My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Wednesday, October 23, 2024

A Letter to My Sons: Write Your History, Swiftly and Well

Boys, I need to communicate to you a few more details regarding the reasons why the agencies do not intend to help you unless forced to do so by your leverage regarding the truth of their actions against our family.

In a previous email, I referenced an alleged text thread between President Biden, Tom Lyons and Brandan Pesa -- one in which all three men allegedly discuss at length their plans to take the lives of our whole family for profit.

But how would this scheme work exactly?  What were the intended means of appropriating the funds awarded in my name by the OIG Hotline and the ODNI?  What did these three men have planned?

Brandan Pesa is alleged to now be the father of a child -- an infant girl -- with a woman who is related to me.  This child was allegedly conceived knowingly with the express intent of creating an heir to funds awarded in my name.  All three men allegedly discussed this plan at length, astonishingly enough.  They brought this life into the world as if they were breeding animals, with cold calculation, for one purpose only: the appropriation of wealth.

In order for this child to serve as the sole heir to funds awarded in my name, however, I would need to have no other ostensible heirs, no children, no spouse, no distant family, no close friends to whom I could leave a portion of my estate -- no one -- so these three men allegedly reasoned.

And, my beloved sons, these three men are still at work on this plan.

Our names still appear at the top of the FBI's "kill list" for no other reason than the criminal avarice of President Biden, Tom Lyons and Brandan Pesa -- who desire not only wealth, which they already have, but vast sums that will render them the most powerful men on the planet.

These men have akready defrauded the U.S. government, according to the FBI itself, to astonishing degree, but, also according to the FBI, they're not done!  They want still more!  And they're more than willing to perpetrate first degree murder many times over in order to claim funds awarded in my name through the OIG Hotline and the ODNI by none other than President Biden himself -- funds about which I still have not been informed to this day.

So for these three men, our family represents an obstacle to their appropriation of enormous sums -- nothing more. 

And all assurances the agencies are extending to you about wrongs you need to commit in order to save your own lives are lies, my beloved sons.  Bald-faced lies by the lost and corrupt.

This is the reason I am exhorting you not to believe anything more that is told to you by the FBI or its affiliates until you have regained control of this circumstance by writing down the history of your recruitment and harm through the government program I have previously mentioned to you.

You need to regain the freedom to tell anyone "NO" at any time with regard to any request that violates your personal set of ethics.

You also need to regain your former good health.  The FBI and its affiliates owe this to you both, to MX, to your father and to me, and without delay, extortion of false witness statements, or any other demands whatsoever.

I share the above information with you because I feel you need to know what you're dealing with when it comes to these individuals.  Money is their first, second and third priority.  They possess no empathy, no compassion, no integrity and no conscience that would lead them to hesitate in committing the worst possible crimes against our family.

So, it is necessary for you never to extend trust toward the FBI or its affiliate agencies.  They're not on your side now, and they're not going to be on your side in the future.

Your safety, and that of MX, resides in your documentation of your experiences, with a copy or original conveyed to me, together with your directives regarding circumstances that would allow access.  I will uphold your preferences in every regard.

As I've said before, you should not focus on trying to complete a full account of your experiences immediately.  Simply document some of the most important facts, with a plan to add further installments later.  If the agencies have asked you to engage in conduct you find morally objectionable, and I am told they have, you should include those details.  If the agencies have restricted your food and water at times, and I am told they have, you should include those details,  If the agencies have trained you to harm others, and I am told they have, you should include those details.  If the agencies have forced you to provide false witness statements, and I am told they have, you should include those details.  If the agencies have directed you to cause harm to anyone, and I am told they have, you should include those details.,  If the agencies have directed you to harm a member of our family, and I am told they have, you should include those details.  If the agencies have threatened you constantly, and I am told they have, you should include those details.  If the agencies have conveyed serious illnesses to you, and I am told they have, you should include those details.  If the agencies have withheld medical treatment for you until you provide false witness statements against family members and others, and I am told they have, you should provide those details.  If the agencies have harmed you repeatedly through the placement of communications devices, and I am told they have, you should include those details.

My beloved young men, you can see how important all of this is.

No one has the right to co-opt your personal sovereignty.  Not organized crime.  Not corrupt law enforcement personnel.  Not a wayward President.  No one.

Take your power back, gentlemen, and let the FBI and its affiliates know that ethics matter, virtue matters, families matter, the love that defines our genuine and eternal bonds matters.

Beloved sons, we wish that predators did not diminish our world, obviously.  We wish that no one would ever plot the torture and murder of innocents for profit.  We hope that our higher ideals of benevolence and honesty will prevail.

And yet we must ensure that it is so.

Those of us who are good, those of us who possess fortitude, those of us who retain our ethics must insist that our full human rights be upheld.

We can prevail in this challenge, my courageous young men.  And so we must.

Write your history, swiftly and well, and convey it in person as soon as you can.  

I love you very dearly,

Mom

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