My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Six New Jurat-Notarized Affidavits for OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, please find six new Jurat-notarized affidavits for your Office within my email at lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, with copies sent to lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com, with a date/time stamp of September 19, 2023 at 8:48 PM.

The subject heading of this email reads as follows:  ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re:  Six New Jurat Notarized Affidvavits for your Office.

Please access this material at your earliest opportunity.

Please also access an email sent to the identical addresses listed above on September 19, 2023 at 8:58 PM with a subject heading as follows:  ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Confidential.

As you know, the OIG Hotline has my full permission to access my email accounts at any time your Office so desires.

Most sincerely,




Lane MacWilliams

Rule or Ruin: The Ethos of the Far Right

1.  The far right within the FBI has extended organized-crime-type of threats to both of your sons. 

Answer:  Yes, and beyond this, the FBI has caused active harm to both of my sons in a manner that is inexcusable for any civilized society.

2.  One of the threats extended to your sons  -- and to you yourself -- recently, is the threat of EMP directed by Vladimir Putin but exploding over American skies.

Answer:  It appears that the far right within the FBI is extending this threat actively at this time, yes.

3.  Is the far right alleging that it has the cooperation of some high-ranking individuals within the DoD in contemplating such a plan?

Answer:  Yes, it is.

4.  Is there the allegation that the far right wants to rush to perpetrate these crimes before Mark Milley leaves the job of Chairman of the Joint Chiefs at the end of September?

Answer:  That allegation has been made.

5.  What is your take on this threat?

Answer:  I have tremendous faith in President Joseph Robinette Biden as our Commander in Chief, and also in Lloyd Austin III as the man President Biden selected as our Secretary of Defense.

I'm sure these gentlemen will have a conversation with Mark Milley if necessary, to let him know that he remains in all ways responsible for preventing any such incident.

6.  You believe that Americans would benefit from a greater awareness of the ways in which Vladimir Putin violently opposes our democracy, and is working in every way possible to subvert it.

Answer:  I do.  The far right and Vladimir Putin are allied against those who support the freedom of mankind.  That's not hyperbole.  That's reality.

7.  So, to hear that Fox News and Donald Trump are offering praise to Vladimir Putin ...

Answer:  The man is our avowed adversary. 500,000 people have died in Ukraine, attempting to defend their own nation.  Putin is attempting a totalitarian takeover, not merely in Ukraine, but in far right movements around the world.  The United States is no exception, as the propaganda of Fox News demonstrates for all of us.

8.  And to Mark Milley, you would say?

Answer:  The world is watching you, sir, as you fulfill your vows to keep America's lights on during the final eleven days of your tenure.

9.  How would you characterize the far right in total?

Answer:  It's a criminal movement, funded by organized crime, expanded through "kompromat," dedicated to a parasitic relationship with the real, productive economy.  It is committed to the "rule or ruin" ethos which says that the far right will eat its lunch, but it will eat your lunch, too.  These people want to take everything of value from you, and if they meet resistance, they immediately resort to threats of escalation.

10.  Does the Counter-terrorism Division of the FBI consist of those who terrorize law-abiding American citizens?

Answer:  They have certainly terrorized my law-abiding American family.

11.  Are they keeping anyone safe?

Answer:  Safe from whom?  From themselves?  I haven't felt truly safe in years, yet the FBI has given me a tremendous amount of attention.  

12.  So, when the FBI threatens to burn your property to ashes, as they have threatened to do tonight, what do you think privately to yourself?

Answer:  I think privately to myself that the far right within the FBI consists of unrepentant terrrorists wearing badgers and wielding the public trust.

Should they be coddled?  Appeased?  Enabled?

My answer is a resounding no.

13.  Is the FBI controlling the HotShots deployment said to be connected to this particular plan of arson?

Answer: That's likely in the realm of JSOC Ghost teams.  But is Christopher Wray aware of what's transpiring?  Absolutely.

13.  You believe the far right within the FBI is making a concerted bid for control in advance of the next presidential election.

Answer:  I do.

