My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Tuesday, September 5, 2023

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Lane MacWilliams

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An Open Letter to My Son

Beloved Young Man,

I am informed that the FBI intentionally infected xxxx with the HIV virus during a recent medical procedure, and that you contracted the virus yourself through your normal, intimate contact with her -- unaware of what had transpired.

Now, so I am informed, you are experiencing pain -- great pain -- which you are attempting to self-treat through opioids and other drugs, all of which were thrown into your path by a predatory FBI which placed you in this position.

Tom Lyons is allegedly controlling your words and actions at this time by threatening a "narc raid" on your apartment, knowing that he could have you imprisoned at any time he so desires.

And with this lever, which the FBI maliciously contracted toward your downfall, Txx Lxxxx is controlling your witness statements about family members, your ability to hold a job, your capacity to maintain your condo payments, on and on.

Perhaps you knew that Tom Lyons and Brandan Pesa are themselves HIV positive, and the HIV variant you carry is alleged to be the exact one they conspired to give both of you.

Monsters have a name, it turns out, and it is important that we call them by it.

Publicly.

The fact that FBI Director Christopher Wray is alleged to have approved the agency's actions in infecting both of you with HIV -- this calls into question the viability of the agency as a whole, in my opinion -- although I would hasten to add that this is a decision on which the eentirety of the American electorate should weigh in.

Can our nation tolerate an FBI that preys upon its best and brightest for totalitarian ends?

Can we approve an agency that harms our healthy youth while working hand-in-hand with criminal Russian interests?

Can we accept this intolerable cost of the corruption of a federal law enforcement agency that is clearly unfit to protect and serve?

Can we ignore the FBI's stunning betrayals of the Constitution, of the social contract, of the rule of law, and of common decency in this case?

And what about Tom Lyons' and Brandan Pesa's directives that you should cause active harm to an FBI whistleblower within your own family?

Can our country accept an FBI that directs a son to prey upon his mother?

Can we be sanguine about an FBI that supplies drugs to a young man in extensive pain caused by the agency itself, and then threatens to arrest him at any time he refuses to comply with its murderous demands?

My beloved son, the answer is no.

No, we cannot.

Sweetheart, the FBI must answer for what it has done to both of you -- as well as what it has done to our family.

Christopher Wray, Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa -- these men are responsible for these crimes.

What these individuals may not have told you is that they work closely with the DoD's Phoenix Program, which kills law-abiding American citizens who appear to be bright and substantive enough to disagree with the totalitarian objectives of an unelected few.

The far right wants control of the nation, and it has decided to "neutralize" a few million Americans, Democrats primarily, in order to seize it.

Along the way, the FBI coerces false witness statements from "informants" who implicate law-abiding Americans as "targets of interest."

The same type of falsified reporting that has been demanded from you and xxxx is not being collected about you and xxxx.

You were directed to falsely implicate your father and me as "spies," but now both of you are being falsely implicated as "spies."

You were coerced into falsely claiming that we were terrible parents, but now both of you are having your character wrongfully maligned by those you know -- and know well, Lucas Carter and Emily allegedly among them.

In addition, your housecleaner has allegedly been recruited as an FBI "informant."

I can only say that your father and I had the same thing happen, and the wisest course of action would be to release her immediately.

It's necessary to understand the larger picture, so that you can make informed decisions for yourselves.

In general, it is not possible to negotiate with those who want to take your life from you.

And that is what the FBI wants to do.

Phoenix has quotas that must be met, and real people constitute the victims of a far right within the three-letter agencies and a Pentagon that has entirely lost its way.

I am informed that the FBI is now falsely suggesting that our family has engaged in plans to deploy a "dirty bomb" somewhere or somehow -- even while the agency is making such terroristic plans itself, in an apparent bid to hold to power in the face of exposure of its crimes against the law-abiding American public.

Surely, we are confronting an evil that demonstrates no boundaries.

The answers to such a force must be lawful, always, and they must include great benevolence and sustained faith.

We cannot make their journey without God, in other words.  The path is too difficult.

Sweetheart, I am told by FBI affiliates that a supplement called "Wild Lettuce Extract" can help to reduce the pain you are experiencing.  I have no familiarity with this, but please experiment with is, as it's legal and safe.

If you find that it helps, please discontinue all other substances you are using in an effort to dull the pain.

FBI affiliates appear to recommend a combination of Methylene blue and infrared light therapy for HIV.  Again, I have no familiarity with this, but it may substantively reduce your pain levels.  This approach, too, is lawful, and FBI affiliates say it does not carry side effects.

(I am taking Methylene blue for the schistosomiasis the FBI caused me to contract on June 25th, for what it's worth.  I gather that it's a good idea to take antioxidants, such as Vitamin C, at the same time.)

If you have physiological addiction to any substance, we will immediately find you residential treatment -- and I'm sure xxxx's family will feel the same way.  But we need you to be forthcoming about this.

We can keep Axxxx safe for you if you both need to enter treatment at the same time.  No problem at all, as we would love to have him with us.

And, with regard to your ongoing dialogue with the FBI, I will say this:

Know what you are dealing with.

Txx Lxxxx placed your name and xxxx's name on the Phoenix list.  His intention is to take your lives.

Make it difficult for him, sweetheart.  Exceedingly difficult.

Distance yourself from anyone and everyone who would lead you to take opioids or illegal painkillers.

And cut off all communications with Tom Lyons and Brandan Pesa, the monstrous individuals who have unconscionably caused your suffering.

Please try the Methylene blue, the infrared light and the Wild Lettuce Extract right away, assuming you can access them safely.

Beyond this, tell the truth to everyone about the crimes the FBI has committed against you.

The agency is depending on its victims' sense of shame.

Turn it back on them.

Tom Lyons should be shameful for his crimes.  Brandan Pesa should be shameful for his crime.  Christopher Wray should be shameful for his crimes.

Not you.

I believe you can reclaim your life in the way it was meant to be lived:  with confidence, excitement, well-being and joy.

We are standing by to help you do that -- ready to marshal all resources on your behalf.

I love you, my son.  Very dearly.  And always.

M


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