My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Sunday, May 21, 2023

The Epidemiological Map

 1.  You appear to have been informed that some members within the DoD are upset by the "epidemiological map" of compromise which you wrote about recently.

Answer:  Yes.

2.  Why is that the case?

Answer:  Apparently the "epidemiological map" extends to within the DoD.

3.  You have been experiencing dramatically elevated threats this afternoon.  

Answer:  Yes, I have.

4.  What have they referenced?

Answer:  Interior flooding, arson, assault by Navy Seals, Air Force Hot Shots, Canadian Special Forces, or the Army's 75th Ranger Regiment, HAARP intended to cause heart attack specifically, blindness caused by DEW of some kind, ongoing DEW assault toward all of us, carbon monoxide poisoning while we sleep, false criminal charges, staged car accident tomorrow, kidnapping and murder at my home tonight, car bomb, sniper assault.  The list is endless.  Remarkably, the threats still include intentional exposure to HIV for one of my family members as directed by FBI personnel and perpetrated in a medical setting.  This seems to be an obsession with my stalker, unfortunately.

5.  Have all the threats extended to your younger son and his girlfriend as well?

Answer:  Yes, they have.

6.  So, the whole issue of the "rare and dangerous HIV variant" which is allegedly possessed by your stalker has become a serious matter.

Answer:  For anyone who has been in close proximity to my stalker or any of his associates, this is a serious matter, yes.

7.  Ironically, you and your husband reported to the FBI's Oakland Field Office on February 21, 2020 that your stalker had appeared to confess having intentionally spread his virus to many other people.

Answer:  Yes, we felt that the public needed to be protected if, in fact, he was perpetrating these crimes.  It should be noted that we reported other alleged crimes on his part as well.

8.  Did your stalker, in knowing that you divulged his intentional spread of his virus at that time, express anger toward you?

Answer:  Yes, I did receive a number of messages that stated, "You promised you wouldn't tell anyone!' and "A lot of people hate me now."

9.  Yet, your report to the FBI transpired three and a half years ago.  To your knowledge, did the FBI do anything to protect the public from these harms?

Answer:  I believe the entire investigation of my stalker was suppressed.  I would be very surprised if the FBI took any action whatsoever to protect the public from this man.  To the contrary, it seems that far right FBI personnel have been aiding and abetting him.

10.  No one from the FBI ever called you back after February 21, 2020 to say, "We know your life is under threat, and we want you to know we're doing everything we can to protect you."

Answer:  Never.

11.  Yet, now it seems that numerous employees of the FBI have fallen victim to your stalker's predations.

Answer:  So he has alleged.  

12.  Why would your stalker intentionally transmit his virus to his affiliates within the FBI?

Answer:  At one point, he posted a Pinterest message on my feed which said:  There are two kinds of people in the world:  those who say I don't want anyone else to suffer as I have suffered, and those who say I have suffered; therefore, so should everyone else.

13.  There is a sadism present in the latter perspective.

Answer:  Most definitely.  

14.  In an interesting example of projection, your son's FBI handler has reportedly told many of your friends, family members and acquaintances that you are ill with HIV.

Answer:  So I have been informed.

15.  Is it true?

Answer:  I do not have HIV.  Nor does my husband.  Nor do my sons.  Nor does my son's girlfriend.

I need to state the obvious, which is that it is critical not to condemn people who are HIV positive.

That doesn't mean my stalker has free license to cause intentional harm by knowingly spreading his virus to others.

16.  Your stalker has allegedly exerted control over those he has harmed in this manner by threatening to expose their private health information if they don't accede to his demands.

Answer:  People like my stalker, and by that I mean those who are immersed in organized crime, will use any lever they have available.  The problem with this becomes more complex when someone with affiliations to a foreign adversary is seeking to control members of the U.S. national security apparatus by utilizing "kompromat."

17.  Your stalker continues to threaten false charges against your family members pertaining to "espionage activity" for China, or "terrorist" activity of some kind.  In addition, he has alleged the possibility of extending false charges of a capital crime against your younger son.  Yet you don't know the details of these lies.

Answer:  It's exhausting.  How do you begin to defend yourself against accusations which are falsified in their entirety and to which you have no access?  The Constitutional violations by the far right within the FBI are unconscionable.  The engagement of far right FBI personnel in falsified law enforcement reporting for anti-democratic objectives needs to be fully illuminated for the American public.  And the names of the agents who have perpetrated falsified reporting need to be publicly exposed.

18.  Just as you named your son's FBI handler, who has, himself, engaged in falsified law enforcement reporting.

Answer:  Yes.  Exactly so.

19.  For the record, would you like to clarify how you feel about Russia and China?

Answer:  I do not support totalitarian forms of government.  I do not support dictatorships.  I do not support autocracy.  I do not support unwarranted surveillance of law-abiding citizens.  I do not support harassment and harm of those who are courageous enough to speak out about violations of civil liberties and human rights.  

20.  You feel that the United States can distinguish itself from Russia and China by insisting that Americans' civil liberties and human rights must be preserved, even in the face of an "insider threat" represented by your stalker and his FBI/DoD cohort.

Answer:  Yes!  President Biden and his administration have clearly demonstrated their support for democracy.  And remember the courage of the OIG Hotline and the Honorable Avril Haines of the ODNI.  There are also many wonderful patriots within the FBI and the DoD -- people who are courageous and honorable in every way.  The presence of all of these virtuous people is what gives us the opportunity to assess this "insider threat" and ensure that it is fully addressed in a public, legal context.  

The rule of law applies to everyone in our nation.  No one is exempt due to privilege or rank.  Those who have forgotten their vows to the Constitution need to explain to the public why they have done so.

21.  What should happen to those within the far right who have demonstrated more loyalty to Russia than the United States?

Answer:  I'll pay for their plane ticket to Moscow.  They do not have the right to turn America into a Russian colony.

22.  You're indignant about the attempt.

Answer:  Yes, I am.




Lane MacWilliams

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The FBI is a deeply divided agency.  There are many FBI employees who view their vows to the Constitution with the utmost seriousness and honor, and who strive to defend the fundamentals of our democracy with courage, fortitude and commitment.  The fact that some segments of the FBI appear to have embraced a lawless course is not a justification to assail the FBI in general.  As President Joseph R. Biden has so rightly expressed, violence is never justified in any circumstance.  The rule of law must always be honored and upheld.  It is our shared determination to preserve the civil liberties and human rights of all Americans that renders the United States a democracy.  We must never abandon this promise. All of our most cherished freedoms depend upon it.

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