My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Saturday, November 1, 2025

Update: Revised Basis of Claim Form, Document #22501

The following is a publication of both my original and my revised Refugee Protection Claim within Canada.

Because my life and my family members' lives continue to be threatened by criminal actors within the FBI, Txx Lxxxx most notably, as well as by organized crime figures who are compromised by Russian affiliations within the United States, Bxxxxxx Pxxx most prominently, and because directives to take the lives of my family members and myself appear to be receiving wrongful authorization through judicial proceedings of which I have no knowledge and Executive orders to which I have no privilege, I am publishing herewith an expanded Basis of Claim form, the entirety of which will be submitted to Canada's IRCC.

This document is to be included within documentation provided to the Smithsonian Institution regarding my case.  In addition, due to the threats and harm my family members and I continue to sustain, I hereby direct that this information be rendered broadly and publicly available within the United States and elsewhere as part of the public record.

I also include herewith my original Basis of Claim form, which I also direct to be made part of the public record.

While these documents appear herewith in redacted form, I direct that they be made available within the public record as soon as possible without redaction.

I retain the right to revise my Basis of Claim further, and, beyond this, to withdraw my permission for broad, public dissemination of this material in unredacted form.

Please note that I retain copyright to all of my writings.


Why are you claiming Refugee Protection within Canada?


2(a)  Have you or your family ever been harmed, mistreated, or threatened by any person or group? (original Basis of Claim form filed with IRCC appears below in normal type, with added sections appearing in bolded type)

I assumed the role of whistleblower regarding malfeasance by the FBI and its local law enforcement affiliates pertaining to the agency's crimes of knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting against me, and later my family members, through corruption of the Nationwide Suspicious Activity Reporting Initiative and related programs.  The FBI and its affiliates retaliated through causing career harms, property harms, social harms, economic harms, and physical harms to my loved ones and myself, including my family members and friends.

The harms occurred between the autumn of 2017 and the date of this writing.  Unbeknownst to me, a physical therapist, Bxxxxxx Pxxx, sold my name onto a NSARI watchlist in the summer of 2017, when I was his patient, allegedly doing so for a payment of $2250, due to the fact that he had access to my social security number and address through forms provided to his office, Pacific TherX in Portola Valley, when I sought physical therapy at a doctor's requirement following shoulder surgery in 2017.  This man is the originator of all of the harm that has been perpetrated against my family members and myself for years.

His affiliates report that he is a leading member of Russian-affiliated organized crime within the United States, and beyond this, that he has long worked as a Pxxxxxx Program assassin for the FBI.  All who know him appear to acknowledge that he has a history as a serial killer.  Unfortunately, he appears to have been protected by corrupt members of the FBI, including South Bay Chief of Station, Txx Lxxxx, as well as corrupt elected officials within the United States government.

Specific harms we suffered:

Career harms:  My xxxxxxx was forcibly xxxxxxxxx from the xxxxxxx he himself had xxxxxxx by a private equity investior at FBI directive, causing him immense distress.  He left the xxxxxxx xxx at substantive xxxxxxxxx xxxx four years ago.

Property harms:  Loss of renters at our family property in Massachusetts due to FBI directive in 2019, 2020, 2021, and 2022; vandalism at our properties, defamation to our longstanding neighbors, 2021-2025; FBI allegations of environmental xxxxxxxxxxxxx of our properties, 2023-2025; FBI allegations of the placement of false evidence of Pxxxxxx Program crimes at our properties 2023-2025.

As part of the harms listed above, the FBI alleges that South Bay Chief of Station, Txx Lxxxx, acting in a criminal capacity, directed the deletion of one of my x xxxxxxxxxxx, specifically for the purpose of wrongfully implicating me of crimes of which I have no knowledge.

The FBI also appears to allege that Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx removed the sovereignty of both of my adult sons, forcibly recruiting them into the Pxxxxxx Program and subsequently directing them to participate in Pxxxxxx Program acts in which they wished to play no part whatsoever.

