My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Wednesday, December 18, 2024

To the House Ethics Committee: Where Were You?

To the House Ethics Committee:  

Where were you?

Where were you when I had Special Forces on my roof at 3:00 AM because they had been given dispensation to shoot my family at will?

Where were you two nights ago when President Biden ordered that I be "extracted" from my residence because he was allegedly frightened of accountability relating to misappropriated funds awarded in my name?

Where were you when my gas line was sabotaged by FBI contractors?

Where were you when explosives were placed underneath my house by CIA contractors hoping to stage a "natural disaster"?

Where were you when President Biden ordered by older son's handler to twice convey an unwanted weapon into hands over the last week, receiving death threats if he refused?

Where were you when my children were forced into drug trafficking by a corrupt FBI?  Human trafficking?  Weapons transfer?  

Where were you when they were forced repeatedly to sign false witness statements about my family?

Where were you when we suffered from dramatically elevated radiation over the course of years, leading us all to become ill?

Where were you when the FBI utilized non-conventional vectors of disease to cause all of my family members to experience serious decline?

Where were you when my son was kidnapped by FBI contractors?

Where were you when my son was hospitalized because the FBI had rendered him so ill?

Where were you when I begged for my FOIA reports to be fulfilled in defense of our safety and security?

Where were you when my sons were forcibly recruited into the unconstitutional Pxxxxxx Program?

Where were you when I asked for contact from the OIG Hotline, in accordance with investigative standards of the Department of Justice?

Where were you when I asked for urgent medical care for my family members and myself, given the egregious harms the FBI had perpetrated against us?

Where were you?

My family and I have had our lives on the line every day for years while I begged Congress to act.

Yet today, December 18, 2024, within half an hour of my claiming funds awarded in my name through the OIG Hotline and the ODNI, Congress is said to have opened an ethics investigation into my case.

Members of Congress, I will appreciate your conscientious engagement with my case at this time, with a commitment to protecting my family members' lives and my own under circumstances that have been the most perilous imaginable.

Clearly, it will be best if the House Ethics Committee determines to immediately resolve any ethical lapses that may have occurred on the part of the Congress as I repeatedly sought help and advocacy from its members.

While I am unwilling to tolerate any further false accusations from the FBI and its affiliates of 

Today, December 18, 2024, I wrote letters to the OIG Hotline and the ODNI safeguarding reparations for "targets of interest" nationwide by claiming funds awarded in my name.  I feel certain you will find that those efforts were appropriate, and, indeed, overdue.

Those claims have been extended and received.

I feel certain they will now receive your fulsome support.

Lane MacWilliams

P.S. Please allow me to once again extend the disclaimer that some threats received by me and extended by the FBI are unsubstantiated by me at this time.  I regret that I am unable to assess the credibility of every threat extended by this agency or its affiliates, and also that I am not in a position to judge the likelihood of manifestation.  Having said that, many of the FBI's threats toward my family in the past have manifested in real-world harms.  As a result, I believe that FBI threats extended to me must be viewed as potentially substantive.

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