My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Wednesday, November 12, 2025

Who Is the Real Equalizer?

 OIG Hotline, this is to document the allegation of a contract assassin staying at the Pinnacle Hotel in Whistler, BC.  He is reportedly African American, mid-thirties to early forties, a CIA contractor, affiliated directly with the Pxxxxxx Program.  He has reportedly ID'd me twice, and in fact I noted these unusual encounters.  His nickname is alleged to be the "Equalizer."  Some people refer to him as "Tommy."

This man is approximately five feet ten inches tall, medium build.  He changes his hair to alter his appearance, but currently has a slight Afro.  I would recognize him if I saw him again.

It is notable that he has difficulty smiling during "work," and does not smile in public photographs.

He is alleged to have a perfect record, which is to say, he has not missed a "target" assigned to him.

An FBI agent who has been accused of wrongdoing in my case is alleged to have suggested his hiring, which was reportedly approved at the highest level, with allegations that structured compensation from my account was delineated in detail by FBI associates.

I saw the alleged assassin once outside of Delta Whistler Village Suites, standing directly in my path, staring at me in an unusual unblinking manner, as if seeking permission for subsequent covert violence.  This was a very, very unusual interaction from my perspective.  The concealed nature of the individual was immediately apparent to me.

Did FBI personnel select his race with intention, because I have written about race relations and the FBI's race-based initiatives?

The second time I saw the alleged assassin, he was standing one foot away from the back bumper of my parked rental car, at night, unmoving and silent for too long a period of time, facing toward The Pinnacle Hotel as if working out an angle -- a sightline, which required some calculation.

This is all of the information that is available to me at this time.  I do believe the allegations have merit.

I further believe that the FBI and its affiliates should not be seeking to profiteer from the first degree murder of America's most meritorious citizens.

The additional allegations that my children have suffered recent trafficking and torture, along with explicit directives to sign false statements alleging "espionage" for China are deeply concerning.

What this the best way to halt this appalling abuse of power by the FBI, to ensure my family's safety, and to resolve my concerns to date to my satisfaction regarding my case?

Dialogue is necessary, together with the presence of high-level intermediaries capable of discussing complex concerns.

Surely, this is preferable to the first-degree murder attempts that have been undertaken in this instance.  The legacies of many are in the balance due to delays in discussing the critical issues raised by my case.

That peaceable, honorable and worthy dialogue should now commence.

Most sincerely,

Lane MacWilliams


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