My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Sunday, February 12, 2023

Updated Tuesday, February 14, 2023 at 6:26 M Pacific Time Recent Threats Extended to the MacWilliams Family and Mary Grinnell by FBI Affiliates

February 14, 2023 at 6:26 PM Pacific Time

In addition to the threats described below, I am informed through Google that someone is utilizing an account under my name, listed as Grace72162.

I am not accessing an account called Grace72162@gmail.com.

It appears that online identity theft as perpetrated by FBI personnel and affiliates continues to be a central concern.



I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.




Lane MacWilliams


February 13, 2023 at 9:13 AM Pacific Time

In addition to the threats delineated below, I am in receipt of:

  • a threat that FBI personnel may attempt to significantly alter the contents of FedEx mailing 394555389954 in order to further the agency's false claims of "criminality" toward my family.
  • a threat of significant career harms to my husband and/or younger son

February 12, 2023 at 11:04 PM

In addition to the threats delineated below, I am in receipt of:

  • a threat that my aunt, Margaret Herzen, has been coerced by her FBI handler to falsely allege that my husband, my older son, or I have utilized illegal substances.
  • a threat of an unlawful police search of a MacWilliams family vehicle, with the intention to "discover" unlawful substances planted by corrupt members of law enforcement.

February 12, 2023 at 12:04 PM

In addition to the threats delineated in prior posts, I am in receipt of:

  • a threat that my stalker may attempt to justify a "narcotics raid" on our home, with violent potential, based on knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting about my in-home trial of a breathing device called the Air Physio Sports, which is designed to improve expiratory lung capacity for athletes;
  • a threat that my son, Duncan MacWilliams, has been coerced under DEW harms to falsely allege that my husband, my older son or I have utilized illegal substances.
  • a threat that I approve in any way, shape, or form, public aggression against our national security agencies.  I do not.  Please reference my statement at the conclusion of this post.
To confirm, neither my husband nor I have ever used illegal substances.

To our knowledge, our sons have not used illegal substances.

I hereby certify that the foregoing is true and correct.







Lane MacWilliams

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The FBI is a deeply divided agency.  There are many FBI employees who view their vows to the Constitution with the utmost seriousness and honor, and who strive to defend the fundamentals of our democracy with courage, fortitude and commitment.  The fact that some segments of the FBI appear to have embraced a lawless course is not a justification to assail the FBI in general.  The safety of FBI agents should be protected, just as the safety of the American citizenry should be protected.  As President Joseph R. Biden has so rightly expressed, violence is never justified in any circumstance.  The rule of law must always be honored and upheld.  It is our shared determination to preserve the civil liberties and human rights of ALL AMERICANS that renders the United States a democracy.  We must never abandon this promise.  All of our most cherished freedoms depend upon it.  

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