My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Restricted Access: OIG Hotline Only

This post contains information intended for the OIG Hotline only.

All others are respectfully requested to exit this post at this time.

Thank you for your cooperation.

Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, please be aware of the following email communication to Dr. Jacob Ballon.

Email sent to: jballon@stanford.edu. From: lanemacwilliams@gmail.com. Date: September 19, 2023 at 4:32 AM

Re:  Graham requires hospitalization at this time.  Are you able to assist him in accessing safe, private, immediate and expert care?

Dr. Ballon, Graham is in mental distress due to untreated pituitary tumor.  He is confused at this time, paranoid, and given to intermittent emotional outbursts.

In addition, he has cholecystitis due to likely Echinococcus multilocularis.

His kidneys are likely also cystic and hydrfonephrotic, although this information has been withheld from us.  His lower left leg is swollen, though whether this is the result of kidney failure or parasitic complications, we do not know.

He should be tested for schistosomiasis and other food and water-borne illnesses.

He requires a hospitalization that will provide him with an extensive, immediate, and ethical medical workup.  Certainly, he should not be exposed to additional infections, medical errors, or overdose that would further endanger his life.

He may not be able to tolerate neuroleptic medication in his weakened state.

Instead, he should be immediately provided with Albendazole, the preferred treatment for Echinococcus multilocularis.

After this, he should receive an immediate ultrasound exam of his liver, gallbladder and kidneys.  Whether there are any cysts present in his lung, heart, and brain should also be assessed.

ID should be called in for an immediate consult.

He needs a new pituitary MRI without contrast.  His kidneys cannot tolerate contrast and his pituitary tumor is easily visualized without it.

Are you able to assist with this hospitalization, or can you direct us to a physician who can do so on an immediate basis?

We require urgent, expert, ethical engagement -- long overdue for Graham.

I will appreciate your efforts to respond to me without delay.

Lane MacWilliams

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OIG Hotline, I will update this blog with further information concerning Graham's circumstance.

Until then, these are the questions I am asking -- and they reflect the questions any parent would be asking in the fact of a son's medical crisis caused by a corrupt FBI under Christopher Wray.

Will the FBI murder my son in a hospital setting, as has long been threatened?  Will the FBI transmit HIV to him, as has long been threatened?  Will the FBI perpetrate other intentional infections or medical "accidents" toward Graham that will destroy the life he has left to him?

Who among us as law-abiding American citizens would wish to witness his or her son suffer in the ways Graham has suffered at the hands of a corrupt, criminal and predatory FBI?

Is Txx Lxxxx prepared to answer publicly for his crimes against my son?

How about Christopher Wray?

What about Brandan Pesa, who appears to be running the FBI more than anyone actually working for the agency?

Does Graham's needless suffering serve our nation?

Or does it serve America's adversaries?

Why would FBI personnel be serving America's adversaries by rendering young Americans ill, angry, and confused?

Who celebrates when a young man's health is stolen from him?  Who claims success?  Whose quota does he fill?  Whose death list?  Whose macabre accounting does he become part of?

Is this the best our nation can do for the next generation?

What kind of thanks can we expect from them for our failure to extend just, ethical, immediate, honest medical care when they seek it in good faith?

Are any of us comfortable with the idea that the FBI has retaliated against a whistleblower's son in this manner?

Are there any consequences for unrepentant predators who carry an FBI title and badge?

Is Tom Lyons still walking free?  Christopher Wray?  Brandan Pesa?

When medical care is repeatedly denied to a young man with a pituitary tumor and Echinococcus multilocularis, can we expect that he will ultimately experience a medical crisis?

Why are materials responsive to my FOIA request, without omission or redaction, still not in my hands?

Lane MacWilliams

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