My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Saturday, August 19, 2023

Planned Retrieval of Mail Today, August 19, 2023; Actual Retrieval of Mail, August 20, 2023

'This is to confirm successful retrieval of mail at 12:50 AM on Sunday, August 20, 2023.  I regret that my husband's mail retrieval was delayed by several hours due to the overcrowding of his Saturday night schedule.

All security precautions were maintained, and the Jim Mellano letter and letter from SC Fund Recovery were left in place within the locked mailbox.

For clarity, I have not received materials responsive to my FOIA request at this time, although I am in receipt of threats from far right affiliates of the FBI which appear to reference tampering with this material in its entirety, in addition to repeated references to a "forged seal."

Nor have I received further communication from Washington, D.C.

I do note that my USPS Informed Delivery Notifications via email are missing for August 3, 2023 and August 10, 2023.

I hereby certify that this information is true and correct.




Lane MacWilliams

** Please note that, following mail retrieval, the following item, labeled as Potassium Hydroxide, was returned to my mailbox as unacceptable mail.  I originally ordered this item from Amazon in order to test the safety of a given Methylene blue supplement.  However, this container of Potassium Hydroxide is labeled as a poison, and it originates from a company called "Loudwolf."  I believe it could be wrongfully alleged to be acquired for harmful purposes.  As a result, I do not want to maintain this item within our residence.  We will not be bringing this product back into our home.




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OIG Hotline, my husband will retrieve our mail today, August 19, 2023.

He will use a body cam, as he did during his last retrieval of mail to film the entire process of his handling each piece of mail that we accept.  The ownership of this camera and its micro SD card have already been conveyed to the OIG Hotline Investigations Division.

He will not retrieve or open the letters from Jim Mellano of AFE nor from SC Fund Recovery, but rather, will leave them in place.  To confirm, ownership of the Jim Mellano/AFE letter and the SC Fund Recovery letter have been transferred to the OIG Hotline Investigations Division and will be provided to them as soon as they request them.

My husband will affix a new security seal to the lock on the box when he has completed his retrieval of accepted mail.

For clarity, neither Ken nor I have opened the mailbox since Ken's last documented retrieval of acceptable mail.

We hope that the security measures we have taken -- that of the security seal, and the presence of lights and an alarm, will have been sufficient to prevent tampering with our mailbox in the interim.

Again, we hope that Jim Mellano has been honest in his characterization of the contents of the AFE letter as a simple, unaltered 1099 form.  

However, because Jim Mellano has lied in writing in the past, we are taking all precautions to ensure our family's security, as well as to preserve any material that could possibly assist OIG Hotline investigators in their inquiry into falsified law enforcement reporting for anti-democratic objectives.

Whether Jim Mellano's actions in sending a letter against my express directives were intended to alarm me -- and discredit me in that process -- or whether they were intended to further a plan of falsified law enforcement reporting against my family or myself -- it seems wise to me to exercise great caution and care in this circumstance.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.




Lane MacWilliams

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