14.  What needs to happen to ensure that the far right does not overtake our democracy?

Answer:  The public needs to awaken to the threat.  The FBI is attempting to perpetrate a coup from above, in essence, a usurpation of the people's sovereignty.  The American people need to understand how and why they are making the attempt.

15.  You believe President Biden is a heroic defender of democracy the world over in the face of the far right's bid for power.

Answer:  I know he is.  He is democracy's brightest hope, because of his insight, his wisdom, and his courage in combination.

16.  You're a tremendous admirer of our Commander in Chief.

Answer:  Oh, yes.  Yes, I am.  He is a man for our time, and a man for all time.  The American public needs to understand the reasons why.

17.  How can this be done?

Answer:  There's nothing more powerful than a compelling truth compellingly told.

18.  Your experience with the FBI's falsified law enforcement reporting, you mean.

Answer:  That's exactly what I mean.

19.  Do you hold onto hope that you will be able to articulate that truth?

Answer:  Fervently.  I do.

20.  Why does it matter so much to you?

Answer:  Why does the sovereignty of mankind matter?  Why does freedom of thought matter?  Why does the sanctity of the human spirit matter?

21.  You believe that all of this is at stake in this historical moment.

Answer:  All of this and more.




Lane MacWilliams

Restricted Access: OIG Hotline Only

This post contains information intended for the OIG Hotline only.

Accordingly, all other readers are respectfully requested to exit this post at this time.

Thank you for your cooperation.




Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, please immediately access an email to your attention within lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, with copies sent to lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com, with a date/time stamp of today, September 19, 2023 at 10:36 AM.

This communication bears the subject heading: ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re: Two Emails to Dr. Jacob Ballon Requesting 5150 Authorization.

This information is time-sensitive and should be within your possession.

As you know, the OIG Hotline has my full permission to access my email accounts at any time this Office so desires.

Most sincerely,




Lane MacWilliams

Further Email Communications with Jacob Ballon and Kathy King

 Email from: jballon@stanford.edu. To: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com. Date:  September 19, 2023 at 5:57 AM

Lane

It is nice to hear from you and I'm sorry Graham is having so much trouble.  It sounds like you are seeking a medical or neurology admission.  Best to start in the emergency department for that.  Once there, let me know if I can be helpful.

Dr. Ballon

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Email from: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com. To: jballon@stanford.edu. Date: September 19. 2023 at 8:08 AM

Thank you, Dr. Ballon.  One thing that would be extremely helpful for us in the Emergency Room is the full data set regarding Graham's weight during the complete time span of his appointments with you.

I noted with approval the manner in which your department always weighed Graham prior to his appointments, and the way in which the technician always input his weight and blood pressure data into the electronic chart.

So, I found it highly unusual that a portion of this data was later missing from information you later provided to us.

Would you please provide us with each and every measure of Graham's weight prior to his appointments with you?

This will likely give us the most accurate measure of the timing of the development of his pituitary tumor.

Thank you for your prompt and conscientious follow up regarding this request.

Lane MacWilliams

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Email sent to: kathy@marinhealthcarenavigation.com. From: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com Date: September 19, 2023 at 8:50 AM

Re:  Thank you for our call yesterday.

Kathy, thank you for our conversation yesterday.

As I explained to you during our call, Graham appears to be suffering from frank psychosis due to an untreated pituitary tumor.  So, he tends to storm and rage intermittently, as would anyone with his condition, likely.

I reluctantly disclosed to you yesterday that, at times, I have been sufficiently fearful during Graham's rages to escape to a side room and lock the door.  My husband has done the same.

It appears that he has only recently begun to accompany these outbursts with false claims of victimhood.

As I said to you yesterday, it feels manifestly unsafe for me to share a roof with someone who is extending false claims.  I don't believe such a situation to be sustainable in any way, shape, or form.

Having said that, we wouldn't condemn a person who, having an untreated brain tumor, began to act aggressively toward his parents.  Neither should we condemn Graham, in my opinion.

To complicate Graham's health picture, we believe that he is suffering from a rare parasite, Echinococcus multiloculariss, caused by an intentional exposure perpetrated by FBI personnel in retaliation for my standing as a whistleblower of FBI malfeasance.