My younger son was repeatedly addicted to hard drugs through intentional directives extended by Mr. Txx Lxxxx under the bogus auspices of an "undercover operation" that allegedly required him to use narcotics in the presence of others in order to be "convincing."

Film of the above conduct has been repeatedly disseminated in order to defame and discredit both of my sons individually and our family, both.

The FBI further alleges that AI-generated film bearing my likeness has been utilized for the same purposes.

The intent appears to have been the broad harm of my family of the one hand, and the theft of large sums awarded to accounts in my name under the auspices of the U.S. Department of Justice.  

Apparently, every time the FBI wrongfully "convicts" me of a felony of any kind (I am no felon), governmental officials withdraw funds from accounts of which I have never been properly informed, thus effectively privatizing extremely substantive amounts awarded from the National Treasury.

All the while, the FBI has been endeavoring to take my life and the lives of my family members in an apparent scheme of massive misappropriation of government funds.

Social/familial harms:  FBI forcible recruitment of my younger son, xxxxxx, as an FBI informant in October of 2021, with the intent that he was to provide knowingly falsified witness statements about our family; forcible recruitment of my older son, xxxxxx, by an FBI affiliate agency at a later date; many physical harms and psychological harms of both of our children, including their forced participation of human trafficking, their subjection to torture, food and water restriction by their handlers, and directives of harm through their handlers as unwilling conscripts in the Pxxxxxx Program.

Dramatic alienation of affection between my sons and myself, who have been told throughout their torture and trafficking by the FBI and FBI affiliates that I am responsible for their suffering.

Absolute alienation from other relatives, friends, colleagues, physicians, accountants, attorneys, etc. who have been repeatedly coerced to provide knowingly false statements about our family members, thus placing our lives at risk.

Economic harms:  loss of income relating to my novels and screenplays, loss of rental income, prevention of my access to settlements awarded in my name through the Office of the Inspector General Hotline of the U.S. Department of Justice.

Physical harms:  Conveyance to family members and myself of myriad illnesses through biological harm, unwanted root canals in both sons due to implanted communications devices, high radiation and chemical exposures on an experimental basis that violates all national and international human rights guidelines.

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On December 26, 2019, Dr. Dxxxx Lxxxxxxxx of Palo Alto, at the directive of corrupt FBI agent Txx Lxxxx and FBI affiliate Bxxxxxx Pxxx, caused me intentional harm for pay.  Specifically, he caused extreme harm to my left eye and eyelid, resulting in nerve damage, a blink lag, eye retraction, a non-closing eyelid, retinal damage, geographic atrophy, heightened scarring, vision problems that will likely lead to blindness without intervention, infection with Corynebacterium bovis, A-frame deformity, and daily and ongoing pain for the intervening five years and ten months.

After his intentional damage, he altered pre-surgical photographs of my eyes as if to allege that I had had an A-frame deformity or asymmetry prior to his criminal conduct.

An unauthorized film of my surgery was allegedly shared by Dr. Dxxxx Lxxxxxxxx online without my consent.

Further, both he and his partner were paid to wrongfully allege that I demonstrated signs of mental illness, in an attempt to completely discount my truthful testimony.

The FBI immediately removed my truthful account of harm from this corrupt surgeon on Yelp, and Txx Lxxxx engaged in obstruction of justice when I filed a Writ of Mandamus petition to obtain related documents from the San Mateo County Sheriff's Office.  The judge, the Honorable Carrie Zepeda, allegedly ruled in my favor, but the FBI prevented her from upholding the California Code of Civil Procedure which requires a Writ of Mandamus petition hearing within 25 days of Court filings.  The CCCP was violated at Txx Lxxxs' directive by the Santa Clara County Superior Court, even though this corrupt FBI agent was intervening in the interest of preventing his own malfeasance from being publicly exposed.

My own physician, Yxxx Axxx, was paid by the FBI to add false witness statements to those of Dr. Dxxxx Lxxxxxxxx and his partner, and every specialist with whom I consulted regarding the astonishing damage to my left eye was directed by Txx Lxxxx to do the same.

