My Third Novel's Conclusion, My Heartbreak

My heart begins to break when I think about completing this particular book -- because this narrative has sustained me like no other story I've known. It's both more personal and more universal than my other works. But beyond memory and archetype, it's a cri-de-coeur about needing to become the person one is destined to be. And in the writing, I have met my own life's work, my own fated journey -- having the sense all the while that the pages are suffused with a resonance, an energy, an electrified field that defies explanation. Writers hope and pray to be overtaken by a work in this way -- to be conscripted into passionate service of a profound story. To experience it even once in a lifetime seems a great privilege. I still have several months before this novel is complete, and this constitutes my reprieve. Because I'm not ready for the beauty to end.




Thursday, October 24, 2024

A Letter to My Sons: The Courage That Defines Us As Heroes

Boys, I don't know whether you were able to see one another yesterday, on October 23, 2024.

The FBI appears to allege that you have, indeed, seen one another recently, and that you both were forced to file false witness statements about one another afterwards.  Forced by your handlers.  Forced by their respective agencies.  Forced by the DoD personnel who have recently visited you both, along with MX.  And forced by President Biden who has authorized it all.

Not only this.  The FBI also appears to allege that you both have been directed at various times to extend harms to one another at the directive of your handlers, also allegedly authorized by President Biden.

My beloved sons, I have been privileged to learn a great deal in my lifetime -- to learn about the courage that defines us as heroes in the most difficult times, to learn about the integrity that strengthens us every time we prevail in a test of character, to learn about the faith that upholds us when we recall that we are children of God, walking in His Sight, never forgotten, never abandoned.

And what I have learned is that brothers are meant to love one another openly, to trust one another implicitly, to uphold one another's hearts and minds and spirits as they uphold their own.

The fact that President Biden has ordered the destruction of our family for his personal profit does not mean that our destiny is sealed.

It is more likely, if understood with wisdom, to mean that the President has written his own destiny, his own exposure, his own accountability.

This is as it should be.

Our family should not carry the burdens of failed leadership, of a corrupt Commander in Chief, or of a profiteering FBI and it lost affiliates.

Instead, our family possesses the capacity to redefine the challenge before us as that of the virtuous American citizenry asserting our right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness.  

If we are to prevail, we must work together and not at cross-purposes.  What does that mean, when your handlers are directing wrongful acts toward members of our own family?  It means you do not obey those directives, ever.  And it means that our family understands that we have safety within one another's presence, always, no matter what.

It also means that you tell the whole truth to investigators from the OIG Hotline when you are asked about false witness statements you have been forced to file about our family in the past.

Finally, it means that you document the whole of your experience in written form, including the visits from DoD personnel, the harmful directives and the threats that have accompanied them, the illnesses caused by the FBI and their affiliates, the torture through Dxx deployment, the withholding of medical care, the restriction of food and water by the FBI and its affiliate agencies, and every other detail without exception.

The Presidency is an immensely powerful Office, to be sure.  But the President does not want to be exposed publicly for the crimes he has committed against our family -- not now, not next week, not ever.

So our safety resides in documenting everything that has happened to us, secrecy agreements notwithstanding.

When you were forced to sign your informant and secrecy agreements with the FBI and CIA respectively, you did not obligate yourselves to die for the enrichment of a corrupt President.  (G, just so you know, you did not have capacity to sign those agreements at the time, nor do you have it now. So you need to be aware that those agreements do not bind you or obligate you in any way, shape or form.  And D, the fact that you were forcibly recruited by the FBI as the son of an FBI whistleblower violates a whole myriad of ethics rules.  Your agreements would not hold up if challenged in a court setting.  So you need to know this as well.)

Your handlers have both told you that your "last chance for survival" depends upon your compliance with agency directives.  But, for reasons I have previously disclosed to you, it is not President Biden's desire that any of us should survive.  In fact, he, Tom Lyons and Brandan Pesa have already been allegedly implicated within a text message thread in conspiring over our intended demise.  So, don't be fooled by the duplicitous and predatory individuals who have so wrongfully targeted us.  Deceit is natural to them, and highly practiced, but it is not impenetrable.  

The truth of this text thread is already allegedly known, in actuality -- known by Congress, known by White House staff, known by OIG Hotline investigators, and known by the Supreme Court.

Your chance for survival depends on your ability to wrest control of your destiny out of the hands of those who would falsely claim to offer you sanctuary, prosperity, and freedom, ironically enough.  Your chance for survival depends on your ability to see the truth.

The FBI and its affiliates have become experts in telling their "targets" what they want most to hear, yet the truth is that certain individuals within these agencies are alleged to have planned to perpetrate the murder of our entire family while simultaneously defrauding the U.S. government, depriving the American citizenry of their civil rights, committing forgery, and perpetrating election fraud -- and Tom Lyons is said to be foremost among them.

These crimes, together with those of broad-scale, knowingly falsified law enforcement reporting, have placed our entire democracy in peril.

We need to oppose them, not to concede to them.

My beloved sons, no wayward leader can erase your virtue, your bravery, or your insistence on justice in this matter.

I was reading a book called The Soul of Civility by Alexandra Hudson recently, and she illuminates that one of the foundations of a civil society, as has been recognized throughout the ages, is a refusal to "gossip" or to lie about one's neighbor.  In the Bible, this takes the form of the commandment against bearing false witness.

Erasmus, of the Renaissance, wrote that "harming the reputation of someone not present is a great offense."

And well before him, Isocrates, in fourth century BC Athens "emphasized trustworthiness and condemned gossip."  Without these things, the good faith and "social harmony" on which peaceable society depends were forsaken.

I re-watched part of the brilliant film Judgement at Nuremberg last night, in which a key defendant reflects on the crimes of the Holocaust by saying:  We had a democracy, yes, but it was torn by elements within.  Above all there was fear, fear of today, fear of tomorrow, fear of our neighbors, and fear of ourselves.

How closely this reflects our nation's current predicament!

My beloved sons, only the truth can dispel these misbegotten systems of false reporting which prey upon the unsuspecting American citizenry to the greater peril of the freedoms of all.

Our virtuous family can prevail only if we reclaim the truth on behalf of one another.

We possess that benevolence, we possess that courage, we possess that fortitude.

So write it down, my cherished children.  Convey a copy to me for safekeeping.  Speak it to investigators.  Confide it to one another.  

Reaffirm your love and loyalty to one another as brothers raised with my guidance, my ethics, my virtue, my faith.  These gifts reside within you, unassailable by interlopers, unapproachable by those with malevolent intent.

Remember who you are.

Because I do.

I who raised you know the virtue of your souls.

Let no man defile this, your greatest possession.

I stand with you, and I believe in you always, with great love,

Mom

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