A corrupt agent named Tom Lyons has been a particular villain in this case, contacting Graham's doctors in order to alter his medical record, so as not to prove Mr. Lyons' crimes with an accurate diagnosis.

So, Graham's Echinoccocus multilocularis, while at El Camino Hospital in June of 2023, became simply "cholecystitis."

My position in this matter is that Graham has no hope of recovering in the absence of a truthful and complete diagnosis.

I regret that that truthful and complete diagnosis may implicate Mr. Lyons of attempted first-degree murder.

But thaat fact stands separate and apart from Graham's right to access private, safe, expert and immediate medical care.

I don't believe that medical personnel -- or any advocate relating to medical care -- should be filing false witness statements for a corrupt FBI against the family of an FBI whistleblower.  The conflicts of interest in such a circumstance are stunning in the manner in which they undermine a patient's right to expert and impartial care that upholds all safety and privacy regulations.

The fact that the FBI is currently engaged in broad abuses of the American public through interference in the medical care of law-abiding American citizens is deeply wrong.  Certainly, I do not believe the American public will accept the FBI's abuses of power one they are known.  Nor should they.

Thank you again for your thoughts yesterday, Kathy.

I will let you know how we fare.

Beest to you,

Lane MacWilliams


False Reports from Graham MacWilliams

OIG Hotline, I am informed that Graham has, at FBI directive, been falsely reporting that he is being abused at home.

Last night, within our home, I watched Graham engage in completely unwarranted aggression toward my husband.  Afterwards, it appears that he left the house to extend a false claim to law enforcement  -- at FBI directive -- that he himself had been abused.

I will be documenting these occurrences via affidavit as soon as possible.

How can we contextualize what is occurring here?

Graham MacWilliams appears to have been told by the FBI that, in discrediting his parents, he will be saving the world from some potential catastrophe to be perpetrated by the far right.

He believes that, if the far right is held to account for its crimes against the law-abiding American public, the far right's threatened escalation in causing a global crisis of some kind will come to pass.

I have attempted to reassure Graham that we have a wonderful Commander-in-Chief in President Joseph Robinette Biden, and that he and his staff have their eye on the ball.

They know that, if we allow the FBI to persist in falsified law enforcement reporting against the law-abiding American public, our democracy will be forfeit.

So, they are willing to make this stand in holding the FBI to account, as am I.

Graham is clearly a supporter of appeasement to totalitarian interests.  But any student of history knows that appeasement does not satisfy autocrats like Vladimir Putin and his cohort on the far right.  Not for long.

Right now, my husband and I are in quite a bind.

Our son needs medical care, which he has been expressly denied by multiple physicians and hospitals.

I am informed that, if we take him to Stanford, the Emergency Room staff has been instructed to claim parental neglect and local law enforcement intends to charge us with one or more related crimes.

So, despite Jacob Ballon's and Kathy King's recommendations -- at FBI directive -- I don't believe Stanford Medicine is a viable option for us.

I will be attesting to Graham's aggression and duplicity within an affidavit today, and I will encourage my husband to do the same.  I wish to make clear that my son is extremely ill with an untreated pituitary tumor and untreated Echinococcus multilocularis -- both of these issues due to the FBI's active predation and subsequent obstruction of Graham's medical care.

We would not harshly judge a person who was being manipulated by a malevolent third party while suffering from a brain tumor.  So, too, we should not harshly judge Graham.  His lies are the direct result of FBI deceit and predation.  They must be understood in this light.

I will update this blog with regard to our decisions regarding Graham's medical and psychiatric care today.

While I am currently alone at home with Graham, I will attempt to avoid all interaction with him, knowing that he is being instructed to scream, threaten, and rage against his parents only to contact law enforcement and file a false victim statement.

Longer term, it is clear that it is unsafe for my husband and me to be residing under the same roof as Graham.  The fates of too many good people depend on truthfulness in all matters, and Graham is, for reasons not of his own making, unable to hold to the truth at this time.

Most sincerely,




Lane MacWilliams

Restricted Access: OIG Hotline Only

This post contains information intended for the OIG Hotline only.

All others are respectfully requested to exit this post at this time.

