My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Wednesday, September 6, 2023

TWO UPDATES: Restricted Access: For OIG Hotline Only

This post contains information intended for the OIG Hotline only.

All others are respectfully requested to exit this post at this time.

Thank you for your cooperation.




Lane MacWilliams

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The following content was sent to my son from lanemacwilliams@gmail.com at 9:01 AM.

Re:  Important Information Regarding Your Safety and Recovery

xxxxxx, please be aware that I am in receipt of extensive threats of a "law enforcement raid" appearing to reference Friday, with multiple mentions of your friend Lucas Carter and Emily, who are allegedly serving as paid FBI informants against you and xxxx at this time.

There are repeated references to a "drop," though I don't know whether this is alleging a delivery of IP, substances of some kind, cash, alleged "terrorist information," or something else.

It is critical that you receive immediate treatment for any dependency on painkillers of any kind.  

I am informed that the "Wild Lettuce Extract" is a non-addictive painkiller that is as powerful as opioids in terms of its effect.

Please access this remedy right away, and rid your home of any and all alternate painkillers.

I am further informed that the Methylene blue plus infrared light therapy also reduces pain very markedly, so please obtain these immediately.  

I wrote to you about this last night, but if you feel that you need residential treatment for dependency of any kind, we will help you access this care right away, and if xxxx needs it, we will help to ensure that she has appropriate access as well.

xxxxxx, the manner in which Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa, Christopher Wray and the FBI have preyed upon you and xxxx is unconscionable.

The medical staff which perpetrated these crimes against xxxx should also face immediate legal repercussions.

No civilized society would permit these crimes to go unrecognized, uncharged, and unpunished.

The fact that the FBI, following its intentional transmission of HIV to two healthy young people, subsequently made every effort to extend opioids and other painkillers, knowing what would happen to them, is beyond malevolent -- and tantamount to attempted murder, in my opinion.

It is important to recognize that this is the intent of the Phoenix program:  first-degree murder.

Under the banner of "safeguarding the nation," far right factions of the FBI, the CIA, and the DoD are attempting to effect a "coup from above," a usurpation of the people's sovereignty by means unseen that are tantamount to covert war.

What is hidden from the public are the criminal means they are employing to effect this subversion of our democracy.

What I need to tell you is that you can overcome this.

Sweetheart, despite the profound evil within the acts of Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa and Christopher Wray, you are beloved and supported by your family, and we will not abandon you under any circumstances.

Please hold onto faith that you can recover a life that is free from pain and suffering, because I believe that you can.

The only answer to those who, like Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa, and Christopher Wray, would attempt to take your life from you, is NO.

It is your responsibility, when confronting malevolence of this magnitude, to counter it -- lawfully, thoughtfully, determinedly -- to oppose it.

What upsets Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa, and Christopher Wray more than anything else?

Public exposure of the monstrous crimes they have committed.

These men cannot stand to be confronted with the public's knowledge of who and what they are.

And that's very unfortunate for them.

Because public exposure is what they're going to get.

I am stating publicly that I expect that you and xxxx will be fully supported by the FBI in reclaiming a life that is healthy, free from pain, and free from any dependency on painkilling substances of any kind, and that all support will be immediately extended to you both.

I am further stating publicly that I demand that you and xxxx be removed from the FBI's "target of interest" list and the DoD's "Phoenix Program" list.

In the meantime, your father and I are here for you, and we want to discuss this matter as a family as soon as possible.

We love you dearly, beloved young man.

Keep your faith close to you at this time.  Between God and your family, you do not stand alone.

M

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TWO UPDATES:  OIG Hotline, please see an important email sent to you attention to lanemacwilliams@gmail.com at 8:08 AM Pacific time, with the subject heading, ATTN: OIG Hotline:  Threat from FBI Affiliates of Law Enforcement Raid.

In addition, please be apprised that I received the following "Recommended for you" video on my Amazon feed:


I take this to potentially mean that the FBI may have ensnared a relative into a plan to perpetrate transport of an illegal substance.

As a result, I sent the following communication to my son from laneamcwilliams@gmail.com at 10:18 AM Pacific time today, September 6, 2023.

Re:  Saying No to Txx Lxxxx

xxxxxx, please be apprised that I received information that you may have been instructed by Tom Lyons, Brandan Pesa, or one of their affiliates, to engage in an improper and illegal delivery of some kind.

The FBI is attempting to charge and arrest you on this basis as an attempt to discredit you.

It is necessary for you to see the means by which the FBI is operating in this case.

Tom Lyons, as an FBI agent, and Brandan Pesa, as an alleged member of Russian-affiliated organized crime, have truly become indistinguishable from one another in the sense that they both represent corrupt and criminal supporters of autocracy.

Both of them have Russian affiliations.  Tom Lyons has extensively violated his vow to uphold the Constitution in defense of all enemies foreign and domestic.  And Brandan Pesa, not having taken any such vow, violates the dictates of loyalty to the United States with impunity.

If Txx Lxxxx, wielding his badge, tells you to jaywalk at this point, are you going to obey him?

No.

If Christopher Wray, wielding his FBI directorship, instructs you to place litter on the sidewalk, are you going to comply?

No.

If Brandan Pesa, wielding his henchmen, tells you to park more than six inches away from the curb, are you going to listen to him?

No.

These men's actions convey unrepentant criminality, with an ongoing attempt to portray virtuous Americans as criminals.

What faster way to deconstruct a society than by inverting the virtuous and the predatory populations?

When those with badges begin to prey upon those who wish to lead a virtuous life, what can we do except resist?

Say no, my beloved young man.

Say no with every ounce of strength you have.

Say no with your mind.

Say no with your heart.

Say no with the very substance of your soul.

Say no.

Hold fast to what you know to be right, and make no exceptions for anyone.

I love you always,
Mom

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