift of freedom, on the notion that we ourselves can choose our friends, our books, our faith, our music, our career, our opinions, our newspaper, our President.

When someone else tells us what to believe or how to pray or who to vote for, we resist.

We protest when others attempt to usurp our rights, silence our voice, or erase our vote.

We know innately that it is our freedom to choose the course of our lives that renders our journey most meaningful.

While we can't always choose the things that happen to us, we can choose how we respond to them.

We can choose not to lose hope, even in the face of great loss.

We can choose to help others, even when we ourselves are asking for help.

We can choose to be courageous, even when under ongoing threat.

We can choose to support democracy, even when the far right turns that support into a struggle.

We can choose what we stand for, who we speak for, and why we strive.

And this is everything.

Because the soul of the individual, like the soul of the nation, can only be claimed for Good if we are free when we make our most important choices.

So, I would wish that to be my contribution, if I were fortunate enough to decide it.

I would wish to contribute to the freedom of mankind, to the sovereignty of the human spirit, and to the private and unassailable territory of the human soul.

Perhaps, by Grace, good fortune, and the abundant support of others, I might have that chance.




Lane MacWilliams

Friday, October 6, 2023

New Communications for OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please see the following letters, called to your attention within my email account, lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, with copies sent to lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com, bearing the following subject headings and time stamps:

  • ATTN:  OIG HOTLINE Re: Letter to Special Forces; sent at 4:22 PM Pacific time
  • ATTN:  OIG HOTLINE Re:  Letter to General Charles Brown, Chairman of the Joint Chiefs, sent at 4:09 PM Pacific time
Please access this material, with introductions for your Office, at your earliest opportunity.

This material appears nowhere else at this time.  I extend it to your Office as a safety precaution.

As you are aware, the OIG Hotline has my full permission to access my email accounts at any time your Office so desires.

With appreciation,







Lane MacWilliams

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Thursday, October 5, 2023

New Email Communication for the OIG Hotline

OIG Hotline, I have listed numerous threats that FBI affiliates have extended to me this morning within an email to your attention at lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, with copies sent to lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com, bearing a date/time stamp of today, October 5, 2023 at 9:58 AM Pacific time.

The subject heading of this communication is as follows:  ATTN:  OIG HOTLINE Re:  Threats from FBI Affiliates Extended to Lane MacWilliams on October 5, 2023.

Please access this information at your earliest possible opportunity.  I would add that the far right appears to be panicked over possible disclosures of its predation toward the law-abiding public through the Phoenix Program.  Therefore some or all of these threats are likely intended to distract, impede and obstruct your Office's progress.  On no account should this be allowed to occur.

I look forward to contact from Washington, D.C., and I believe that contact should be extended as rapidly as possible.

As you know, the OIG Hotline has my full permission to access my email accounts at any time your Office so desires.

In gratitude,




Lane MacWilliams





Documentation of Lane MacWilliams' Wifi Access, October 5, 2023, October 6, 2023, October 7, 2023

 
















Wednesday, October 4, 2023

New Jurat-notarized Affidavit for OIG Hotline

OIG Hotline please be apprised that there is a new Jurat-notarized affidavit sent to your Office's attention within my gmail account, lanemaacwilliams@gmail.com, with copies sent to lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com, bearing a date/time stamp of today, October 4, 2023 at 9:21 PM Pacific time.

The subject heading of this communication reads as follows:  ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re:  New Jurat-notarized Affidavit for Your Office.

Please access this information at your earliest opportunity.

As you know, the OIG Hotline has my full permission to access my email accounts at any time your Office so desires.

With gratitude,




Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, I believe your Office may also wish to access two emails within lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, bearing the following partial subject headings and time stamps:

  • Regarding the Behavioral Patterns of xxxxxxxxxxx's Malignant Narcisssism, sent at 9:42 PM
  • Regarding Gxxxxxx Mxxxxxxxxxx's Falsehoods, Coerced by xxxxxxxxxx, sent at 10:04 PM
This context will no doubt be helpful for your staff, and, accordingly, I desire that you should have this material.

Most sincerely,







Lane MacWilliams

Documentation of Lane MacWilliams' Wifi Access, October 4, 2023







Restricted Access: OIG Hotline Only

This post contains information intended for the OIG Hotline only.

Accordingly, all other readers are respectfully requested to exit this post at this time.

Thank you for your cooperation.




Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, please be apprised of an email I attempted to send to your attention at 12:04 AM this morning, October 4, 2023.  A redacted version is included below.  

Due to obstructed Wifi, I was not able to send this information until 6:45 AM this morning.

Please access the original communication within lanemacwilliams@gmail.com at your earliest convenience.  

The subject heading of this communication begins as follows: ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re:  Did False Witness Statements...

Email sent to: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com. lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com, lmacwilliamms7417@gmail.com. Date/time:  October 4, 2023 at 6:45 AM

OIG Hotline, my gas detector alarm shows low oxygen interior to our residence at this time (12:04 AM, October 4th).

It's worth noting that our circuits to our gas furnaces are off, and there is no carbon monoxide source within our residence.

It would appear that xxxxxxxxxx and xxxxxxxxxx have filed false witness statements about xxxxxxxxxx at the behest of xxxxxxxxxx, who no doubt arranged for xxxxxxxxxx to drive them both to xxxxxxxxxx.

Now, apparently, we will risk torture and death for a few days, until I can persuade xxxxxxxxx to notarize another affidavit.

I have turned on air filters within my home.

But given the threats I have received concerning the FBI's perpetration of this exact crime, this event hardly appears coincidental.

Also notable is the simultaneous cutoff of our internet connection and our Comcast cable, thus preventing any safeguard monitoring from federal authorities which could serve to protect my family at this time.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, due to the circumstances described above, I have asked my family member to provide updated documentation for your Office as soon as possible.

I will update this blog as soon as that material is available to me.

Most sincerely,




Lane MacWilliams