Lane von Herzen

My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.

Saturday, September 20, 2025

At this particular time, none of the information pertaining to my case should be utilized by the OIG Hotline of the U.S. DOJ, or any other entity, office, institution or individual for the assessment of settlements or penalties against the FBI or FBI affiliates for knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting or its associated harms against me or against my loved ones, friends, or pets. I hope that I will be provided with an attorney, allowing resolution of my concerns to date, at which time I hope others may be able, if I grant my permission, to address any misconduct by the FBI that may have occurred during this period.

I thank those who are working to facilitate this step.