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My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.

Wednesday, September 6, 2023

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Documentation Concerning Apparent Pass-through Communications from the FBI to Graham MacWilliams

OIG Hotline, the FBI appears to be engaging in pass-through communications to my older son, who resides with us.

His verbal statements today included commentary involving the following subjects:

He made several comments to the effect that I, as a whistleblower of FBI malfeasance, have angered many powerful people within federal law enforcement and local law enforcement. How could he possibly know this? Why would be supplying him with this information? Where would this commentary be originating from?
He asked me whether I was really so sure that those within the OIG Hotline were working on my behalf and not on behalf of someone else. This type of commentary, which is designed to divide allies, is classic behavior on the part of the FBI. Graham has no reason to question the honor, sincerity, and integrity of those within the OIG Hotline, and I have given him every assurance of the virtue and high character of those within this Office, so these comments are entirely unexplained. Who but the FBI would have had a motivation to attempt to create doubt and division among people working together toward an important goal of the FBI's transparency and accountability?
Graham's comments, ostensibly about Equinox, pertain to no discussion that we have had within our home for years. They are a complete and utter non-sequitur. At the same time, they correspond to falsified law enforcement reporting engaged in by both the San Mateo County Sheriff's Department and the FBI, both of which have powerful motivations to discredit me as someone who has engaged in affairs. Yet, this is simply not true. And I will not accept these spoken falsehoods extended by anyone. How would this topic of conversation have occurred to him? Who could have suggested it to him and by what means?

These are the critical elements that lead me to believe that Graham is receiving pass-through communications of some kind originating with the FBI.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

For further information about this topic, please see an email sent to lanemacwilliams@gmail.com, with the subject heading: "Documentation of Graham MacWilliams' Actions, September 6, 2023" at 1:00 PM, with an addendum sent at 1:42 PM this afternoon, September 6, 2023.