My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Saturday, June 22, 2024

Twenty-eight Questions and Answers on June 22, 2024

 1.  You were asked to once again declare your political affiliation today.  Is that correct?

Answer:  It is, yes.

2.  What are your concerns about that query?

Answer:  Well, my concerns can be best conveyed by the following:  it is a truth universally acknowledged that people only ask you to disclose your political affiliations before midnight when they're planning to make an attempt on your life shortly after midnight.

This is what I have noticed.

And the answer to the question is actually immaterial to the peril at hand, which will remain unchanged by your reply.

3.  You sound as though you have fielded many threats and attempts on your life, and your family members' lives.

Answer:  I have.  Hundreds of thousands of threats over a span of years.   And not a small number of real world harms.

8.  The FBI has alleged that your two sons, MG, your Aunt Margaret and others are now being threatened by the agency into providing knowingly falsified witness statements implicating you yourself of Phoenix Program crimes.  What is your response to this?

Answer:  I spoke to this issue the other day, when my husband had allegedly been falsely implicated by coerced witness statements from our two sons, whose lives had been threatened.  So, I republished that blog post this afternoon, as all the same revelations and admonishments to corrupt FBI personnel and their corrupt affiliates apply.

9.  The FBI has appeared to convey to you this afternoon that Air Force Hotshots have been tasked by President Biden in setting fire to your property in Portola Valley -- a threat which has often been extended to you previously.

Answer:  This appears to have been the FBI's allegation, yes.

10.  And was this based on knowingly falsified witness statements coerced under torture?  Witness statements President Biden himself is responsible for disallowing?

Answer:  The President is responsible for empowering OIG Hotline investigators and ODNI investigators to disallow the false rerporting.

11.  And doesn't he possess a profound conflict of interest because of his access to funds that have been awarded in your name through both of these offices?

Answer:  Without question, he does.

12.  Can the President's failure to allow disqualification of knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting regarding your family members and yourself be seen as an attempted first degree murder, given the threats you are now receiving of both arson and unjustified law enforcement raid on your home, intended to result in your demise?

Answer:  That's for others to decide, certainly, when they have the benefit of the proven facts of the matter.

13.  Earlier this week, the FBI interfered with your credit card accounts at Bank of America to falsely file a fraud claim in your name.  Is that correct?

Answer:  Yes, it is.  The FBI falsely filed a fraud claim on a mysterious Netflix charge, allegedly with the plan of directing the Bank to investigate and disqualify the claim.  A false fraud claim, according to the FBI, constitutes a felony.  And the FBI would then prevent me from claiming settlements and penalties awarded in my name through the OIG Hotline and the ODNI through this criminal scheme.

14.  The FBI apparently felt that this was the easiest way to accuse you of a felony?  By filing a false fraud claim on a credit card without your knowledge or consent?

Answer:  Yes.  This is what the agency alleged to me.

15.  You do not have a fraud claim filed with your credit card at Bank of America, Chase Bank, or any other bank?

Answer:  No, I do not.

16.  And your phone calls with your banks have all been audio recorded in order to ensure that you have evidence of your conversations with your banks?

Answer:  Yes, they have been, and I retain those original audio files.

17.  Is it true that the FBI claims to have created an AI-generated audio file depicting your voice calling Bank of America and filing a claim with the fraud department?

Answer:  The FBI has alleged that the agency has been highly aggressive in creating fake audio files of my voice as of late, so this is entirely possible.  However, my call log to Bank of America is matched by my original recordings of those calls, all of which have been conveyed to the attention of the OIG Hotline.  So, the FBI's lies in this regard are easily unwound.  The real concern resides in the possibility that the FBI would make false claims of the commission of a felony after my potential demise, when I'm not present to defend myself.

18.  And the objective in that case would be to prevent your family members from inheriting funds awarded under your name by the OIG Hotline and the ODNI?

Answer:  Apparently so.

19.  You have made clear today via email, once again, that full disclosure from the OIG Hotline and the ODNI is necessary for your family's safety and your own.  Is that correct?

Answer:  Yes, I sent an email to the attention of the OIG Hotline at 11:31 AM regarding this matter in order to document my perspectives fully.

20.  Would you include the content of that email here for us?

Answer:  Certainly.  Here it is:


21.  You have documented today that the air quality is poor within your home and that radiation levels are out of range high as well.  Yet you and your husband have done nothing to cause these problems.  Is the FBI's perpetration of these environmental harms wrongfully justified by knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting?

Answer:  Absolutely, yes.  The agency always attempts to anchor physical harms with knowingly falsified witness statements or other false "evidence" of crimes.  This is the nature of the far right's perfectionism in dotting all the i's and crossing all the t's in totalitarianism.

22.  Why is the FBI so perfectionistic about the false documentation?  Don't they create myriad problems for themselves in leaving such a provable train of lies?

Answer:  First, it's important to recognize that the vast majority of the public will never gain access to the falsified material intended by the FBI to justify their harm.  It's only through the honorable efforts of the OIG Hotline and the ODNI that my circumstance is different.  

But the main answer to your question is that the human conscience is a powerful force.  The FBI wishes to think well of itself.  Ergo, if the agency is harming people, FBI personnel must ensure that they have "proven" some degree of criminality in documentation before a concealed court proceeding, which of course the FBI's victim knows nothing about.

But T.S Eliot said it best when he wrote that "Half the harm that is done in this world is done by people who want to think well of themselves.

23.  You experienced a Wifi outage this afternoon, June 22, 2024, while you were working on materials for the OIG Hotline.  Is that outage persisting at this time?

Answer:  Yes, it is currently 5:13 PM, and my Wifi is still being obstructed by the FBI, a circumstance which is quite dangerous for me, unfortunately.

24.  Why does the FBI feel comfortable in violating your human rights in this manner?

Answer:  The agency has been authorized at a high level to do so, clearly.  So there are corruption problems in multiple areas of the government, and substantive conflicts of interest that appear to be driving them.

25.  Will you be receiving your FOIA reports and the investigative reports from the OIG Hotline and the ODNI on Monday, June 24, 2024?

Answer:  If I survive, I will.  

26.  Can those who are attempting to harm you for their own personal gain be stopped between now and then?

Answer:  We have to hope that the truth wielded by benevolent American citizens is more powerful than the lies and harms wielded by the far right.  And we just need to give the effort everything we've got in order to ensure that honorable and law-abiding Americans, like us, will retain their freedoms and their sovereignty over time.

27.  Would you like to express your gratitude to the OIG Hotline and the ODNI for their efforts to safeguard your family by conveying the reports into your hands with full disclosure?

Answer:  Emphatically so.  These investigators have been a lifeline for my family and myself more times than I can count.  And, though I have never spoken with them, and I don't know their names, I can state my heartfelt belief that I have been immensely fortunate to have the opportunity to convey my concerns to their attention over time.

28.  Do you hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct?

Answer:  I do.


Lane MacWilliams







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