My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Friday, February 28, 2025

Update: The FBI Brags About a Despicable Deployment

 Update:  OIG Hotline, my older son came to our home yesterday evening at approximately 8:00 PM.  He was much changed.  His eye contact was almost non-existent and his demeanor without affect.  He appeared automaton-like, regimented. hollowed-out, silenced, militarized, and in the command of someone who was not in the room.  The deployment described below appears to have occurred.

In addition, my son's tremor, caused by overdose of neuroleptic medication for over one year, was extremely noticeable over dinner.

When I express that I would like to see my family restored, I truly mean every word.

That means that these appalling deployments cease, never to be repeated, that trafficking of my sons and MX by the FBI ceases, never to be renewed, that diseases caused by the FBI are reversed, never to be conveyed again, that addiction caused by the FBI to my younger son is healed, never to resurge again,  that communications devices from the FBI are withdrawn, never to be replaced, that cognitive harms are reversed in their entirety and on an immediate basis, and I include within that the Parkinsonism that my son is currently experiencing and has been experiencing for over one year.  That means that my entire family is restored in our health, our family bonds, our ability to speak the truth to one another about the trauma that has been perpetrated against us by the FBI and our ability to heal.

For the record, healing does not mean that my sons and MX are no longer raped for one or two weeks before that trafficking re-commences.

Rape may be a standard tool for the FBI and the DoD.  Shame on these institutions, and shame on the personnel within them who have decided to prey upon America's youth.

If these individuals within the FBI feel that they are justified, let's have a public conversation about this issue and see what the American public feels about an FBI that is profiteering from the devastation of America's young people through drug trafficking and human trafficking forced upon this vulnerable and exploitable group, so critical to America's future.

Let's see what America's mothers have to say about a federal law enforcement organization that apparently believes there is no freedom left in our nation, given that the FBI perpetrates the worst of predatory crime against the best of America's families with absolute impunity and disregard for human rights.

I look forward to hearing from America's mothers on this subject, and, indeed, from America's fathers as well.

There can be no excuse for an institution that profiteers from the suffering of the innocent, cynically exploiting their torture in order to fatten the FBI's coffers.

And if the FBI thinks that its "profit-sharing programs" are equivalent to the love and integrity of America's families, I look forward to having this conversation in the public square, before all.

Most sincerely,





Lane MacWilliams


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