Lane von Herzen: "We Have the Receipts"

My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.

Monday, January 6, 2025

"We Have the Receipts"

OIG Hotline, the FBI appears to be alleging "we have the receipts," but I don't know to what they are referring. I don't know what crime I have been accused of perpetrating. My husband and I together made lawful donations in recent years to political causes as a couple with joint finances and joint tax filings.

More recently we have been separating some aspects of our finances, but not all.

And this has not overlapped with the period of time in which I made any political donations whatsoever.

ActBlue has failed to engage in open dialogue with me except to say that it suffered a "temporary technical issue" which does not in any manner explain its refunds to my credit cards.

I would appreciate open and honest dialogue from some ethical person who is somehow affiliated with my case. This is a reasonable request, and I ask that it be reasonably answered. Our lives have been placed at egregious risk, and are still being placed at egregious risk in the absence of any meaningful communication regarding this issue.

This conduct is deeply wrong.

My son was today allegedly asked by two CIA personnel to cause harm to his own parents. He allegedly now carries within his backpack a vial which contains a non-conventional vector, intended to convey to us a cxxxxxx virus, which the FBI alleges to be 100% fatal.

Need I express the heartbreak, the devastation, the grief, the disillusionment now present in this young man's eyes?

What government could engage in this conduct and consider itself worthy?

What nation?

I ask for more. More honesty. More communication. More integrity. More character. More concern. More healing. More compassion. More honor. More engagement. More promptness. More respect for my beloved family. More sovereignty. More truth.