My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, February 29, 2024

February 29, 2024 PMP Update

OIG Hotline, I have redacted proper names below out of a desire to prevent harm to a PMP educational company.  

It appears that Vxxxx Axxxx of Exxxxxxxxx has been prevented from responding to my email in a timely way.

What is the fundamental problem that the FBI (and the CIA, acting as an FBI contractor) has created at Exxxxxxxxx regarding my PMP education?

The problem is that the intermittent online exams have been corrupted.  Correct answers are marked wrong, which means I can no longer readily make the differentiation between information and disinformation.  In other words, I cannot learn the true material through the exam process, and the FBI/CIA has taken control of my exam scores entirely, separate and apart from my actual performance.

The extent to which other aspects of the Exxxxxxxxx PMP curriculum to which I have access may have been corrupted remains undefined.

As a result, I will be endeavoring to compare PMP curricular materials provided to me to the objective PMP exam content outline through other resources.  FBI affiliates have suggested that Exxxxxxxxx curricular materials to which I have access may leave substantive curricular gaps regarding fundamental PMP curriculum.

With regard to the most recent content area I have studied, Plan and Manage Quality, this appears to be the case.  At least half to two-thirds of the necessary content in this subject area appears to have been omitted from the online curriculum which I can readily view through the Exxxxxxxxx site, leaving me to fill in the gaps through other resources acquired independently.

Most centrally, the FBI/CIA appears to be laboring to ensure that I am prevented from mastering the full breadth of the PMP curriculum in a manner that would prepare me to pass the PMP exam.  Specifically, the agencies appear to desire that I work as an independent consultant, and that I not accept employment in a direct government role.  These objectives appear consistent and highly focused.

I have made clear that I have not defined my future plans at this time.  I am simply endeavoring to access educational material in a manner that provides me equal access to learning the PMP curriculum.

In this task, my resource materials will now be broader and not confined to the Exxxxxxxxx curriculum.  I will access a portion of Exxxxxxxxx online exams, but I will not complete them.  In this way, I will prevent the FBI/CIA from interfering with my exam performance and misreporting my mastery of the material.

Please be assured that I have every confidence that I can readily acquire and master PMP content in its entirety, by excluding the FBI/CIA from that process.  The obstruction of these agencies has been extraordinary in this instance, representing clear violations of my civil rights to equal access.  Even when the agencies have understood that I have identified their interference, their encroachments into the educational process, including that of ensuring curricular gaps and omissions, along with relentless hacking of online practice exams, have become increasingly aggressive with time.

Thank you for allowing me to document these concerns.

Please be confident that my study of PMP content continues to progress.  I will be updating your Office with new developments and milestones in this regard.

Most sincerely,




Lane MacWilliams

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