To add insult to injury, my physician, Yxxx Axxx, began to see Dr. Dxxxx Lxxxxxxxx as a patient herself, receiving free facial treatments at any time she desired.

She looked lovely, I must observe.  

Nonetheless, her conduct in this circumstance was utterly shameful.

She believed the defamation of Txx Lxxxx when he showed her a fake AI-generated film co-opting my likeness and depicting me in an intimate setting with a minor, and my fifteen-year trustful relationship with her was ruined overnight by the willful dissemination of this scurrilous and false "evidence" of wrongdoing.

The OIG Hotline of the U.S. DOJ possesses all of this information as part of an investigation it conducted commencing in the summer of 2023.  It is my understanding that that original investigation found in my favor in every regard, despite more recent allegations of corruption of the DOJ's findings by bribes extended by the FBI, drawing from awards extended under my own name.

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Both of my sons and my daughter in law now have root canals that the FBI (in my older son's case, an FBI-affiliate agency is acting as FBI associate in what has been termed an "interagency initiative") insisted on perpetrating for the purpose of implanting communications devices that allow their handlers access to them 24 hours per day, seven days per week.

These devices have been regularly utilized to perpetrate human trafficking crimes against my sons and daughter-in-law, directed by Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx and enforced by violence and torture in the event of non-compliance.  These rapes (often "for pay," as the FBI and its affiliates have special categories of harassment and harm for those engaged in prostitution) have been scheduled by their handlers, who have directed them where and when to report.  

The FBI alleges that the U.S. Department of Justice has formalized a new rule forbidding the FBI and its affiliate agencies from perpetrating human trafficking against American citizens.  However, that regulation did not apparently stop Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx from victimizing my sons and daughter-in-law yet again in this manner on November 6, 2025.  Afterwards, their handlers allegedly engaged in extensive food and water restrictions toward them in an effort to compel them not to tell of their most recent experience of harm.

The FBI appears to allege that my sons and daughter-in-law were all told that this torturous sequence was the fault of their mother, me, because I had dared to stand up to the agency's gratuitous human rights abuses, occurring entirely outside of its mission and objectives.

It appears that the FBI has no intention whatsoever of halting its human rights violations in the form of human trafficking of American citizens and others, and further, that the agency is viewing this DOJ regulation as a "pro forma" statute designed to be ignored.

Yet, this particularly egregious form of human enslavement and subjugation, perpetrated by the FBI and its corrupt affiliates, has been intentionally and repeatedly utilized in this particular case as a method of directed torture intended to silence me regarding the extensive and ongoing crimes of the FBI that stand separate and apart from its mission and objectives.

Even now that I am staying in Canada, my children have not been rendered safe from appalling and traumatizing harm by the FBI and its affiliates, thus condemning this agency for its malevolent intent and gratuitous targeting of the innocent, in stark defiance of rules handed down by the Department of Justice.

Certainly, Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx believe themselves to be above the law, untouchable by the U.S. Department of Justice, and unaccountable to the American people.

Yet, these men are writing their legacies, whether they acknowledge the grievous errors of their predation or not.

They cannot be sure that the American public, and indeed, the whole world, will not learn their names as synonymous with revulsion and condemnation, alongside of the most destructive men in human history.

Indeed, in choosing to profiteer from the predatory and exploitative abuse of America's youth, they have not only betrayed their nation, but, on a broader scale, all of humanity, which depends upon our goodwill and concern for one another in order to manifest its most resonant worth.

In other words, if the FBI is trafficking America's youth, its affiliates are also trafficking the youth of our valued neighbor, Canada.

Meanwhile, we see corrupt law enforcement officials projecting their own culpability in this regard onto the innocent with regularity.

I am a highly dignified sixty-three year old woman who has had exactly one intimate partner over my lifetime, that of my husband of the last thirty-five years.  I don't watch pornography, I don't produce pornography, and I have zero engagement in "the sex trade."  My whole life is centered on the defense of others' human rights.  