Thank you for your cooperation.

Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, please be aware of the following email communication to Dr. Jacob Ballon.

Email sent to: jballon@stanford.edu. From: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com. Date: September 19, 2023 at 4:32 AM

Re:  Graham requires hospitalization at this time.  Are you able to assist him in accessing safe, private, immediate and expert care?

Dr. Ballon, Graham is in mental distress due to untreated pituitary tumor.  He is confused at this time, paranoid, and given to intermittent emotional outbursts.

In addition, he has cholecystitis due to likely Echinococcus multilocularis.

His kidneys are likely also cystic and hydrfonephrotic, although this information has been withheld from us.  His lower left leg is swollen, though whether this is the result of kidney failure or parasitic complications, we do not know.

He should be tested for schistosomiasis and other food and water-borne illnesses.

He requires a hospitalization that will provide him with an extensive, immediate, and ethical medical workup.  Certainly, he should not be exposed to additional infections, medical errors, or overdose that would further endanger his life.

He may not be able to tolerate neuroleptic medication in his weakened state.

Instead, he should be immediately provided with Albendazole, the preferred treatment for Echinococcus multilocularis.

After this, he should receive an immediate ultrasound exam of his liver, gallbladder and kidneys.  Whether there are any cysts present in his lung, heart, and brain should also be assessed.

ID should be called in for an immediate consult.

He needs a new pituitary MRI without contrast.  His kidneys cannot tolerate contrast and his pituitary tumor is easily visualized without it.

Are you able to assist with this hospitalization, or can you direct us to a physician who can do so on an immediate basis?

We require urgent, expert, ethical engagement -- long overdue for Graham.

I will appreciate your efforts to respond to me without delay.

Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, I will update this blog with further information concerning Graham's circumstance.

Until then, these are the questions I am asking -- and they reflect the questions any parent would be asking in the fact of a son's medical crisis caused by a corrupt FBI under Christopher Wray.

Will the FBI murder my son in a hospital setting, as has long been threatened?  Will the FBI transmit HIV to him, as has long been threatened?  Will the FBI perpetrate other intentional infections or medical "accidents" toward Graham that will destroy the life he has left to him?

Who among us as law-abiding American citizens would wish to witness his or her son suffer in the ways Graham has suffered at the hands of a corrupt, criminal and predatory FBI?

Is Txx Lxxxx prepared to answer publicly for his crimes against my son?

How about Christopher Wray?

What about Brandan Pesa, who appears to be running the FBI more than anyone actually working for the agency?

Does Graham's needless suffering serve our nation?

Or does it serve America's adversaries?

Why would FBI personnel be serving America's adversaries by rendering young Americans ill, angry, and confused?

Who celebrates when a young man's health is stolen from him?  Who claims success?  Whose quota does he fill?  Whose death list?  Whose macabre accounting does he become part of?

Is this the best our nation can do for the next generation?

What kind of thanks can we expect from them for our failure to extend just, ethical, immediate, honest medical care when they seek it in good faith?

Are any of us comfortable with the idea that the FBI has retaliated against a whistleblower's son in this manner?

Are there any consequences for unrepentant predators who carry an FBI title and badge?

Is Tom Lyons still walking free?  Christopher Wray?  Brandan Pesa?

When medical care is repeatedly denied to a young man with a pituitary tumor and Echinococcus multilocularis, can we expect that he will ultimately experience a medical crisis?

Why are materials responsive to my FOIA request, without omission or redaction, still not in my hands?

Lane MacWilliams

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Monday, September 18, 2023

Emails for OIG Hotline

OIG Hotline, please see an important email to your attention within my email lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, with copies sent to lmacwilliams77419@gmail.com and lmacwilliams7417@gmail.com, with a date/time stamp of today, September 18, 2023 at 7:24 PM and a subject heading as follows:  ATTN: OIG HOTLINE Re:  Declining Health of Graham MacWilliams -- to be notarized.

In addition, please see a follow-on email sent today at 7:43 PM, with a subject heading of ATTN: OIG HOTLINE and no further descriptor.

Thank you for your kind attention to this matter.




Lane MacWilliams