My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Sunday, February 2, 2025

Confirmed Transmission of Two Complaints to the OIG Hotline

 OIG Hotline, in an effort to send two formal complaints to your Office this afternoon, I traveled to the FedEx store at 1194 El Camino Real in Menlo Park,  CA, the FedEx store at 1935 W. El Camino Real, Mountain View, CA and the Los Altos Public Library.

I experienced what appeared to be remarkable obstruction, with four disabled computers, one interrupted fax, two credit card readers that were listed as "out of order," and finally, at the Los Altos Library, a disabled OIG Hotline online portal.

My fax of eleven pages to you, sent from 1935 W. El Camino Real, Mountain View, CA, was confirmed as received.  Its contents were clearly labeled as two separate complaints, the first containing contents which were reflected by an email sent to your Office at oig.hotline@usdoj.gov on January 30, 2025 at 2:15 PM and the second consisting of a one-page formal request for the deployment of bloodhounds to my properties.

That confirmation page is included herewith.

Thank you for allowing me to confirm this formal complaint transmission.

I hereby certify that all of my conduct and communications throughout the day, as always, were lawful and honorable in every way, shape and form.

No contents from my other documents were sent, shared or transmitted to anyone.

I hereby contest the claims of anyone who suggests otherwise as knowingly, willfully and categorically false. 

I spoke to no FedEx customers, and no Library patrons.  I did ask a reference librarian for a guest ID and password for sign-in, which she readily provided.  Please note that she was Chinese/American and thus could be easily coerced into providing false witness statements for the FBI under threats of false "espionage" accusations.  

(Two FedEx patrons appeared to be Chinese American as well, one of them, remarkably using the computer which had been disabled during my own attempted login a few minutes before.  I include a photo of his blithe use of the terminal below.  Please note that I was not close enough to see anything on his computer screen, nor did I attempt to do so on the basis of my photo/video, which was purely for purposes of documentation of obstruction.)

Also included below is a video of the disabled OIG Hotline portal, which I attempted to access from the Los Altos Public Library.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.

Most sincerely,





Lane MacWilliams




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