Even so, the FBI has allegedly deemed it appropriate to falsely accuse me of engaging in human trafficking.  The wrongful accusations on the part of this agency are unforgivably defamatory, abusive, misogynistic, heinous, damaging and, given the attempt to withdraw funds from accounts bearing my name within the DOJ, thieving.  The fact that they are allegedly backed up by AI-generated video co-opting my likeness, and AI-generated audio depicting my voice provides no excuse to these wayward officials.

They do not deserve the forbearance of the public in this regard, and we, as people of the highest character and integrity, must withhold it from them.

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What is the degree to which misogyny has played a role in the wrongful predations of the FBI, Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx in this case?

One cannot deny that a profound hatred of women appears to have informed many of the most egregious acts perpetrated by these men.  Yet, at the same time, I would state that a general misanthropy has driven the appalling harm of my sons and husband.

When it comes to unusual predatory acts against me as a woman, I must include the time that the Palo Alto Medical Foundation informed me over the phone that a needed pelvic ultrasound study would be neither private nor safe due to intervention by the FBI.  The head of imaging studies at PAMF had been so alarmed that she had contacted the organization's Ethics and Compliance Office on my behalf.  I was simply unable to receive the care I needed because of the harm I would have been subjected to as a result of wrongful targeting by these men.

Yet more egregious is the fact that Txx Lxxxx was reported to have directed my now daughter-in-law to sabotage her birth control myriad times, resulting in four separate pregnancies before she and my son were married.  On all four occasions, she was directed by Txx Lxxxx to seek surgical abortions, which were filmed by the FBI and subsequently utilized to defame her in myriad settings.

Later, the FBI caused her a syphilis infection through non-conventional means, allegedly resulting in her infertility.  At this point, she is reported to have become so distressed as to have considered ending her life.

(For some reason, the FBI found it appropriate to communicate to me that Txx Lxxxx' wrongful dictates had resulted in the abortion of four grandsons.)

The FBI also appears to have stated to me that it rendered my older son sterile without his or our knowledge or consent through targeted radiation exposures.

Now, the agency appears to brag that it has deprived me not only of the future of my previously healthy children, but also of any grandchildren they might have had.

The agency is said to have extended financial settlements to my sons and now daughter-in-law that were later misappropriated by agency personnel themselves, given that these were maintained within agency accounts.

Yet, it seems to me that the nature of all of these malevolent harms is primarily spiritual and psychological, not financial.

The FBI, Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx appear to have been performing gratuitous cruelty, abuse, and violence toward my family members and myself for a male audience within the agency and its cohort.

Certainly, with the wrongful authorizations of President Biden to facilitate these appalling acts, these men hoped to (and in fact did reportedly) profiteer from our suffering through repeated misappropriation from a DOJ account bearing my name, of which I have not yet been formally notified.

However, these men also appeared to want to render my family members so injured as to be without hope or solace, comfort or support.  They wanted to relegate my most deeply cherished loved ones to grievous states of isolation, illness and despair -- and, in so doing, to enforce such a state on me as well.

For the perpetrators such as Txx Lxxxx and Bxxxxxx Pxxx, there appears to be a sense of gamesmanship, in which points are assigned and awarded, with commensurate financial bonuses, for harming, disabling or "eliminating" certain "targets of interest."

So, these men clearly stand for dehumanizing, gratuitous and irreversible harms against us, in a process which they have relished, sadistically enjoyed, and even celebrated.

Whether their hatred of women surpasses their contempt for their male "targets" within my family is certain unknowable.

What I do know is that these perpetrators appear to hate humanity itself, and resent those who show kindness, compassion, honor, integrity, loyalty, patriotism, and defense of one another's human rights, in the manner that I have done.

My hope for us now is that we can find restoration among people of genuine benevolence and worth.

As long as my sons and daughter-in-law are living, I will never abandon my hope for their healing and their futures, nor will I forsake my hope for my husband's restoration and my own.


*Please note that this segment is to be expanded with further specifics.

Lane MacWilliams



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